Chapter 833: Unbearable Past
Looking at that familiar face, Su Xiaoman slowly controlled his crying, staring straight at Zhang An with teary eyes, a little incredible, and asked suspiciously.
"Is it really you? You're not already."
Su Xiaoman choked up and didn't finish his words, Zhang An knew what she meant, so he shook his head and said.
"It's a long story, I'll tell you more about it later."
Hearing Zhang An tell her in detail, Su Xiaoman slowly stopped crying.
Now that it was almost dark outside, Li Ran didn't know how many laps she had searched in the mountains, but she still hadn't found Su Xiaoman's figure, and she was afraid that she would go back by herself, so she hurriedly returned to Du Mansion to check the situation.
But when he returned to the Lu Mansion, his heart was half cold, because there was no information about Su Xiaoman at all.
Everyone looked at Li Ran with an expectant look, but Li Ran frowned and shook his head slowly.
Everyone was lost and worried when they saw Li Ran shaking his head, a day had passed, Su Xiaoman had no trace for a day, and everyone didn't know if she was still alive now.
When Li Ran came back, he saw that there were some people in black robes on the street outside, and they were all people controlled by the cult.
I don't know why there are so many people today, and everyone has a stronger weird aura.
Li Ran was worried about what harm those who were being controlled would cause to everyone here, so he said solemnly.
"You don't want to go out these days, it seems that their behavior has become more and more rampant since Xiaoman was arrested, so you have to be more careful?"
Everyone listened to Li Ran's words and felt a little unwilling in their hearts, after all, Su Xiaoman's life and death were uncertain now, but they couldn't do anything to make them feel a little guilty.
Li Ran looked at their lost appearance and wanted to comfort them, so he spoke.
"Be at ease! Xiaoman, she is a celestial person, and she has God's care, and there will be no problems. ”
Now Li Ran can only comfort everyone like this, comfort himself, and he can't find Su Xiaoman's location, so he can only pray for the heavens to protect him and not let Su Xiaoman be hurt.
Shi Jizhen stood up after hearing Li Ran's comfort, and then asked Li Ran about some things he went to investigate.
Li Ran also listened to the two of them where he went today, and everyone gathered together to try to calculate their location of Su Xiaoman.
Su Xiaoman was a little dizzy because he had been tied up for a long time, Zhang An stepped forward to hold Su Xiaoman's crumbling Shen body, and helped her to a flat place for her to sit and rest.
After Zhang An put Su Xiaoman away, he turned around and found some juicy fruits from the things they used for the sacrifice, handed them to Su Xiaoman, and motioned for her to eat some.
As a result, the fruit handed over by Zhang An, Su Xiaoman's heart was mixed, he was a kind of person who couldn't say that he would never see him again, and he was really moved to appear in front of him completely.
"Zhang An, I'm sorry. Although you still have some feelings for me, I want to say that we are friends! ”
Zhang An looked at the tearful Su Xiaoman and chuckled at how could they become friends
Friend, he couldn't change his mind about her, so he said to her.
"I know you don't have feelings for me, but I still can't let go of you, so don't you explain, just let me like you silently? As long as you remember that there is a person named Zhang An in an unknown place, he still loves you. ”
Su Xiaoman was a little overwhelmed when she heard Zhang An's words, she expressed her forehead very clearly, but Zhang An also expressed it very clearly, in this case, the two of them will never be able to reconcile.
Su Xiaoman took a bite of the fruit, and the sour taste was like the taste in her heart for a long time, and then she looked up at Zhang An and said.
"In this cult incident, the person behind the curtain claims to be looking for the night, is it you?"
Listening to Su Xiaoman's question, Zhang An turned his head away and looked at her, leaving her with an angular side face, and spoke.
"It's me and it's not me, and in the end I still don't get what I want."
Su Xiaoman saw that what he asked was not answered, and guessed that since he was tied up here, it meant that he was not behind this plan, but he gave him the letter, was it he who gave her the letter?
"Is that a letter you wrote to me? If not, why are you here? ”
Zhang An listened to Su Xiaoman say that he had written a letter to her, and then frowned and said to Su Xiaoman.
"Write a letter! When did I write to you? My presence here is also accidental. ”
Hearing Zhang An's explanation, Su Xiaoman said without understanding.
"Someone sent me a letter, it was your handwriting and your payment, saying that we met here today, and now that you are here again, I really suspect that you wrote a letter to me."
Hearing Su Xiaoman's words, Zhang An was a little stunned, thinking about explaining, but he didn't know where to start, so he answered Su Xiaoman's question first.
"I really didn't write to you, and I just saw your figure at the bottom of the mountain and followed you up, and when I saw that you were thrown in, I thought I would come to save you, who would have thought that I was also plotted."
Su Xiaoman listened to Zhang An's explanation in surprise, he was not very powerful, how could he still be plotted?
