So if you can do it, you can only feel at ease by following her and watching her from a distance, knowing that she has nothing to do.

Originally, she offered to send her back, but she refused herself, always feeling that she didn't want to trouble herself, so it was good to let her go back alone.

If I hadn't noticed that something was wrong with her today from the beginning, maybe I wouldn't have chosen to do this, and I wouldn't have followed her.

followed her all the way, carefully, I just didn't want her to find out, if I let her find out, I really couldn't explain, I couldn't go up and talk to her, and I could only look at her from a distance.

He Yuhe thought of himself doing this, and he was also a little self-deprecating, but he never thought that one day he would do such a thing, didn't he disdain to do such a thing before? I don't think it's fair enough, but I did the same thing today.

It can only be said that the position of the person standing is different, and the idea is naturally changed, and the disdain I felt at that time does not mean that I will not do such a thing in the future, and I didn't do such a thing tonight? Obviously, I could drive her back, but I was afraid that she would refuse, so I could only watch her get on the bus, and then sit at the stop, drive the car, and slowly follow her.

Seeing the two of them, they talked and laughed back, Lin Ya also let her wear the coat she was wearing, seeing this scene, she felt that the relationship between the two of them was really good, no wonder she grew up together, how could she say that there was no emotion.

If there is no affection, after leaving the orphanage, the two of them will not live together, but after leaving the orphanage, the two of them continue to live together, which can also be confirmed from this point that the relationship between the two of them is quite good.

Seeing this at this moment, I was really grateful to Lin Ya, what she couldn't do, she did it for herself. In fact, I don't know how much I want to take off my coat and drape it on her body to keep her warm.

But for myself, this is just wishful thinking, in fact, I can't do it at all. Because he didn't dare to do this at all, he didn't even dare to appear in front of her, and he didn't know how to face her.

The reason why she seems so cowardly is that she doesn't want her to feel like she is stalking her, making her feel insecure.

Seeing Lin Ya's approach, He Yuhe praised his secretary a little more, and all this was really beyond his imagination.

In short, no matter what, I can see that the two of them have a good relationship, and I am much more relieved, at least I can help each other when I am together.

It would be nice if I could go up and help at this moment, but I really can't do this, and if I do, I will feel that something is missing.

Obviously, I wanted to do this in my heart, but reason told me that I had to stop, and I could only watch them from afar.

I always feel that at this time, I should do something, so as to be worthy of my conscience. But in the end, I couldn't do anything, and I felt that I was too bad.

"What the hell am I going to do to help? You know I'm really uncomfortable at this moment, I really feel so incompetent. ”

They stayed downstairs for a long time, until their lights went out, and He Yuhyuk started his engine and left.

In fact, he was reluctant to leave, but it was pointless to know that he stayed here, after all, if the other party didn't know that he was staying here, it would only make him more sad.

Thinking that I still have to work tomorrow, so I hesitated to the end, although I was very reluctant, I wanted to call her and ask her to come down and chat with me, but in the end I still didn't do it, thinking that she should be tired, let her rest early, since I have nothing to do, then I can only go back early to rest.

I can't bear to have a thousand thoughts in my heart, but who can understand this kind of thought, I can only bear it alone.

Originally, I didn't have to bear these things, if those things hadn't happened in the first place, how could I have come to this point between myself and her, in the final analysis, most of these reasons are to blame myself, blame myself for not stopping all this in the first place.

If I had prevented all this from happening at that time, then I and her today should be happy, and we should have lived together for a long time, why are you so hard, you can only look at her from afar.

Now she has no other choice, and she can only look at him from a distance, silently paying without her knowing.

In fact, if you don't follow her and stay at home alone, that kind of mood is not comfortable, and the space of a person always feels too empty.

It's better to stay at home and do nothing alone, so that you don't feel too empty.

When will such days end? Sometimes I really feel that I can't get through it anymore, I don't want to continue to play dumb riddles with her like this, I want to tell her everything, spread everything out.

Because of such days, I really feel that it is enough, and all the pain can only be hidden by myself, and I can't even let the people around me find out. When facing his grandfather, he is the most reassuring person for himself, but he can't tell him directly, because he knows that if he tells her, he will definitely worry about himself, so he only reports good news and not bad news in front of him, and those sad things can only be hidden by himself and a person's pain.

Therefore, I only hope that this life can pass as soon as possible, and I really don't want to continue to drag it out, because it is only myself who will be tormented by dragging it out.

Because Shu Yixin had been thinking about other things, she didn't notice that someone behind her had been following her and guarding her back.

After going back, I didn't say much, it just so happened that Lin Ya bought a lot of snacks, and the two of them could eat snacks together, it seemed that for a long time, the two of them didn't sit together like this.

In fact, this feeling in front of me is the most real, two people have endless words together, eating snacks together, playing together, and watching TV.

However, after work, it seems that there has been no such situation for a long time, maybe everyone is busy with work, or they are too tired and want to rest early. So no matter what, there are relatively few people who live comfortably together.

Shu Yixin actually misses this feeling, and wants to play with her like this. I also know clearly in my heart that I have work to be busy, and I can't be like when I was a child, I was too naïve at that time, and I don't have to worry about anything, although my life is a little poor, but I also have no worries about food and clothing.

Now that I think about it, it's better to live in the past, or it's better to have a childhood, because now when I grow up, there are a lot of troubles, in fact, I really don't want to have these troubles, but sometimes, I really have no choice but to face them.

"We used to talk together like this, but now I always feel that there are not many opportunities like this, as if it is because each other's work is busier." Lin Ya really sighed a little bit about how good her life was at that time, and now they don't have much time to chat together because they are busy with work.

"That's really right, it seems that we are all busy with our own things, and we really don't have time to get together like this." Yixin also has feelings, I feel that such opportunities are really getting fewer and fewer, if you don't live together in the future, it's really difficult to get together.

After all, each has their own things to do, not to mention that they don't want to stay together like this and have a good chat. It's because of work, everyone has something to do, so there is relatively little time to get together.

If they could, they would also like to be able to get together as often as before, chatting and talking and hanging out together. But now, everyone has their own things to do, so there really is very little time and opportunity.

"We won't live here in the future, and there should be fewer opportunities to meet at that time!" Now that we live together, we don't have much time to see each other all day, let alone sit down and have a good chat, and if we don't live together in the future, I really don't know how long we will be able to see each other.

With the passage of time, I really changed a lot of things, and I thought that I could be like this for a lifetime, but the reality told me that it was impossible to be like this for a lifetime, and I always had to change.

For example, people who want to be together at this moment. In the future, we may not be able to be together like this, and it may be difficult to see each other in the future.

At this moment, it is more convenient for everyone to be in the same city as much as possible, if they are not in the same city, they really can't see each other once in a year and a half.

"Then we can meet often." Shu Yixin feels that it doesn't mean that they can't meet in the future, even if they don't live together, as long as they have this heart, as long as they make appointments often, it's okay.

"That's right, but at that time, it should have been more difficult to meet for various reasons." Now we are together, and we only say hello after meeting in the evening, and occasionally sit down like this when we have time and have a good chat.

After that, I didn't live together, and I was busy with my own work and other reasons. It's really not that easy to get together.

A lot of things aren't what you think, and it's not as easy as you think. I can only say that I will talk about it later, and for now, saying these things will only seem redundant.