Chapter 61: The Confusion of Eternal Life (6)
[Ah, Dad......
Father......
What am I really for?
For what, to embark on this tragic and ridiculous path to become a night walker.
There is no light, no joy, no love and being loved, no future, and even revenge is just an illusion, an illusion that I have fabricated for myself to cover hell with heaven. 】
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The memories of the past were replayed in front of Maria's eyes one by one, and after more than ten years of upheaval, standing at the mouth of the red light and green alley, looking at the passers-by or greed, or indifference, or deception, or peach-colored behavior and eyes, she couldn't help but feel sick in her heart, and cursed the thing called "world" from the bottom of her heart.
In fact, when the alien stopped searching under the bed, in fact, when she buried the man's "corpse" and accidentally saw the sign on his arm, she had already vaguely got the answer in her heart, but the answer was too cruel and was automatically blocked by her.
However, when she felt the changes in her body and saw the mark clearly imprinted on her arm, she finally roared hoarsely and cried out in grief.
[There is no heaven in this world, and God has projected hell onto the earth, allowing suffering and despair to spread in the world. 】
Terrifying fangs grew between her teeth, her pupils turned red little by little, and her flesh began to burst.
"No, no, she's going to be transformed! She couldn't bear the power at all! Several of the elders standing aside threw the demon trap at Maria at the same time.
Mary fainted and was taken into the dungeon. It was a dark day when she had to spend almost half a year with rats every day, until a man appeared to her and stretched out his hands to her before the light......
Memories jump back to the present, and the stone statue of Mary begins to crack. The flowers and plants around them suddenly decayed, as if they were shrouded in darkness. Countless pairs of swaying hands stretched out from the bottom up grabbed the feet of several of them.
They tried desperately to use their weapons against the hands under their feet, but these hands did grow more and more, and gradually reached a situation that they could not cope with at all.
"Why ......"
"Why ......"
"I hate it, I hate it so much......"
"But what I hate the most is myself, why did I save him back in the first place, why did I still live on the night my father died."
"Obviously, this world is hell, and everything that is rotten has long been spread all over the earth, but why do I still live, why do I still live?"
"Ahhhhh!!hh
Heart-rending cries came from the stone statue of Mary. The stone statue suddenly bursts, and with it is a red-skinned monster with a pair of huge wings.
Yang Yichen frowned, he just pulled out a silver arrow and injected a trace of strength into it, wanting to shoot it at Maria's forehead. Nocturnal Moon suddenly swiped her finger on the blade of her sword and ran quickly in the direction of Maria.
"Kill me! Kill me! After killing me, you'll be able to go all the way! Maria laughed maniacally, and also rushed in the direction of the night-walking moon.
Dad, I'm coming. I'm sorry to make you wait for so long, it's because your daughter is useless, it's because your daughter is too cowardly, so you can't wait for me in that world alone.
Maria's lips twitched slightly, and a tear flowed.
Just as the two of them were about to face each other, Maria suddenly closed her eyes and voluntarily pounced on the sword of the night moon......
The figure of Dream Ruxue suddenly flashed from the mind of Night Moon. He snatched his sword back and grabbed Mary by the neck with his backhand.
Maria smiled bitterly, she didn't expect that the cold-looking Night Walking Moon would temporarily stop her hand, and couldn't help but ask him, "Why didn't you kill me?" You could have taken the opportunity to kill me directly. ”
Night Walking Moon was silent for three seconds, and her mind flashed through the tragic experience of the past. He couldn't help but overlap his state of mind with Maria's. buried his face in the darkness, making it impossible to see what kind of expression he was showing on his face at this moment.
"Your battle isn't over yet, your revenge is ongoing, how can you die now?"
"What are you talking about? My battle is long over, and my revenge has been a joke from the beginning, a joke I have woven myself. Mary sobbed sadly as she spoke.
And Ye Xingyue just said to her calmly and calmly: "What if it's a joke? If you can self-deceive yourself into carrying out the joke to the end, then what if you live in a dream called a joke for the rest of your life? If you want to laugh, let others laugh, as long as you live in a dream. The so-called rules, but they are all made by themselves. ”
Tears flowed down Maria's face, the first time she had heard such words in someone else's ears. Let her deceive herself, let her take her dreams as reality, and live in a world called dreams.
She silently closed her eyes, and her ears seemed to ring the conversation when she and her father sat by the small lotus pond and watched the fireflies fly.
["Dad loves Mary the most, what does Maria want to be when she grows up?"] ”】
"Hmm. Let Maria think about it. ”】
["Mary thought of it! Mary wants to be a hunter when she grows up! ”】
["Be a hunter? Why would Mary want to be a hunter? ”】
["Because Maria wants to pick up a shotgun like her father and protect the world!" ”】
"It's a good idea to protect the world. Dad decided that Dad would always cheer for Maria, be Maria's strongest backing, and watch her become the best hunter and protect the world. ”】
"Daddy......"
"Daddy......"
Mary cried loudly, her hair hanging down to cover half of her face.
"Can I really deceive myself and continue my fight and revenge?"
"Whether you can continue or not is only you know, no one but you can tell you the answer." Nightwalking Moon said as she let go of the hand that was holding Maria's neck. Although he couldn't see anything, he raised his head to the sky.
"I want to live because I still have obsessions, and if I have obsessions, I will do everything I can to make people live."
"Yes...... Is it? It turned out to be because of it. Mary looked up into the void in the direction of the nocturnal moon.
She used to look at the whole sky dark, but now, somehow, there is a little color.