The radish pork rib soup is stewed very lightly, so fresh that you can't taste the meaty smell.

At Shang Lin Yuan's concerned eyes, Bai Su sniffed, a little uncomfortable.

"Mom......"

"Don't think too much, eat enough first." Lin Yuan touched her head, "We will discuss the child's affairs after you finish eating, you will definitely be uncomfortable when you come back by plane." ”

Bai Su swallowed a mouthful of radish, picked up the bowl and drank the rest of the soup, and whispered, "I'm done." ”

Lin Yuan asked, "Don't eat it?" ”

She shook her head.

After all, there is a little life in her belly, and the decision she is about to make will be related to his stay or not, and now even if the delicacies of the mountains and seas are placed in front of her, she will feel tasteless.

When she accompanied Gao Jiajia to surgery in the past, she felt more regret for her best friend, and she didn't have much affection for the child who shouldn't exist.

But it really happened to me......

Bai Su quietly glanced at his lower abdomen.

Although she only knew that his existence had only been for three days, she had not slept well every night for the past three days, and sometimes she finally fell asleep, and she would dream of this child.

A little doll with a lot of meat, crying and shouting and asking her why she didn't want him.

She couldn't answer him.

Compared with Gao Jiajia, her reason for not wanting children is too self-conscious. Maybe Cheng Jingyang really gave her too much sense of security, making her feel that she could still be free and do all the things she wanted to do. She has her own ambition and ideas, and she is unwilling to put her youth into her family prematurely, on a child who is waiting to be fed.

She really can't be a qualified mother yet, both physically and psychologically, and she is not ready.

"Come with me to the study." Lin Yuan took Bai Su's hand and walked up slowly, comforting as he went, "Actually, it's really not urgent to have a child." Mom and Dad are still young and are not in a hurry to hold their grandson. Besides, aren't you all young people popular with Dink now? Even if you are really afraid of pain and don't want to give birth, you can support going to an orphanage to hold a mother. ”

"Mom?"

"Mom is not joking, the reason you said Mom understands. Women will indeed delay a lot of things after giving birth, you have to eat young meals in the circle you are in, and if you have a deformed body after giving birth, it is equivalent to losing your job. Yangyang won't be able to support you, but we women are always ambitious, Mom understands. ”

"Mom......" Bai Su threw herself into Lin Yuan's arms and cried bitterly, "But I really feel sorry for him, I think I'm so selfish, so I just wiped out his qualification to live." ”

"It's this kid who has no fate, I don't blame you." Lin Yuan comforted her softly and gently stroked her back with her hand, "Have a good rest tonight, Mom will help you make an appointment with an expert tomorrow afternoon, and try to minimize the damage to you." However, you'd better report this matter to your mother-in-law, if she knows about this kind of thing from others, I'm afraid she will have to think about it more. ”

"I know, I'll message her in a moment."

"Good."

Lin Yuan rubbed her head again, "This sin is Yang Yang's harm to you, if you can't get over it in your heart, Mom will beat him in front of you tomorrow." ”

"Don't blame him for ......" Bai Su sniffed again and choked up: "Both of us are responsible, mainly because I was too careless." ”

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