Chapter 7: The Beginning of the Heart
Feng Xiaoxiao and Wen Shaoran talked on paper like this, and soon filled several books, and the distance between the two inadvertently narrowed.
One day, after Feng Xiaoxiao wrote the content and handed the book to Wen Shao, he didn't wait for his reply for a day. Many times she fidgeted and secretly looked back to see what he was doing, but each time she saw him burying her head under the thick bookshelf, as if she were sleeping.
Feng Xiaoxiao felt like her heart was blocked by something, and she couldn't lift her spirits, she didn't understand what was wrong with her, if she didn't reply, she wouldn't reply, people had nothing to do with her, why did she have to explain everything to her, she felt a little heartache when she thought about it like this.
"Are you alright, Xiaoxiao?" Jiang Lili, who was at the same table, noticed that something was wrong with her.
"What can I do? Let's read a book. Feng Xiaoxiao pretended to read the book seriously.
Jiang Lili looked at her like this, a little speechless, but still whispered, "But... Your book is reversed......"
Feng Xiaoxiao came back to her senses and looked at the book in her hand, she really took it backwards. She quickly turned the book upside down and continued reading as if nothing had happened. Jiang Lili looked at her, and she was bored to do her own thing.
For three days in a row, Wen Shaoran didn't reply to her, and she slept on the table as soon as she arrived at school.
Feng Xiaoxiao felt very uncomfortable in her heart, and secretly said angrily, if you don't go back, you won't come back, what's the big deal, I don't want to pay attention to you in the future.
On the fourth day, when Feng Xiaoxiao went to the classroom, she saw the notebook on her desk and her books, and she sat down to read the book as if she hadn't seen it.
After Wen Shaoran found out that Feng Xiaoxiao was coming, he watched her walk into the classroom and sit down, and saw that she didn't pick up the book, thinking that she didn't find the book under the book, and became a little anxious, and she obviously revealed a lot of the book.
Feng Xiaoxiao was very curious about what was written in the book, and at the same time kept telling herself that she couldn't read it, so ignore him.
After staying up for a long time, she couldn't help it, so she thought, I'll take a look anyway, I won't reply to him.
So, he secretly opened the book pressed under the book, "How are you doing these days?" ”
Feng Xiaoxiao frowned, that's it? Isn't there any explanation for the ignorance of these days? Hmph, it's so damning.
Feng Xiaoxiao's mood didn't get any better at all. When she got out of class, she saw Wen Shaoran looking at her, she just didn't notice it, picked up her schoolbag and left, and she came very late when she was studying at night. Usually although the two don't speak, they will arrive a little earlier.
It was still like this the next day, Wen Shaoran really wanted to ask Feng Xiaoxiao what was wrong, why didn't he reply to the letter and ignore him, but there were so many people in the class, and he couldn't find a chance. In the afternoon of the same day, he wrote another note, asking Feng Xiaoxiao to come early for self-cultivation and have something to say to her.
Feng Xiaoxiao held the note, and forgave him if he wanted to, so many days. But when she was going to go to the appointment in the evening, her mother had something to go out and asked her to help look after the store, so she was delayed.
Wen Shaoran rushed to school and waited after dinner at home. He sat under the big tree that talked to Feng Xiaoxiao for the first time that day, and his eyes kept looking at the carport, but he kept waiting, waiting, and waiting, the closer he got to the self-study time, the more people came, and the originally quiet campus became noisy, and he didn't wait for Feng Xiaoxiao.
When Feng Xiaoxiao arrived at the school, the self-study bell rang, and as soon as she entered the school, she looked around to see if he was still there, but in addition to the dimness under the street lamp, there was still his shadow around.
She walked up to the classroom a little disappointed, found him lying on the desk, and wanted to explain to him why he missed the appointment, but seeing him lying on his stomach like the other day, she didn't want to say anything.
For two whole sessions of self-study, Feng Xiaoxiao didn't know why she couldn't calm down to read, and finally stayed up until the end of class, she didn't want to pay attention to anything, she just wanted to go home and stay quietly, so she picked up her schoolbag and left.
Wen Shaoran also suffered for a night, he found that he was more and more concerned about Feng Xiaoxiao's every move, she didn't show up for the appointment made him very uncomfortable, he really wanted to ask her, can you tell him why, if he did something wrong.
Seeing Feng Xiaoxiao leave in a hurry as soon as he got out of class, he gritted his teeth, as if he had made up his mind, picked up his schoolbag and left.
