A poet once said that the most beautiful time is always the most urgent.

The semester after Shannan's return also went fast, and the two of them happily spent Christmas and Yun Feng's birthday together, and also happily sent away the past 2003 together, ushering in a new 2004.

In the new year, Sha Nan Tong is still working part-time on his project, and Yun Feng is busy with her graduate school entrance examination in January, in order to make her more focused on reviewing, Sha Nan Nan persuaded her to quit her tutor class.

Yun Feng was admitted to the Higher Education Department of the College of Higher Education of Peking University.

I have to say that she is a person who is very good at exams, when she sees professional questions, except for four or five of the ten noun explanations that she did not estimate before the exam, she actually estimated all the other material questions, analysis questions and essay questions before the exam.

But maybe it was not enough fate, she was 29 minutes late for the second course of education history in the two professional courses, and her hands shook involuntarily when she entered the examination room, causing her to see the answer to the last big question in her brain, but regretfully handed in the paper in the bell at the end of the exam.

The reason for being late is also incredible.

It was a Sunday, and the history of education course started at two o'clock in the afternoon.

Shannan was about to go to the company where she worked part-time on the project to make a project presentation, and she also set the alarm clock to one o'clock. Maybe it's because of the last class, the mood is relaxed, or maybe it's always at half past two in the afternoon, and she doesn't get up until two o'clock to go to the classroom during the lunch break, in short, she didn't hear the alarm clock that day, and slept until two o'clock.

When she woke up, she looked at the alarm clock, screamed, put on her clothes, took the exam equipment, and rushed out of the door, without bothering to wash up, and ran to the door of the examination room. She knew that she would not be allowed to enter the exam room if she was 30 minutes late, so she happened to arrive at the door at 28 minutes and sat in her seat at 29 minutes.

But she has always answered the questions carefully and in detail, and when she sat down, she felt that her mood did not fluctuate much, but a hand holding a pen had a physiological reaction, and she trembled uncontrollably, and only after answering two or three noun explanations did she ease down a little. By the time it was time to answer the last big question, it was already time to hand in the papers, and it was too late to regret it.

As soon as she left the examination room after the exam, she saw him standing on the side of the entrance of the exam room and waiting for her with a slight smile.

As soon as she lowered her head, she was about to slip past him with the pad, and he followed, trying to take her hand, but she did not look up, and leaned to the side, avoiding his outstretched hand.

"What's wrong?"

In his ears were his questions of concern.

She still didn't look up. His eyes seemed to be on fire, and his heart was constantly beating his own incompetence, such an unforgivable mistake was made in such an important exam.

When the two of them walked to the big banyan tree behind the school building one after the other, he grabbed her arm and pulled her over, but she still twisted her body, buried her head deep and did not look at him, like a child who had made a huge mistake, and then her shoulders began to shake and her body began to tremble.

He knew what was going on when he saw this, but seeing that she was still in front of him, he was a little relieved.

He thought, maybe it was because he didn't feel good about the exam. She has always been a perfectionist, and she has high requirements for herself, and she may do well in the exam, but she just doesn't feel good about herself. He took her into his arms and soothed her like an elder as she was still crying silently and trembling all over.

It took about ten minutes of crying before her body stopped shaking, but the head buried in his arms refused to lift up.

He stood quietly with her and waited for a while, and finally asked softly:

"Yun'er, are you better?"

"Hmm."

She muffled in his arms, but still didn't look up.

"I'll take you to eat, steak?"

He cautiously consulted her for advice.

"Nope. Don't want to eat. “

She still buried her head in his arms and stubbornly refused.

"So, what if I'm hungry?"

He switched ways.

"Oh, then, let's go for a steak."

What she thought was that since this was already the case, what she had to face was to punish herself for her mistakes better. Such strange logic has always been Yun Feng's emotional salvation method after making a mistake against himself.

In this way, they can also walk, so that she can soothe and relax her anger about herself—if the anger after the fact is useful, then why continue to be angry? If the anger afterwards is meaningless, then it is better to recover as soon as possible and think of a new way out.

When Shannan heard Yun Feng's answer, she knew that her mood had improved, and asked tentatively:

"Cycling? Or walking? “

"Walk."

Yun Feng finally raised his head from his chest, glanced at him resentfully with a pair of red and swollen eyes from crying, and then quickly twisted to the side not to look at him.

He frowned, lovingly stroked her face with his palm, and then took her hand and walked towards the school gate.

Along the way, she didn't speak, and neither did he. The two of them just walked hand in hand.

"Don't you ask me what I'm asking?"

She finally dissipated her remorse and frustration about being late for graduate school, and began to ask him.

"Well, why?"

He still looked down at her lovingly, took her hand and tugged at her, then changed his position and put it on her shoulder, and took her over. On campus, they are limited to holding hands, but when they are out of school, they don't have to worry so much.

"I don't want to say it. I want you to answer me first. ”

She looked up and looked at him sadly.

"Well, I'll tell me when you want to say it, I don't want to make it more difficult for you to ask you. When you're ready, you can listen to it when you want to. ”

He replied softly.

"Aren't you curious?"

"I'm not curious, I'm just worried, I don't know what happened to make you so sad, and I feel bad in my heart."

His hand rubbed against her shoulder with pity, and there was pity in his tone.

"And what if I don't want to talk about it all the time?"

She did wonder if she wanted to say it. Perhaps, it really may not have been said all the time, because she didn't want to face it.

"It doesn't matter if you say it or not, I just have to watch you there. As long as you're happy. It's okay. “

His tone was full of understanding and warmth.

"Yun'er, it's not a big deal, you and me, don't always be alone in your heart, as long as we can be together, it's okay, and we're not afraid of any difficulties, right?"

When he said this, her heart was suddenly filled with strength again. There's nothing she can't face, she thought.

"I might just be, uh, not pass the ...... this time."

As she spoke, her voice choked up again.

"It's okay, Yun'er, no matter what happens, we're all together. What if you don't pass the test? “

What he wanted to say was that he didn't want to marry me if he didn't pass the exam, but after thinking about it, he swallowed it back to his lips and couldn't help but chuckle.

"You're still laughing, are you gloating, are you wishing I couldn't pass the exam?"

Yun Feng was finally amused by his unintentional smile, and she had tears on her face, laughing and beating his shoulder.

Looking at her smiling, his hanging heart finally fell.