"What is there to regret about such a thing? Besides, if I really became my own child, I would really regret it now. ”

"What's wrong with you? Net asking useless questions? Looking at Lu Zhewu funny, Jin Xuan looked at him, "Could it be that you have a favorite girl?" ”

The two are often together, but they didn't notice whether Lu Zhewu had a favorite girl, but he didn't.

"How?" Lu Zhewu hurriedly spoke, "I just asked casually, isn't it idle right now?" ”

"In the past, when you were idle, you didn't talk about that. Did your brother say anything last time he wrote to you? Although he often goes out to do things for the emperor, he and Lu Zhewen often correspond.

What is the content of the letter, Jin Xuan doesn't know, it's a private matter, besides, he wrote a letter to Sister A, and Lu Zhewu didn't know the content.

"Didn't say anything." Hearing him ask, Lu Zhewu shook his head, "Although we often correspond, there is still little talk about things at home. ”

Now Lu Zhewen has left the capital to accompany his wife and children in Jiangnan, and no longer cares about the affairs of the court.

But after all, in the past, he was in the DPRK, and many things were far clearer than Lu Zhewu.

With him helping Lu Zhewu and informing him of some things, he could avoid making Lu Zhewu take unnecessary detours.

But what he said was just some shallow things, too deep things, and Lu Zhewu still had to explore them by himself.

After all, he was still a little different from now at that time, if he said it, Lu Zhewu did it, it would be easy to deviate because of this, it was better to rely on Lu Zhewu to grope.

But what he said can still help Lu Zhewu to some extent, making him see the direction more clearly.

In fact, on Jin Xuan's side, there is also Yan Yu's guidance, he, like Lu Zhewen, can say some things, and some things will not be said, and try to let the two of them explore by themselves.

The two chatted casually in the room, and their subordinates, through the clues left before, roughly determined their location.

It's just that now it's not easy to bring them down from the mountains.

Jin Xuan and Lu Zhewu also understood this, so the two of them tried to save food and try to avoid getting into trouble.

It's lucky, and after that, Jin Xuan caught the prey again, and he is not a small guy, at least he can eat for a few days.

The medicine was completely used up, but Lu Zhewu's injuries were still needed, but there was no medicine, and he could only stand up if he needed it.

Lack of injury medicine, this is a very serious matter for Lu Zhewu, he has a fever again, except for some simple ways to reduce fever, there is no other way.

But relying on this alone is far from enough, and nothing is in vain without medicine.

This made Jin Xuan anxious, but there was nothing he could do.

After all, in this season, he can't find medicine when he goes out, not to mention that he can't go out, he can't go down the mountain.

Lu Zhewu's current situation is that he can't take care of himself, he has to stay and take care of him, and occasionally go out, only for a short time.

I thought about it, so I simply carried Lu Zhewu on my back and tried to find a way to go down the mountain, but this method is not realistic.

Although Jin Xuan was still young at that time, he remembered what his brother-in-law told him, if it was really blocked by heavy snow, there were very few routes that could be taken, and except for the road he cleared, he should never try it anywhere else.

The only thing he could clear at that time was the way to catch prey, and in addition, he had no energy, and under the circumstances at that time, he couldn't find any way down the mountain.

The mountains are different from other places, if you are not careful, you may get lost in the mountains, and at that time, the mountains have actually been sealed, and he is not familiar with this side, so he naturally dare not be rash.

"Tetsuwu, you ......" He wanted to tell Tetsuwu to try to stay as sober as possible, but at this moment, it was too difficult to do so.

Maybe it's okay for a while, but what if it's been a long time?

"What's wrong?" Hearing his voice, Lu Zhewu opened his eyes in a daze and looked at him.

"It's fine." He responded, very depressed.

A few days ago, he joked and asked each other if he was afraid of dying here, and he said at the time that he was not afraid, but now that he looks at it, he is actually afraid.

"It's okay, I'll be fine." It was Jin Xuan who comforted Lu Zhewu before, but now he has changed.

This is the agreement between the two in the past, if one party is a little flustered because of something, the other must try to stay calm.

Jin Xuan didn't speak, he was looking forward to what he could do.

At first, Lu Zhewu could still maintain some sobriety, but later, his consciousness became even more blurred.

Sometimes, he actually wanted to talk to Jin Xuan and comfort him a few more words, but he couldn't say anything until he fell into darkness.

He seemed to have had a long dream.

In the dream, it was when he first met Jin Xuan, and at that time he was a little confused, because Jin Xuan was a little stammering, so he bullied him and his friends.

In fact, I am also a little jealous, I feel that a little stammering has friends, why don't I have it?

Later, they became friends, and even grew up together, reading, practicing martial arts, and now doing tasks together.

I don't know when it started, maybe it was like this when he was a child, and he didn't want to look at a beautiful girl passing by him.

But now that he couldn't see Jin Xuan at a glance, he would look everywhere until he found that figure.

At first, he didn't know why, he just thought that the two grew up together and had a good relationship.

But later, he gradually realized that it didn't seem to be the case......

As he grew up, his sister would joke about their family affairs, and so did his brother, who did not feel happy, but only dissatisfied.

In addition, he was actually a little nervous, afraid that Jin Xuan would suddenly find a girl to marry, and from then on, he would never have time to be with him.

Fortunately, he didn't seem to have this idea, so the two continued to study together, practice martial arts, and help the emperor with his errands.

Occasionally, he would be separated for a period of time and go his own way, but when they met again, he would always feel extra happy.

He will also deliberately bring some small things to Jinxuan, which are unique gadgets that he has never been to.

Jin Xuan seemed to like it very much, and he would bring it to him later, and he put it away, but told Jin Xuan that he was careless and accidentally lost it.

He never blames himself, and will bring him back next time.

When he was injured, he was always worried and blamed himself, but at the same time, there were some thoughts that made him feel guilty, and he was so happy to have such an opportunity to be so close to him.

He was happier to block the enemy's attacks and protect him from injury, but it was a pity that he was trapped in the mountains......

Several times, he actually wanted to tell him that he seemed to be more than a friend or brother to him, but he didn't dare, he didn't know what he thought?

If he was different from himself, would he hate himself? Haven't been in touch since?