Feng Xiaoxiao slowly pedaled her bicycle home, and after leaving the campus, she was still preoccupied. Suddenly, a bicycle head came up next to her side by side, she looked sideways, and the familiar eyes looked at each other, at that moment, her heartbeat accelerated inexplicably, and she unconsciously stopped the car without stepping on it, and kept her balance on the ground with one foot.
"Yes...... Talk? Wen Shaoran also stopped and plucked up the courage to say to her.
Feng Xiaoxiao looked at him as if he was about to apologize, deliberately pretended to be indifferent, and slowly pedaled forward on the bicycle, "What is there to talk about." ”
But it seemed that Wen Shaoran had no intention of catching up, she suddenly felt a little anxious, just when she was thinking about how to find the bottom of the steps, there was a voice in her ears, "Feng Xiaoxiao, I like you!" ”
Feng Xiaoxiao was startled, immediately braked, and was stunned on the side of the road, how did it become such a sudden confession, it felt as if it was very unreal, like a dream. Wen Shaoran caught up, stopped next to her, looked at her seriously, and said, "I like you." ”
Feng Xiaoxiao's cheeks were crimson, and she was too shy to look at him, let alone how to respond to him.
Under the street lamp, the two of them stood for a while holding their bicycles. Wen Shaoran didn't know why he confessed so boldly, he just saw Feng Xiaoxiao stepping on the car like that and was leaving, so he blurted out in a hurry. Seeing that Feng Xiaoxiao's face was as red as a ripe apple, he smiled and teased her, "You won't respond to me?" ”
"Huh?" Feng Xiaoxiao raised her head and looked away shyly at Wen Shaoran's gaze, and whispered, "...... How to respond. ”
Wen Shaoran leaned close to her and said, "Of course you like me too." ”
Feng Xiaoxiao's face became even hotter, and it was directly red to the root of her ears, she dodged it for a while, and responded in a low voice, "Oh..."
Wen Shaoran pursed his lips, seemingly dissatisfied with this answer, "You don't like me?" ”
"No, I like ......" Feng Xiaoxiao replied anxiously, but when she looked up and met Wen Shaoran's gaze, she shyly said the word Huan even quieter.
The corners of Wen Shaoran's mouth raised, extremely satisfied with Feng Xiaoxiao's shy and overwhelmed appearance.
"Alright, I'll take you home." After a while, seeing that Feng Xiaoxiao was too shy to communicate normally, Wen Shaoran spoke.
"Huh? No, no. Feng Xiaoxiao hurriedly refused.
"Don't worry, I'll leave when I get to your house, your parents won't see it."
"Okay then." Feng Xiaoxiao nodded.
The two did not pedal, both pushed their bicycles and walked. In order to make it easier to talk to Feng Xiaoxiao, Wen Shaoran stood on the right side of his bicycle, pushing the bicycle with one left hand, and the two of them seemed to be sandwiched between two bicycles.
"Why don't you have the energy to lie on the table all day these days." Feng Xiaoxiao asked cautiously.
"A few days ago, it was because my grandmother was sick, and I had to go to the hospital at night to keep vigil, and I was very sleepy during the day." Wen Shaoran said lightly, "However, the next two days are because of you." Saying that, he looked at Feng Xiaoxiao, wanting to see her shyness.
Feng Xiaoxiao didn't dare to look at him, she coughed twice and turned her head, "What's the matter with me." ”
"You still want to Laipi, you ignore me." Wen Shaoran reproached.
"You didn't reply to me for a few days." Feng Xiaoxiao said aggrievedly.
"I'm sorry, I'm so sleepy, I won't be next time." Wen Shaoran saw Feng Xiaoxiao's aggrieved appearance, and said distressedly, "Is it because I didn't reply to the letter, you just thought nonsense and was sad for a few days?" ”
Feng Xiaoxiao was said to be thinking in the center, and he didn't admit it, "Where is something, I'm not someone from you, if you don't explain something to me, you won't explain it......." ”
As soon as the words fell, I saw Wen Shaoran stop and look at her with a very serious face, Feng Xiaoxiao immediately realized that she had hurt herself and him by saying this unintentional word, and she wanted to make herself very sad a few days ago.
