Chapter 51: I don't know if I'm a guest in my dream
An Tianyou was stunned for a moment, the familiar breath lingered in his nose, he was sour, and the hot tears in his eyes were about to fall, just at the moment when his hands were about to hug Li Zhichen. An Tianyou suddenly drank like a slap in the face, smiled bitterly, and tears finally fell into Li Zhichen's clothes, and disappeared in an instant.
"What are you doing?" An Tianyou pushed him away and retreated a few meters away from him in fright. Li Zhichen looked at him in disbelief, his hands were still in a hugging posture, but the person in his arms was gone. He smiled wryly and slowly lowered his arms, he thought he could hug him, but he thought that hugging was also a luxury.
"It's nothing, I'm tired and rest for a while, you go out first." Li Zhichen lowered his eyelids, turned around and went to bed. An Tianyou looked at his lonely back, and felt distressed for a while, but he had to be ruthless. If letting go is also a harm, then let him bear it.
An Tianyou slowly exited the room and quietly closed the door. The people inside the door didn't look at him from beginning to end, and An Tianyou almost couldn't hold back his crying. In the end, when he is impatient, he will probably slowly forget about himself, and at that time, it will be good for him and for himself.
Time is a terrible thing, because it will slowly wear away your memory, and one day you will forget everything after all, and your heart will not hurt.
The moment An Tianyou left, Li Zhichen's closed eyes opened suddenly, and he was firmly locked in that fleeting back. The door was finally closed, and Li Zhichen looked out the window in a daze. He's always refused, so why can't he give himself a chance? Is he really unable to accept it?
Li Zhichen didn't know how long he could hold on, his pride and self-esteem fell apart the moment he met him, but he couldn't forget him, after all, he had been in love for so many years, how could he forget it.
An Tianyou slowly slid down against the wall, and finally squatted weakly on the ground, he buried his head between his arms, but his eyes were full of tears. Since he can't be ruthless, then let this ruthless person play the role, anyway, he played the role of the ruthless five years ago, and it's not bad this time.
But how could you not like it? Such an excellent person, An Tianyou deliberately approached him when he entered the school, but he didn't have the courage to be with him. When Li Zhichen kissed him on the night of the graduation party, An Tianyou knew that Li Zhichen also liked him. The reality made him understand that they couldn't be together, Li Zhichen was the only son in the family, and even if they crossed the moral boundary, they couldn't pass the parents' level.
If you don't start, you don't get results, and since the results hurt, don't start in the first place.
Tears blurred his vision, and An Tianyou slowly fell asleep against the wall. Li Zhichen couldn't sleep when he was lying on the bed, rest was just an excuse for him, but he thought that the stupid guy really thought he wanted to rest.
An Tianyou is an upside-down ghost, Li Zhichen knew it when he was in college. At that time, not long after he entered the school, An Tianyou's great achievements spread like a virus in the school, and the teachers at the school avoided him, but he had an excellent relationship with his classmates.
Of course, such a person attracted Li Zhichen's attention, because he didn't want to deal with such a person, so he retreated as soon as he heard his news. Fate played tricks on him like this, An Tianyou actually shared a bedroom with him.
This thunderbolt on a sunny day made Li Zhichen depressed for several days, and he chose to live in his friend's bedroom for several days, but this is not a way, a bedroom will inevitably not meet, and after making up his mind, Li Zhichen walked into the bedroom.
After mustering up the courage to knock on the door, he thought that it was An Tianyou who knocked on the door. The moment he saw him, Li Zhichen was stunned, to be honest, he hadn't seen An Tianyou's appearance, he thought An Tianyou was a man with a scruffy beard, five big and three thick, but he didn't expect An Tianyou to look so cute.
An Tianyou is about 175cm in appearance, very white, with pure black hair color, big eyes, a small nose, pink lip flaps, and a delicate collarbone under a white shirt.
"God bless, who?" The roommate's tired voice came from inside, Li Zhichen was stunned, he was An Tianyou, the campus bully who didn't learn and didn't know how to do anything?
"Excuse me." Li Zhichen's voice was cold several times, he didn't want to have anything to do with this person before graduation, so he naturally didn't have a good face.
His move really angered An Tianyou, and when he was angry, An Tianyou said angrily: "Hey, why are you talking, you won't say thank you when I open the door with you." ”
Li Zhichen still remembers the puffed up face clearly, An Tianyou's angry look is very cute, otherwise he would not have been fallen.
What is that inverted ghost doing now? Won't you tear down your kitchen again, summing up the incident at noon, Li Zhichen fully believes that An Tianyou will demolish his kitchen again.
After putting on his shoes, Li Zhichen quietly opened the door, but caught a glimpse of the figure under the wall, he actually fell asleep against the wall, and now the weather is extremely cold, is he a fool? With helplessness and distress, Li Zhichen picked him up, and in order not to wake him up, his movements were very gentle.
He turned out to be so light, he was usually very thin, but now he felt that Li Zhichen was still frowning. Why is An Xiaoxi not thin at all, but his brother is not skinny? My brother gave all the delicious food to my sister, Li Zhichen thought.
Gently put him on the bed, and then gently covered him with the quilt, and Li Zhichen also lay on the side of the bed. Tilting his head, Li Zhichen didn't know that his gaze had already become affectionate and gentle.
Because he was asleep, An Tianyou's cheeks were red, and the whole person looked like a quiet cat. The fine bangs covered his forehead, Li Zhichen gently lifted his bangs with his hand, revealing his smooth forehead, An Tianyou looked like this, he had no resistance at all.
Suddenly catching a glimpse of his pale lips, Li Zhichen was stunned, and a bold idea suddenly popped up in his mind. He stretched out his fingers and slowly traced the shape of his lips, the flaps of his lips under them were cool and smooth. Li Zhichen's heart was tense, he didn't even dare to come out, he didn't dare to imagine what would happen if An Tianyou woke up, so his movements were very gentle.
Li Zhichen's hand slowly reached into his mouth, his index finger gently rubbed his tongue, and suddenly An Tianyou took his finger in his mouth. Li Zhichen was startled, and a smile appeared in his eyes in a blink of an eye. An Tianyou's small movement gave him great confidence, he pulled out his finger, and the kiss fell immediately.
Without him knowing, Li Zhichen knew that it was wrong to do this, but there was no way, his taste was too addictive to him.
He slowly deepened the kiss, tossing and turning, and the kiss was forgetful.