When An Nian woke up, it was already the third day after Meng Zhuoran's accident, and An's father and mother rushed to Xincheng as soon as they learned of her accident. learned from her parents that she was stunned, but she remembered everything that day.

She watched her good friend's life disappear little by little, watched Xia Chufan cry in despair, watched Xiu Yu stand still, and watched Su Qi stare at the ambulance a little bit away.

Her consciousness was intermittent, she forgot how she got to the hospital, and when she woke up again, they were already at the door of the operating room, Meng Zhuoran was in the rescue, her hearing was finally restored, and Meng's mother couldn't cry anymore, leaning on Meng's father. Xiu Yu stood against the wall, his brows furrowed.

Gu Shen helped him sit on the rest chair on one side, Xia Chufan squatted in the corner with a blank look, Su Qihong stared at the operating room blankly, standing upright on the side.

Meng Zhuoran's rescue lasted from morning to afternoon, the sunlight slanted into the corridor little by little, and moved out of the window a little bit, this corridor was surprisingly quiet, Gu Shen occasionally touched her forehead, but never spoke.

At the moment when the sunlight completely moved out of the window, the doctor finally came out. Meng's mother pounced, and Meng's father helped her. They also gathered around the doctor as if they had just woken up from a big dream.

"Doctor, how is my son?"

The doctor shook his head, took off his mask, and bowed to Meng's father and Meng's mother, "I'm sorry, please mourn." ”

Meng's mother immediately cried and passed out. Father Meng endured the pain in his heart and sent Mother Meng to the ward.

Hearing the news, all of them were stunned, Su Qi staggered backwards, almost fell, but fortunately Xiu Yu helped him, An Nian stood in place, forgetting to cry, just letting the tears flow down his face.

After Su Qi came to his senses, he grabbed An Nian's collar like crazy, and roared: "It's all because of you, if you didn't have to give any bracelet, how could something happen to him?" ”

Gu Shen pulled Su Qi's arm, "You're crazy!" Let go of it! ”

Su Qi pushed Gu Shen away, still holding An Nian's clothes in his hand, "I'm crazy!" It's because of you, it's because you have done so much that he will be injured again and again, and now even his life is on the line, what do you want? ”

Su Qi cried, gradually softened his tone, and slowly let go of An Nian, but An Nian was like a puppet, as if everything that happened just now had nothing to do with her.

Xiu Yu didn't speak, and now he didn't know what to say, Xia Chufan leaned on and cried bitterly.

Gu Shen grabbed An Nian's shoulders and asked softly, "Nian Nian, how are you?" Don't scare me. ”

She didn't answer, she couldn't hear the voices around her again, and there was only one sentence in her head: Meng Zhuoran died, because of herself, because of saving herself. I will never see him again, and there is no such person as Meng Zhuoran in the world.

"Niannian! Miss! With Gu Shen's exclamation, An Nian collapsed on the ground, unconscious, and woke up again to see An's father and mother standing beside the bed.

An Nian looked at the sky outside the ward, and couldn't help but think of when he first entered the first year of high school, the sun at that time was as blazing as it is now, Zhuo Zhuo's eyes hurt, and the boy with a pair of gold-rimmed glasses said that his name came from the great poet Meng Haoran.

But now, he is gone, and he will never see him again, An Nian rubbed his sour eyes, and suddenly, the door of the ward opened, and Xiu Yu walked in. Look at it like this, he has already said hello to An's father and mother.

Xiu Yu put the fruit basket he bought on the bedside table, took out an apple and sat on the edge of the bed and began to peel it. An Nian tried his best to pull out a smile, "Don't you have to go to class today?" ”

Xiu Yu handed her the peeled apple, "Today is the last day of the college entrance examination holiday, and I will study at night." ”

"Oh, I forgot!"

Xiu Yu took a deep breath, as if he had mustered up great courage, "Nian Nian, Zhuo Ran's thing is an accident, you, don't blame yourself too much." ”

An Nian looked at Xiu Yu, her eyes lowered, "Su Qi, are you okay?" ”

The first thing she thought of was Su Qi, Meng Zhuoran's departure must have given him a big blow, she didn't want Meng Zhuoran to have an accident, and something happened to Su Qi again.

"I haven't seen him since that day, and he hasn't been back to school, even Gu Shen, I haven't seen him."

An Nian let out a long sigh and closed her eyes tiredly, Xiu Yu wanted to pull her hand, but in the end, the hand stopped halfway through.

"Nian Nian, the day after tomorrow is Zhuo Ran's funeral, do you want to go?"

An Nian nodded, "Of course I want to go!" ”

She forcibly pulled out a smile, and Xiu Yu smiled bitterly, "Okay, I'll accompany you when the time comes." ”

Because he was going to self-study, Xiu Yu went back first, and the conversation between the two of them never talked about where Gu Shen went, as if Gu Shen had also been erased from her world.

Mother An looked at An Nian's sick appearance, and she didn't know what to do, so she could only comfort a few words from time to time, but it was of little use after all.