Wen Shaoran saw her mistake, touched her head, and said, "Xiaoxiao, I was wrong before, and I explained to you so late, which made you feel insecure, but don't say that kind of thing just now, I know that it is not true." ”
Feng Xiaoxiao nodded aggrievedly and changed the subject, "What's wrong with your grandma?" Is it better now? ”
"People will always be a little sick or something when they get old, but now it's nothing, don't worry too much." Wen Shaoran said very calmly.
"Well," Feng Xiaoxiao walked around and said, "What about your father?" How can you let a junior high school student go to a vigil, and you have to go to class during the day......"
"My dad happened to be out of town in the past few days, my uncle was abroad, and several aunts came to help after they were busy with things." The lighter Wen Shaoran's tone is, the more indifferent it is, the more distressed Feng Xiaoxiao becomes, he is still so young and shoulders the burden of so many families, what junior high school student can do it.
Wen Shaoran saw that Feng Xiaoxiao didn't speak, guessed what she was thinking, and said comfortingly, "I was keeping vigil in the hospital that day, and the old man in the next bed said to my grandmother, I really envy you for having such a filial son, who is not afraid of hard work every night." I think a flock of crows flew overhead, maybe I'm too old. ”
Feng Xiaoxiao chuckled, "Well, look at you like this way, you are a little old-fashioned." ”
"Oh, dare to say that I'm old-fashioned, then you just like my old-fashioned type."
"You...... I can't talk about you. Feng Xiaoxiao pursed her lips.
"Okay, it's almost your house in front, you go back, I'm here to watch you get home and then leave." Wen Shaoran stopped and looked at the building not far away and said.
"Huh? How do you know where my house is? Feng Xiaoxiao said strangely.
Wen Shaoran joked, "Actually, I've been paying attention to you for a long time, and I've been following you every day." ”
Feng Xiaoxiao's eyes widened in surprise and blinked, and he also took the opportunity to say with deep understanding, "Hmm~, I see that you are also a bit like the kind of person who follows on TV." After saying that, he laughed, and pursed his lips embarrassedly to look away.
Wen Shaoran smiled brightly after hearing this, shook his head, and said, "Forget it, I'd better admit defeat." Besides, I guess I'm going to be a pervert, hehe, actually, we play on the court over there on weekends, and then go to your mother's shop to buy water to drink. I also overheard them say that it was your family. He pointed in the left direction.
Feng Xiaoxiao looked in the direction and remembered that it was the community's stadium and nodded.
"That'...... I'll go back first, you be careful on the way. The two were silent for a while, and Feng Xiaoxiao lowered her head and looked at her toes and whispered.
"Well, see you tomorrow morning." Wen Shaoran waved his hand, signaling Feng Xiaoxiao to rest assured.
Feng Xiaoxiao got off the bicycle sideways, pedaled forward, "See you tomorrow." When he arrived at the door, he looked back in the direction where Wen Shaoran was staying, and he was still standing there looking at her. Feng Xiaoxiao smiled, got off the bicycle and pushed it into the door.
"Why are you late today?" As soon as Feng Xiaoxiao entered the door of the store, her mother, who was looking at the store, immediately asked.
Feng Xiaoxiao looked at the clock on the wall, it was past ten o'clock, and said weakly, "It's not much late, it's just a little bit of self-study." ”
Mother Feng paused for a moment and continued, "Let's take a shower and go to bed early." ”
Feng Xiaoxiao responded, "Where's Dad?" Why are you looking at the store alone? ”
"The construction site is now on the floor, and your father has gone to see it." Mother Wind said as she used the remote control to change the TV on the wall.
"Oh, then you should rest early, you don't have to open so late." Feng Xiaoxiao said with concern.
"You just go to bed early, adults have their own measure." Mother Feng urged impatiently.
Feng Xiaoxiao let out an "oh", reluctantly pushed the bicycle into the store, and then opened the door and went upstairs.
As soon as she entered the door of the stairs, she floated up like a happy butterfly, her head, her heart was full of the figure of Wen someone, thinking of the unexpected confession tonight, her heart was still beating fast, and she felt that everything was very dreamy.
"I don't know if he's home." Feng Xiaoxiao finished taking a shower and lay down in front of the table, holding a pen in her hand, ready to continue to write about tonight's feelings in their messenger before going to sleep.
However, as she wrote, it suddenly occurred to her that she was going to face him tomorrow. Is it pretending to be nothing or what...... Will the classmates be aware of their relationship? Oh, it's so annoying after being confessed, thinking about it, Feng Xiaoxiao decided to go to Meimei to sleep.
This night is destined to be a sweet dream!