The reason why Xiao Nan was aggrieved was because she thought of the bits and pieces that had happened recently. Especially the feelings that I have let go, always wandering between fantasy and reality.

And Jing Chen, his stubbornness that bordered on madness has been haunting him again. But she also gradually realized that she might be the real culprit.

Speaking of which, it happened last night.

It was the second night of the Mid-Autumn Festival, Jingchen drank a lot of wine and returned to school with Gu Xin's support.

He called Xiao Nan, but Xiao Nan didn't answer, so he yelled downstairs in the girl's dormitory like crazy, clamoring for Xiao Nan to come out, and had something to say to her.

It was Xiaowei who told her that she didn't want to go out, but she had to go down to comfort Jingchen because of this embarrassing situation.

When she walked out of the door of the dormitory building, she saw Jing Chen pushing Gu Xin to the ground, and she was still stumbling nonsense, which made Xiao Nan angry.

She stepped forward to help Gu Xin up, and angrily scolded Jing Chen for why he wanted to push Gu Xin!

Jing Chen laughed maniacally, "I hate this woman, she's so annoying, so annoying that she's as clingy as a fart, she can't get rid of it if she wants to, haha...... Why bother me so much! ”

"Jingchen, do you know what you are like now! You become very, very annoying, you know! Xiao Nan couldn't help but ask angrily.

"I just hate her, I don't want to see her, don't you like to beat me Xiao Nan, you hit me, I like to let you fight, I like everything about you!"

Gu Xin listened to Jing Chen's disgust and obsession with Xiao Nan, she shook off Xiao Nan's arm and ran towards the dormitory building with an aggrieved face!

"Gu Xin......" Xiao Nan wanted to comfort Gu Xin, but she had already run far away.

Jing Chen looked at Gu Xinyuan's back and smiled, "She's gone, she's finally gone, Xiao Nan, now it's just the two of us, you know, I have a lot of things to say to you!" I can finally stay with you for a while! ”

Xiao Nan ignored Jing Chen, picked up his mobile phone and called Yuanfan.

"Yuanfan, where are you, Jingchen has drunk too much, come and pick him up!"

"Okay, I'll be there in a minute."

Jing Chen shook his body helplessly and said, "Why did you call him over, didn't you just leave Gu Xin, let's talk together!" ”

Xiao Nan was helpless, and tried her best to restrain her emotions and comfort Jing Chen.

"Okay Jingchen, let's talk about it, you calm down first, I know you're very uncomfortable, and I will be uncomfortable if you torture yourself like this!"

Jing Chen slowly calmed down from his frivolity, and even Xiao Nan's heartwarming words could be a good medicine for him to cure his heart disease.

"Xiao Nan, you don't know, you don't know that my heart hurts like being stabbed like a knife!"

"Jingchen, why can't you figure it out! What can I do to make you feel better! Don't you want to do that! ”

Jing Chen's eyes were moist, and he didn't know whether to cry or laugh. "Xiao Nan, don't you know, don't you understand my mind! I just want you to accept me, is it really hard for you! ”

"Jingchen, why do you have to force me! Do feelings seem like child's play in your eyes? If you want to accept it, you can accept it, and if you want to separate, you will separate? It's so simple, so why do you need love? ”

Jing Chen sat on the grass and didn't know how to respond, he rubbed his face and tried to keep himself awake.

"Xiao Nan, I didn't say that, and I didn't think I would be so vulnerable, but I felt that you were so important in my heart."

"Jingchen, you haven't made me feel how much you love me and like me during this time, but what I can feel more is how selfish and ignorant you are! You lack love, and what you can't get in your heart is good, but will you cherish it when you get it? ”

"I will cherish Xiao Nan, what you said is right, I used to treat feelings as if I didn't care, but since I met you, my attitude has completely changed. It's true that I'm ignorant, but I'm sober, and I know what I want, so that's why I'm suffering. Jing Chen said and cried.

Seeing this, Xiao Nan hurriedly comforted, "Jingchen, I, I don't dislike you, you know." But I had a failed love, and I was really scared. Maybe this is my problem, and I should also reflect on myself, but I need the precipitation of the world more, you know! ”

"Xiao Nan, I can wait, I just want you to ease your attitude towards me, are you unwilling to give me such a simple request?"

Xiao Nan saw a kind of despair in Jing Chen's eyes. Yes, maybe Jingchen is very responsible for being like this now! This is also unfair to Jingchen.

In other words, a large part of it is that I have transferred my attitude towards feelings to Jingchen's dedication to himself!

Thinking of this Xiao Nan's sour nose, she quietly looked at Jing Chen and said to him, "Jing Chen, I'm sorry, it's all my fault." I, I'll ......"

Before he finished speaking, Yuanfan ran over, and the words that had already reached his mouth were choked back.

"I've been looking for you for a long time, it's okay!" Yuanfan said.

Jing Chen's eyes kept staring at Xiao Nan, and Xiao Nan had no choice but to say, "Jing Chen, go back, you drank wine, otherwise you will catch a cold!" ”

Yuan Fan pulled Jing Chen up and comforted, "Go back quickly, if there is anything to say tomorrow, Xiao Nan cares about you, can't you hear it?" ”

Jing Chen nodded, and was dragged by Yuanfan towards the dormitory.

Xiao Nan looked at their distant backs, and there were unspeakable grievances in his heart. It seems that everything is related to me, but who understands my feelings.

What's more, it's not just Jingchen's problem, but also Gu Xin! Her former friends are now strangers, and in order not to cause greater misunderstandings, she can only bury her thoughts in her heart.

She didn't understand what she was for, maybe she was afraid of trouble, or she didn't come out of the shadow of love. But she suddenly realized that what she lacked was bravery and self-confidence.

When I returned to the dormitory building and walked in the corridor, I inadvertently felt that someone seemed to be deliberately avoiding her, and someone was pointing at her behind her back. When she turned around, the people returned to the dormitory with interest, which made her feel even more uncomfortable.

When she came to the dormitory, she happened to run into Gu Xin, and she wanted to ask if Gu Xin was okay, but she didn't expect Gu Xin to just glance at him and walk out of the dormitory.

Xiao Nan had no choice but to return to his seat.

At this time, Xiaowei and Ma Zhe walked up to her side and asked, "Xiao Nan, don't you think Gu Xin has been a little weird lately?" She seems to have some deep misunderstanding about you. ”

Xiao Nan was about to explain, when Gu Xin walked back, and Xiaowei and Ma Zhe avoided in a panic.

After what just happened, she felt that she had withstood the baptism of time, and she also had her own precipitation for feelings.

She rummaged through her phone, imagining whether Mu Fan was okay recently, or if he and You Xi had already fallen in love. But she felt that it didn't matter, she just wanted to call and talk to him about her heart.

But it's a pity that Mu Fan didn't answer her phone, which made her a little disappointed, after all, when fantasy is shattered by reality, it is inevitable to be sad.