After lunch, Jun Sheng was dragged by Li Yunqin to talk together and talk about their high school. Yun Feng and Shannan went home first.

Along the way, Yun Feng looked at the crude fertilizer canopies in the countryside along the way, and some brick houses that had fallen into disrepair, and couldn't help but feel melancholy, sitting on the back seat of the bicycle in Shanantong and silent.

"Eh, what are you doing, why don't you leave?"

Yun Feng saw that Sha Nantong suddenly stopped the bicycle, supported the ground with one foot, and stretched out on a horizontal red brick pier on the side of the road with one foot, and stopped moving.

"If you want to cry, you can cry well."

Shannan didn't look back, supported the armrest of the front of the car with both hands, and said with his head down.

"I didn't say I was going to cry."

Yun Feng said stubbornly, but the tears couldn't stop flowing. As soon as she stretched out her hand, she wrapped her arms around his waist, and her face pressed against his back and fell into her own melancholy.

After a long time she sat up straight and said to him:

"Alright, let's go."

But he got out of the car, helped her out of the car, set the car up, and pulled her to sit on the red brick pier in the shadows.

"Yun'er, you, can't you still let go?"

He looked at her with a clear look in his eyes, but there was a determination to get to the bottom of her heart. From the moment they stepped into the living room door of the Li family, except for teasing the two babies, she was happy, and the rest of the time her expression was unconcealed worry and melancholy. He didn't think he was jealous, but he wanted to know what it was that she couldn't let go.

"I don't care anymore, I can't let go. I just can't help but feel sorry for him. Two children need to be taken care of, he is a village technician, and he has to take care of the village, and there is a younger sister in school, and now he is starting a business again, and Grandma Li is getting older, not only can not help him, but also let him worry, all the burdens of life are on him alone, he is not an iron man, can he bear it? “

Yun Feng exhaled after speaking, and continued:

"Especially when I see the circle of banana trees planted around the mountain on the ecological chicken farm, and think of his work day and night, no one can help him, and my heart is even more sad. And the mountains are so desolate, how lonely should he be when he is busy there? How can I be happy to think that he faces the sun rising in the east and setting in the west every day, watching his own figure move as the sun revolves? Don't you see that all the gray hairs in his hair are starting to appear? “

Shannan quietly listened to Yun Feng and did not speak. He didn't know if he was jealous of Yun Feng's importance to Li Yunfeng, he only had Yun Feng in his heart, but he still couldn't fully understand the emotions of people who seemed to remain in Yun Feng's heart besides him.

"Nantong, I have long been like a relative to Li Yunfeng, if Junsheng is my younger brother, then Li Yunfeng is like my elder brother, including Li Yunhe and Li Yunqin, they are all the same. When I feel sorry for them, I feel sorry for my brothers and sisters. “

She looked at Sha Nantong, who was still silent, the worry in her eyes did not fade, and then said:

"Think about it, what happened to him and his younger siblings when we were all happy at the knees of our parents? They lost their parents and began to have to face the burden of life, the pressure of survival, so realistically placed in front of them. Fortunately, with the help of the village, they helped them through the difficulties of growth, so they know how to be grateful more than any of us, but in the end, he still gave up his pursuit of a better future for the sake of his family and the village. This is why I used to be like a person who returned to the village to see the scenery, I was spoiled by my grandmother, uncles and aunts at home and forgot the hardships of life, and I always felt that my family was happy, but today I saw the white hair on his head, looked at the hills he cultivated, watched Grandma Li grow old, and looked at the two young children, I suddenly realized that in the countryside, it is not easy to do something, and I realized that the poetry is beautiful, compared to those barren mountains and mountains, ruins and broken walls, It's so vulnerable. “

Shanan Nanan looked at the girl in front of him who he loved deeply, and couldn't help but feel ashamed of his previous narrow-mindedness.

She had never said her own misfortune so carefully in front of him, but she was full of compassion for the misfortunes of others, she was not only concerned about Li Yunfeng and his younger siblings, but also worried about the existence of life in her homeland, but she herself was powerless, and she realized that her own strength was too small, so she turned into emotional melancholy and sorrow. Otherwise, what if a weak woman is faced with such a huge problem as the countryside?

If he didn't speak at first because he had a mental obstacle, then his silence now is embarrassed in front of her and he doesn't know how to speak.

"However, it was because I was too fragile and too emotional, frightened by the difficulties of my own imagination, that this emotion came to haunt you. I just hope you understand me and don't get me wrong. ”

Yun Feng said with a smile.

She turned sideways, pulled down a dog's tail grass that she had always liked, and continued with the grass tail:

"Actually, I also know that Li Yunfeng's problem is not the problem of his family alone, but the problem of the development of the entire countryside, which is a historical problem, which needs to be solved by development, and cannot be achieved overnight. For now, Lijia Village has developed very well, there are many people, grain production and sideline industries are booming, although there are still some old houses, but I heard that in the past two years, the village has called on everyone to raise funds to build houses and build a unified single-family three-story small house! That's a great change! “

Yun Feng said these words in succession, then lowered his head and took the grass stalk in his hand and drew a circle in the soil and said:

"I also touched the scene, and I couldn't help but think that Yunjia Village was more barren, but then think about it, everyone has moved out, the young have gone out to work, and the old and young are left, just look at the village to do a good job of basic measures, and treat the village as a root left behind, everyone goes outside to spread the branches, and there is nothing wrong with it, even the development in the city must be divided into regions and stages, and the number of rural areas is larger than that of cities. As long as we are like our relatives, living in it, we can be healthy, happy, and happy. ”

Yun Feng said, suddenly came to his senses again, and apologized to Shanan, who was staring at him intently, with a shy face:

"Did I answer the history question again? Ah, it seems that my occupational disease has penetrated deep into the bone marrow and cannot be changed, what should I do? ”

"You don't have to change it, that's fine. I used to think that I read a lot of history books, but now that I listen to my Yun'er, I think it would be better to listen to Yun'er's class every day. ”

Shanan took her into his arms with one hand, helped her gently pull out the hair that blew into the corners of her lips, and said with a gentle smile.

Yun Feng teased the green grass tail to his lips. She looked at the smile on her boyfriend's face, and felt a lot more comfortable around her, and the sorrow caused by the Li family seemed to have dissipated in his smile at this time, and a kind of spiritual power poured into her whole body.