Pan Jiaying's memories
"That's different, I like literature, from junior high school to now, I've always liked it." Pan Jiaying said.
"I like you, I've always liked you since high school. Aren't they all the same? Tang Guofei confessed.
Pan Jiaying was silent, hearing Tang Guofei's confession, she didn't feel it at all.
The two of them confronted each other like this, Pan Jiaying could see Tang Guofei's determination, she suddenly seemed to feel Wen Shaoran's troubles, she and Zhang Xinyue used to stick to Wen Shaoran like a dog skin plaster, and they also competed with each other openly and secretly, Wen Shaoran always had nothing to do with them. Now, Tang Guofei wants to guard himself with such wishful thinking, isn't it as wishful thinking as he guards Wen Shaoran? She still has the courage to feel that she is so good to Wen Shaoran, and she accompanies her all the way, he will not do anything to herself, and she can slowly influence him.
It turns out that it is this helpless and helpless feeling to want to push away the people you don't like and can't push them away...... What a ridiculous thing I did.
"Brother Fei," Pan Jiaying sat down and meditated on Tang Guofei, "Do you think that you and me now are just like me and Wen at the beginning?" ”
Tang Guofei was not so excited, Mu Na took a moment, and then understood what Pan Jiaying was referring to, of course he questioned and opposed Pan Jiaying's wishful thinking to Wen Shaoran, but Pan Jiaying was blinded by love and carried away, where was he willing to listen to his persuasion.
"Over the years, I was wrong...... It was so wrong that I thought I was so important in Wen's life, only to realize that it was I who had been hindering his freedom. Pan Jiaying smiled bitterly, "Now, are you going to do the same thing to me?" ”
Tang Guofei was silent, but he already agreed with Pan Jiaying's statement in his heart, after all, for so many years, he had been watching Pan Jiaying and Zhang Xinyue revolve around Wen Shaoran as a bystander, so he understood Wen Shaoran's helplessness better than anyone else.
"So, Brother Fei, let's let each other go, right?" Pan Jiaying said very lightly and lightly, "We really don't need to just come out of one whirlpool and fall into another, this will only add to our troubles." ”
It is rare that Pan Jiaying can figure it all out in such a short period of time, let it go so quickly, so decisively. Tang Guofei was secretly sad and opened his mouth slightly, "Jiaying, I respect all your decisions. ”
Pan Jiaying was a little surprised that Tang Guofei actually agreed, and was afraid of recurring twists and turns, so she smiled, "Thank you, Brother Fei." ”
Tang Guofei, who still had a hint of hope, nodded, and after instructing, he left ruthlessly.
Looking at his lonely back, Pan Jiaying's heart was very complicated, the three of them were once inseparable, Wen Shaoran said that she wanted to come to Shenzhen for development, she and Tang Guofei didn't say a word, and followed. Wen Shaoran wanted to go abroad for training and study, and she followed Tang Guofei with her, accompanying Wen Shaoran while playing. Now, the days of the threesome are completely over, perhaps, they should have ended this deformed threesome a long time ago, you like me, I like him, the three of them are no longer a simple threesome, but they are making do with their own thoughts, whether it will end sooner or later, Feng Xiaoxiao's appearance just brought it forward.
Thinking of Feng Xiaoxiao, Pan Jiaying felt a little guilty. Wen Shaoran has been with Feng Xiaoxiao since she was a student, even if they broke up, Feng Xiaoxiao didn't owe her anything, she had always been hostile to her, Wen Shaoran never belonged to her Pan Jiaying, not once, but she intervened in the relationship between Wen Shaoran and Feng Xiaoxiao, she also made so many small moves herself, how could she become like this? She suddenly felt that she didn't know herself anymore.
All this changed when I was a student, right? She used to be very simple, at that time, Pan Jiaying didn't know that Wen Shaoran and Feng Xiaoxiao were together, because of a chance encounter, she had already secretly liked Wen Shaoran. It was a rainy summer, Pan Jiaying's parents had completed the divorce procedures, and no matter how Pan Jiaying cried, nothing could be changed.
Pan Jiaying refused to go to school for several days, and that day, her mother forcibly sent her to school and left. The stubborn and rebellious Pan Jiaying escaped from the campus when her mother turned around, and when she ran on the wet road in a panic, she was almost hit by a speeding motorcycle, but at the last moment, a warm hand pulled her, and in shock, she found that it was Wen Shaoran, a new transfer student in her class, who may have been stunned, and before he could thank him, he left.
Of course, Wen Shaoran didn't recognize Pan Jiaying, but since then, Pan Jiaying has begun to pay attention to him silently, and she will not be absent from every basketball game he plays, cheering for him silently in the corner from afar. However, she was careful and suddenly found that Wen Shaoran seemed to peek at Feng Xiaoxiao often, and when she looked at Feng Xiaoxiao again, she would avoid Wen Shaoran's gaze and blush. She realized that there was something wrong with the two men.
One day, the sky was also raining nastyly, she was wearing a raincoat and pedaling a bicycle on the way to school, and saw Wen Shaoran pedaling past her, this guy was pedaling the bicycle directly in the rain, isn't he afraid of catching a cold? Pan Jiaying was surprised and worried and sped up the car, thinking about going up to say hello, there was an umbrella in her bag, just an excuse to ask him if he wanted it. Thinking like this, he blushed and snickered.
However, where did I know that after he rushed up, he slowed down, side by side with another bicycle, it was a pink princess bicycle, she didn't need to look at the cyclist, she already knew that it was Feng Xiaoxiao, because Feng Xiaoxiao's bicycle was the style that the girls in the class dreamed of, I don't know where Feng Xiaoxiao's father bought it for her, the female classmates were envious, and they all rushed to try, I heard that it was very easy to pedal, the pedal was very light, and the car could turn far away without any effort.
Pan Jiaying still couldn't help but look at the pink bicycle rider, which did confirm what she thought, Feng Xiaoxiao was wearing a white dress, holding a transparent umbrella in her right hand, and only holding the front handle with her left hand to maintain balance, the whole person looked chic and anxious, and then looked at herself, wrapped in this dark green thick ill-fitting raincoat, and wrapped in a head, it was really ugly to death, so she slowly followed behind Wen Shaoran and Feng Xiaoxiao with low self-esteem.
She couldn't hear their conversation clearly, but she saw that Feng Xiaoxiao changed her hand to play an umbrella, and the umbrella was more biased towards Wen Shaoran's side, Wen Shaoran found that Feng Xiaoxiao was drenched in the rain, her eyes were full of distress, and she reached out and pushed Feng Xiaoxiao's hand holding the umbrella.
Feng Xiaoxiao obviously didn't follow, and moved the umbrella to him again, after they came and went twice, Wen Shaoran was helpless at Feng Xiaoxiao's disobedience, so he signaled the two to stop, and then the two of them stopped riding, changed to a cart and walked, Feng Xiaoxiao pushed the bicycle on the right side, Wen Shaoran stood beside her, the left hand pushed the bicycle, the right hand helped Feng Xiaoxiao with an umbrella, the two were completely sandwiched between the two bicycles, and walked slowly in the rain, the rain was getting heavier and heavier, but they talked and laughed and laughed so happily, Completely oblivious to everything around him.
When Pan Jiaying saw this, she felt completely uncomfortable, needless to say, the gossip about Wen Shaoran and Feng Xiaoxiao in the class was true, they were together, after thinking about it, she kicked her feet hard and flew past Wen Shaoran and Feng Xiaoxiao.