Chapter 68: Love
From a distance, Cao'er saw Li Yunfeng and Li Yunhe in the ground. If she and her younger brother want to go to the Township Central Primary School, they have to pass through the road next to Li Yunfeng's field.
Sure enough, Jun Sheng also shouted in the back seat:
"Sister, look, Brother Yunfeng and Brother Yunhe!"
"Oh, do you want to check it out?"
Cao'er suddenly felt sorry for her brother, she wanted to come, but she let her brother make an excuse, she thought, go home and buy something delicious for Junsheng.
"Go, I haven't seen my brother in a long time, and the snail, the snail!"
This kid still thinks about the snails in this field.
Cao'er couldn't help but be happy, as if she had returned to the original noon, a little boy with a swarthy face, and now, the black little boy has now grown into a tall man of 1.75 meters. Thinking of this, Cao'er's mouth turned into a red moon again.
"Brother Yunfeng!"
Jun Sheng jumped down from the back seat, and then hurriedly called his Yunfeng brother and ran to the field.
As soon as Yunhe heard Jun Sheng's voice, he was also busy throwing down the work in his hand and ran over to tease him.
As for the grass, of course, he walked to Li Yunfeng and squatted down.
When Li Yunfeng heard Jun Sheng call him, he stood up, looking at the sisters and brothers coming over, his eyes were shining, and the corners of his mouth were smiling, although he still had some bitterness, but at least he couldn't hide his happiness.
Now seeing Cao'er squatting down and starting to work with him, his heart is like eating honey, he knows that Cao'er will always forgive himself and understand himself, but he didn't expect that only one noon, she would think through and come back. In his heart, there was boundless joy and boundless pain. But there is no way, he has his responsibilities to bear, and he can't pull her to suffer with him and live the same life as him, she should go and live the life that belongs to her.
Cao'er didn't know what Li Yunfeng was thinking, but when she saw his happy face, she knew that he understood all her thoughts, and she was very happy in her heart. I couldn't help but smile and said to him:
"Morning, don't worry about it. I've figured it all out now. β
"No, as long as you don't care about me, how can I account for you?"
Li Yunfeng also bowed his head and replied while working.
Indeed, no matter how angry Cao'er is, Li Yunfeng will not care.
He knew her thoughts, and it was too late to feel distressed, so where did he care? It's just that I spoke too bluntly in the morning, and I was afraid that I would hurt her, but at that time, I thought that instead of making her painful, it would be better to have a long pain than a short pain, but I regretted it in my heart after saying it at that time, no matter what, I shouldn't treat her like this. Fortunately, she had a big heart, and she didn't take his blunt tone to heart at all, she was still just sad that he made the decision not to go to school, and she was all thinking about his and their future.
It's just that when he thinks of the two words in the future, his heart can't help but throb. He can't give her the future she wants, and her future with him is destined to be different.
She is a person with lofty aspirations, like a bird, longing for a lofty world, but he is a mound, destined to cling to this land and his family, in his world, every inch can be seen, how can he hold her bird-like wings?
He didn't want her to be entangled in pain for him, and he didn't want her to break her wings and come back for him, and squander her youth in this peanut field, which was tantamount to imprisoning her soul and his own soul.
Yes, she is his other self, what he can't do, what he can't fly in the sky, let her do it for him. In this way, her love for him is not in vain.
Li Yunfeng thought to himself, he had made up his mind in his heart, his mood was a little happier, and the throbbing pain in his heart was much better, but it seemed that there was still a feeling of soreness and soreness, after all, this was a kind of separation.
In his heart, there is no doubt that he longs to be with Cao'er and be by her side to care for her. But all this, it seems, has to be handed over to herself, so that she can meet someone better than him to do it.
He couldn't help but glance at her sourly.
Cao'er's heart is not as complicated as Li Yunfeng's, what she is thinking about now is how to help Li Yunfeng better realize his wishes. If you can't pass the test, you can't pass the test, it's not a big deal, as long as she thinks through this, there will be no obstacles in her heart.
"And what's next for you?"
Cao'er looked up at Li Yunfeng.
"I don't have any plans. Let's just take it one step at a time. β
As soon as Cao'er heard Li Yunfeng say this, she felt even more that it was wrong for him to be petty in the morning, what he needed most now was confidence, but he made him even less confident, which was really undeserved.
"Well, that's right, we still have a long way to go, where do you think so much? Every step you take, you can find opportunities, and hope will naturally appear. β
Cao'er followed Li Yunfeng's words, she didn't want to make him uncomfortable anymore, so the first thing was to affirm him, and then guide him out of the shadow of falling off the list.
"Actually, it's nothing, I have a few classmates in junior high school who have very good grades, and they were happily admitted to the middle school teacher, and they are going to graduate, isn't it also good."
As soon as Cao'er finished speaking, she felt that the example she gave was inappropriate, and quickly gave another example:
"Ah, also, a boy from our junior high school was ordered to drop out of school, and now he is also mixing well in Guangzhou."
Cao'er still didn't think this example was very appropriate, so she immediately continued:
"Well, there are also people in our class who have lower scores than you, and they don't seem to be in a hurry, and they are all thinking about what to do."
Fool, can't you give a good example to comfort him? Cao'er was scolding herself fiercely in her heart. The more I tried to soothe him, the more I took some salt and sprinkled it on his heart. When did I become so stupid. Cao'er suddenly felt a little overwhelmed, and she raised her eyes and looked at him nervously.
He was looking down and snickering. Cao'er's nervous appearance seemed innocent and cute to him. He likes her very much, probably because she is so real and naΓ―ve.
"It's okay, I can go to night school, and I can take self-exams. It's all the same. β
Li Yunfeng said unhurriedly. Faced with the nervous grass that he didn't know what to do, he was usually clumsy, but he didn't know when he became calm and clear.
"Oh, yes, my classmate from the middle school teacher is taking the undergraduate exam on his own, and he has passed several subjects. Not going to school is not the same as not studying. β
Cao'er hurriedly followed with a smile on her face. She really hopes that Li Yunfeng can continue his studies better, even if he can't go to college, then he can study at home, didn't his father take the undergraduate exam by himself? I didn't delay anything. Thinking of this, Cao'er happily bloomed a big smile on her face again.
As soon as Li Yunfeng raised his head, he happened to meet her smile and was shocked again.
Her laughter, I'm afraid he won't forget it in his life. His best hope was that she would keep laughing like this. May such an innocent, happy smile from the inside out always accompany her. He prayed and blessed her in his heart, and he felt tears in his eyes.
He leaned sideways to wipe his sweat and tucked back the tears that were about to come out of his sleeve.