Chapter 15 Life Should Be Worthwhile
The sound of firecrackers said goodbye to the old year, after 0 o'clock, the sound of fireworks and firecrackers came from all directions, which was particularly lively and extremely dense.
Zhou Ze blew his nails, the hustle and bustle outside had little to do with him, he didn't have a home, although now nominally, there was a "home", but he didn't want to go back.
Many people have a thought when they are alive, that is, what if they can be reborn and come back.
Passionate words, scolding Fang Xuan, the dung was ten thousand households.
But when you really come back from hell, you will suddenly find that your previous pursuits, thoughts, and longings are like the teacher asking when you go to kindergarten: What do children want to do when they grow up?
Then the children answered together: scientists, doctors, astronauts, soldiers............
Dreams are always plump.
In reality, it is not skinny, but a person's chicken blood is destined to be limited.
Sometimes, I can breathe, I can hear the voice, I can sit here and grind my work, and I can waste my time.
This may be the real quiet years.
Xu Qinglang was still sleeping in the store tonight, and Zhou Ze heard the sound of him closing the door of the store.
He said that he had more than 20 suites, but Zhou Ze knew that his parents were in the store.
A family is to be neat and tidy.
This year's Chinese New Year is naturally more important.
Outside, it began to rain, and a little bit of moisture began to seep in, making people feel a little oppressive.
Zhou Ze's mobile phone rang, it was his mother-in-law's phone.
"Hey." Zhou Ze answered the phone.
"Did you sleep?" Dr. Lim asked.
Zhou Ze felt that this was an idiot,
Who answers your call when I'm asleep?
Is it a dead man...... Oh no, is it a dead ghost?
No, there seems to be something wrong.
Zhou Ze leaned back slightly in the chair, and the thought of Dr. Lin gently poked his chest with his finger and called to himself: "You damn ............"
The first time I felt, to be honest, why could it be so dizzying.
Maybe it's too boring, or maybe it's just idleness,
Zhou Ze found that his thoughts were a little divergent now,
Thinking about it, it's a bit much.
"Nope." Zhou Ze replied.
"Squeak............"
Dr. Lin pushed open the door and walked in, holding a red umbrella, wearing leather pants and a white sweater, her hair draped over her shoulders.
Zhou Ze forgot to put down the phone for a while,
This woman,
It's beautiful indeed.
Especially her temperament, she can always give you a feeling that life is only as it was when you first saw it, and in an instant, she pierced a man's heart.
"Afraid I'll be lonely and lonely?" Zhou Ze stood up and poured Dr. Lin a glass of water.
She's the hostess here,
Well
To be precise, Xu Le's money to open this bookstore was still taken by her family.
Dr. Lin took the water, shook his head, and did not speak.
The two of them are husband and wife, but in fact, they are similar to the most familiar strangers, and they are in a more awkward position than Lan Yan's best friend.
If you want to go further, it is difficult;
It's harder to take a step back.
"Let's go for a walk." Zhou Ze felt that the room was a little dull, and it was impossible for him to invite Dr. Lin to his sleeping place on the second floor.
Even if Dr. Lin took the wrong medicine today and planned to feed the tiger with his body, when he saw the freezer on the second floor, he would probably immediately dial the number of the well-known psychiatric hospital and send him in for a good transformation.
"It's raining." Dr. Lim said.
"Xiaoyu, it's okay." Zhou Ze waved his hand, relaxed and relaxed.
β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦
"Bang la la la ............"
It was raining heavily, and it was heavy.
Zhou Ze, who didn't even hold an umbrella before, thought about experiencing a spring rain, which was as expensive as oil, and was almost drenched in soup, but Dr. Lin still held the umbrella and stood on the side, Zhou Ze refused his proposal to hold an umbrella together.
I pretended to be forced to do it with tears in my eyes, and I had to finish pretending.
patted his wet hair, Zhou Ze shivered, he was not very afraid of the cold, he was actually very frost-resistant, but the woman next to him was still trembling slightly even if she was holding an umbrella and not getting wet.