An Nian began to lose sleep, as soon as she closed her eyes, it was the scene where Meng Zhuoran was caught under the car, and she relived the painful experience of that day again and again, but she was afraid that her parents would worry, so she could only pretend to be asleep and pretend that she had slept well this night, but in fact, since she woke up from a coma, she had never slept well.

In this scorching summer, the third year of high school graduated, and the second year of high school had a new name, prospective college entrance examination candidates, and everyone devoted themselves to their own affairs.

Teacher Song regretfully announced the news of Meng Zhuoran's death in front of the whole class, and everyone couldn't believe it, a person who was still alive before the holiday is now really disappeared from the world and from their lives.

Meng Zhuoran's desk was pulled to the end of the classroom, and his books were still in the desk cabinet, but no one would open them again.

An Nian asked for leave, I don't know how long An's mother invited her, in short, this time, so that An's mother also has a heart, she no longer presses An Nian, An Nian doesn't want to go to school, then don't go, An Nian wants to go to the funeral, then go to participate, they rented a house in the new city, it seems that they plan to live permanently, An Nian's current mental state makes them very uneasy.

Time passed quickly, and in a blink of an eye, it was time for Meng Zhuoran's funeral, and there was a light rain in the sky, which added to the sad atmosphere, and after arriving, she never saw Xia Chufan, nor did she see Su Qi and Gu Shen.

Xiu Yu accompanied her into the door, and the first thing that caught her eye was Meng Zhuoran's black and white photo, his smile was still bright, but it was frozen in that moment.

Meng's mother and Meng's father were also dressed in black, Meng's father's eyes were red, Meng's mother couldn't cry, and there were many relatives and friends around to comfort Meng's mother, but when Meng's mother saw An Nian, she stood up suddenly, pointed at An Nian and cried: "What are you doing here?" Would my son have died if it weren't for you? ”

Mother Meng threw herself on An Nian, An Nian took a step back, burst into tears, and Xiu Yu stopped in front of her, "Auntie, don't be like this, this is not something that Nian Nian can control." ”

Father Meng also stepped forward to grab Mother Meng, "It's not this child's fault." ”

Meng's mother leaned on Meng's father and cried bitterly, An Nian also sobbed, until Meng Zhuoran's ashes were sent to the cemetery, she didn't see Su Qi, Gu Shen, Xia Chufan, anyone else.

At the moment when the ashes were sealed, Meng Zhuoran's life was forever fixed at the age of seventeen, and he thought of what happened after he was seventy years old, but he didn't expect that he would only live to be seventeen years old.

The people in the cemetery gradually dispersed, Meng's mother and Meng's father were carried into the car by relatives and friends, An Nian and Xiu Yu stood in front of Meng Zhuoran's tomb with umbrellas, neither of them spoke, only the sound of raindrops hitting the umbrella.

It's not that Su Qi didn't come, he was at the scene all the time, he just secretly hid in the corner, and the moment he saw Meng Zhuoran's ashes buried, his new one also followed, looking at the backs of An Nian and Xiu Yu, Su Qi said in his heart: Goodbye, maybe, never again.

Xia Chufan was the last to appear, he didn't have an umbrella, the rain fell on his shoulders, his hair was wet, it seemed that he had been standing for a long time, and the three of them stood in front of the tomb for a long time without speaking.

The rain stopped, the sun came out of the clouds little by little, and the photo on the tombstone was hung with water droplets, which looked extremely incompatible with the smiling face, An Nian reached out and brushed away the water droplets on the photo, "You are so stupid!" ”

An Nian's nose was sour, Xiu Yu looked at her and Xia Chufan, and said softly: "He is either stupid, or he values friendship too much, and values the friendship between us. What he fears most is that there are fewer and fewer people around him. ”

In the end, Xiu Yu smiled bitterly, Xia Chufan wiped his tears and let out a long breath, "Nian Nian, look! ”

Xia Chufan raised his hand in front of An Nian, with the bracelet on his wrist, An Nian smiled tearfully, Xia Chufan said again: "I'm going to transfer schools, I want to go to school where my mother works." ”

"Even you, are you leaving?"

"Uh-huh, later...... See you soon! After all, she didn't say what would happen in the future, she really didn't know what would happen in the future.

After the funeral, An Nian returned to school, Su Qi took a leave of absence, she was no longer in school, she didn't have time to apologize to him, Xia Chufan transferred to another school, and there was only one Xiu Yu left in class eight.

Gu Shen didn't come to class, Lu Yueran didn't come either, An Nian knew that they must be busy going abroad, Gu Shen called a lot of people, but An Nian didn't answer, she thought: It's okay to break it like this.

Just when An Nian thought that Gu Shen had left, Gu Shen returned to school, without wearing a school uniform, obviously not coming back to class, because Teacher Wang had already informed her of everything, and Gu Shen's time to go abroad was advanced.

That day, they had a big quarrel because of going abroad and the funeral, An Nian cried until he was about to faint, Gu Shen couldn't cry well, the two sat in the milk tea shop opposite the school for a long time, and in the end, Gu Shen didn't agree to break up, he felt that even if he was in a different place, he could be the same as before, but he didn't know that An Nian had no energy.