Su Xiaoman stared at Zhang An with questions and said.
"You don't know martial arts, how can you be plotted, by the way, and you haven't been hit by the Cold Food Gu, how can you still be alive now."
When he said the back, Su Xiaoman began to choke again, listening to Su Xiaoman's voice and gradually choked up, Zhang An was a little unbearable, so he began to tell Su Xiaoman about his experience.
"It's true that I fell for the Cold Food Gu, but I may have gotten the antidote, so I'll take my life now."
When Su Xiaoman heard the antidote, he was a little incredible, obviously the only antidote had been destroyed by him, how could he still get the antidote.
"It's impossible, I obviously saw with my own eyes that you burned the antidote, how could there be an antidote."
Zhang An looked at Su Xiaoman's tangled little expression, which really made him love and hate, all he loved her but hated that she had already been a wife, and then explained.
"Ever since I left Zhang's house, I have been hiding in this mountain
Because I was really unwilling to leave like this, I was crazy about eating herbs and other things in this mountain. ”
Hearing that he was unwilling Su Xiaoman remembered when he destroyed the only antidote at that time, why bother in the first place, Su Xiaoman shouted loudly.
"Then why did you destroy the antidote in front of me, obviously you don't want to die."
Zhang An looked at Su Xiaoman, who had a lot of emotional fluctuations, and motioned for her to finish listening to him.
Su Xiaoman understood what Zhang An meant, and then began to wait quietly for him to finish.
Zhang An saw that Su Xiaoman was quiet, and began to recall the time when he escaped from Zhang's house.
"I don't know why, because I feel a little embarrassed to die in front of you, so I originally thought that I would die quietly in the middle of the barren mountains where you couldn't find it."
Speaking of this, Zhang An himself was a little choked, he really didn't want to be embarrassed in front of Su Xiaoman, but he thought that it was good to be humble and alive to be able to look at Su Xiaoman.
Zhang An got up and paced in the cave, turning his back to Su Xiaoman and said.
"I bought your face in my mind before I died, it is a kind of belief, so I desperately ate all kinds of herbs in the mountains."
Looking at Zhang An's thin back, thinking that he had that kind of belief at that time, he felt sad again.
Zhang An now turned his back to Su Xiaoman, so he didn't know that she was about to cry again, and continued.
"Maybe I ate more poisonous herbs, so maybe I fought poison with poison, so after a few days, I fell asleep and woke up with no strength."
Speaking of this, Zhang An turned to look at Su Xiaoman, who was listening seriously, and raised his hands to express something.
Su Xiaoman looked at his raised hands, a little bit unsure of what he meant.
Zhang An didn't look at Su Xiaoman's questioning expression, but looked down at his hands and said silently.
"Ever since I woke up, I have noticed that my skills seem to be much weaker than before."
At this time, Su Xiaoman also understood why he would be safe by others.
"No wonder you can't get out of the box on your own. If you were in your heyday, you would definitely be able to break out of the box on your own. ”
Zhang An himself complained in his heart about how he could like such a stupid melon.
Seeing that Zhang An stopped talking, Su Xiaoman was a little puzzled, could it be that he said something wrong?
Zhang An was silent for a while, and continued to raise his eyes and speak.
"In my heyday, I wouldn't watch someone tie you up in front of my eyes."
After saying that, Zhang An turned around and rolled his eyes, Su Xiaoman looked at Zhang An's expression, and found that he seemed to have rolled his eyes, and he didn't understand.
Su Xiaoman looked at Zhang An and gave his back to himself, and began to ask.
"So is there anything else you have to explain? After solving the poison of the cold food Gu, why don't you know the Zhang family, do you know that Zhang Yue also misses you very much. ”
Zhang An didn't believe it when he heard Su Xiaoman's words, he knew what he had done to his brother.
Zhang Yue will not forgive him, he has done a lot of evil and harmed people, how
Maybe there will still be people who think about him.
Su Xiaoman looked at Zhang An, who was stiff, got up and walked to his side, and said with his shoulders on his shoulder.
"Didn't you even think about returning to the Zhang family and regaining the position of the patriarch?"
Take back the position of the patriarch?
Since he Zhang An came to his senses, he never thought about returning to Zhang's house.
"The position of the patriarch? I didn't think about it, since I came to my senses I only had one thought and that was to see you. I think Zhang Yue is quite suitable for the position of patriarch. ”
I didn't expect Zhang An, who once regarded power and killing as the mainstay, to say such a thing, which caught Su Xiaoman off guard.
"Won't you regret it? Do you think it's worth it for a love word? ”
Zhang An turned his head and looked at Su Xiaoman, his eyes were tender like water, and said.
"I feel that everything I've done has been worth it, and knowing that I'm not there yet, I'm completely free of myself."
(End of chapter)