The bus stop can block most of the rainwater,
But the cold wind of this night can still be unscrupulous.
petty bourgeoisie,
coexistence of men and women,
Wet on a rainy night,
The beautiful woman is still pitiful,
This should have been a good opportunity for both parties to cultivate their feelings, a good opportunity, and even, it was possible to miss the gun and make a mistake in the flower field, but the two were relatively speechless.
Zhou Ze lit a cigarette, and Dr. Lin stood next to him.
One wants to escape, and the other resists itself, so naturally they can't go together.
Twisted melons, melons and vines are all awkward.
Zhou Ze complained a little about Xu Le in his heart, if the cowardly got married and then the overlord was forced to bow once, there would be no such thing as the current one, even if Dr. Lin thought that a woman or a pregnant woman had a child, it was estimated that it would be beautiful, and even some points could be added.
Yourself, you can push the boat down the river, where do you need to be in such a dilemma now.
Of course, this kind of complaint is quite unfair to Xu Le, if Zhou Ze himself overlords the bow that night, could it be that Dr. Lin will desperately resist and shout "indecent"? Then call the police to send Zhou Ze to the Public Security Bureau? Sue a ** crime?
The rain is still falling,
Zhou Ze threw the cigarette butt on the ground,
"You're coming by car?"
"Take a taxi." Dr. Lim replied.
"I'll send you back."
"Hmm."
Don't worry about how this seemingly silly and naΓ―ve Chinese New Year's Eve rainy night road began,
At least, the two of them at the moment feel that it is most appropriate to end at this time.
Taxed an online car-hailing car, and Zhou Ze and Dr. Lin sat in it together.
A quarter of an hour later, when he arrived, Zhou Ze got out of the car with Dr. Lin, and the owner made a deal and drove away directly.
The home was upstairs, but Zhou Ze and Dr. Lin did not choose to go up directly.
This scene is a bit like a junior high school couple returning to the girl's house downstairs at night, and it's time to separate.
But at this time, the atmosphere is not as rich as the young junior high school students, like a broth without salt and monosodium glutamate, which tastes tasteless, but it is a pity to splash it.
"You're not going up?" Dr. Lim asked.
"Don't go, wait for a while, let's talk about it, our affairs will be dealt with."
Dr. Lin understood the meaning of Zhou Ze's words and said, "I'm sorry. β
Zhou Ze smiled, then stretched out his hand, wanting to pat Dr. Lin's shoulder, but after putting his hand up, he suddenly felt a little impulsive and hugged the other party over.
Dr. Lin's body stiffened, but he didn't resist.
The two are a little closer, but it's not a very intimate action, compared to the identity connection between the two, it can already be said to be very outward.
She is very fragrant, and I don't know which shower gel she used in the bath, in short, it smells very good.
"I've always been curious about one thing, in your heart, is there someone else?" Zhou Ze added, "That other person can refer to a man or a woman." β
"Yes." Dr. Lin was very honest and even answered without hesitation.
Before, her husband had been cowering, which made her unbearable,
Right now, her husband seems to have changed as a different person, which has also made her throw away some burdens.
"Oh." Zhou Ze responded, his eyes glancing up slightly, wanting to see if there was a specific protective color on the top of his head.
Still a little lost,
It's not about love,
I can't say how much I like it,
Even familiar is barely enough,
But she, no matter what, is a woman who belongs to her in name, and as a result, she is still green.
Well, as long as it's a man,
No
As long as it is male,
I don't think I'm too happy when I encounter this kind of thing.
"I'm sorry." This is the second time I've said I'm sorry.
Zhou Ze let go of his hand, and the two slowly separated.
"Say I'm sorry and I'll be out of the way." Zhou Ze sat down against the stone pier next to him, the rain was already light, and there was a hut eaves here.
"I'll give you another sum of money, and you can go and open another bookstore." After Dr. Lin finished speaking, he said again: "I'm sorry. β
Zhou Ze wanted to wave his hand generously and say: Money is not rare.
But think about your freezer, think about your future life,
Zhou Ze suddenly felt that these words were a little unspeakable,
in case of
in case of
What if this woman takes it seriously and feels that giving money is an insult to herself, so she really doesn't give money to compensate?
"We'll talk in a few days." Zhou Ze shrugged, "That guy, how's it going?" β
"He's handsome, in my opinion." Dr. Lim replied.
It's a man,
poke
Another knife,
It's a woman, and it's okay to accept it............
Zhou Ze felt as if the intensity of photosynthesis on the top of his head was stronger.
"There's no chance, is it?" Zhou Ze asked a very stupid question, and regretted it after asking it, but he was still comforting himself, I was asking it in poor Xu Le.
occupies other people's bodies, and now people's wives are splitting their legs, you have to help ask why, right?
Well, that's what it looks like.
"There's no chance." Dr. Lim was still quick to answer in the affirmative.
This woman is also a surgeon, and her style of speaking is really crisp, like holding a scalpel, cutting the key parts with the knife, and never dragging mud and water.
Otherwise, it is the patient who suffers more, and emotionally, it seems to be the same.
"Okay, okay, it's not comparable, it's okay, everyone lives their own lives, you go back and deal with your parents." Zhou Ze was a little upset.
Dr. Lin nodded, turned and walked into the hallway.
Zhou Ze stood up and was about to take a taxi to leave, but at this moment, a strange phone call came:
"Hey."
"Sir, my car is back."
"So smart?" Zhou Ze was a little surprised, he could hear that it was the voice of the driver before.
"You left one in the back seat, and I'll bring it back to you."
"Oh, thank you."
The car drove downstairs again, and from the window, the driver delivered a women's bag.
"You click."
"Okay."
Zhou Ze was not polite, and opened Dr. Lin's bag, which contained a mobile phone and a wallet, as well as a data charging cable and a few packs of tissues.
took out his wallet, Zhou Ze was stunned as soon as he opened it,
His eyes were fixed on the place where the photos were stored in his wallet.
There's a picture there,
The woman in the photo looks very young and even a little ...... Immature and wearing an ill-fitting white coat.
And the man on the right side of the girl, Zhou Ze has a strange sense of familiarity.
I was stunned for a while,
Zhou Zecai recognized,
It's not me.
This is a cropped photo, which is supposed to be a group photo, but it is cropped separately into a group photo.
"What's missing?" The driver urged.
"It's okay, thank you, master, you can go."
The driver drove away.
Zhou Ze continued to look at his wallet, he didn't even think that he should call Dr. Lin at this time and say that he should come down and get his bag.
Some memories that weren't dusty, but didn't care much about them, began to emerge,
vaguely remember,
Five or six years ago, I seemed to have brought a group of students who were still assigned internships in school, and there was a girl who seemed to be surnamed Lin, and the girl in the photo seemed to coincide in appearance.
Eighteen changes in women's colleges,
A smile appeared at the corner of Zhou Ze's mouth,
Dr. Lin also had such a cute time back then, who knew that five or six years later, he would be so marked, and he really didn't notice this girl's cultivation potential at all.
Moreover, at that time, I was very perfunctory to let me bring interns in the hospital, and these students were purely used as "medical dogs" around me.
Zhou Ze shook the wallet in his hand,
"Damn, you deserve to be single when you're almost thirty."
This time it was very surprising that it was not to scold Xu Le,
but scolding himself,
"Eyes,
You're so blind............"
Zhou Ze stretched out his hand and stretched out,
Cuckolded himself,
It's still myself,
In the early morning after the rain, on the first day of the Lunar New Year,
Hey
Look to the sky.
He solemnly reached out and patted his chest,
Zhou Ze paused,
Very serious:
"Xu Le, you are really my good brother!
Thou shalt not worry about thy wife, and I shall support thyself. β