Chapter 35: Butterflies in the Palm of Your Hand

It rained all night, and listened to the rain all night.

Su Jinmeng couldn't sleep no matter what.

All she had in her mind was the river.

Gurgling water,

In the slight wind, staring for a long time,

His eyes ......

Stupid, stupid......

The innocent daughter snickered shamefully.

Listening to the sound of the rain outside the window:

Silk handkerchiefs floating in the river......

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What's his name?

Even now, I don't even know his name!

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The daughter who is full of worries is shy and red,

Smudged cheeks......

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The hair that blows in the wind,

messed with his cold eyes......

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After listening to the rain all night, Su fell asleep in a daze, and when he woke up, it was already bright.

The air after the rain is fresh and refreshing.

The early risers of the manor start a new day.

Su Rumeng's figure wandered in the fields, on the hillside, and by the river.

Her eyes searched everywhere,

Where is he?

It was a domestic servant who told her that the slut had gone to the mountains to chop wood.

Su Jinmeng walked up the rugged mountain road, maybe somewhere to meet him.

The woods on the side of the road are gradually flourishing, and some small flowers are already popping up on the grassy slope.

The birds and butterflies in the forest are full of life.

Before you know it, you have entered the depths of the mountain forest.

On a grassy slope, Su Jinmeng stopped,

She saw him.

He sat on a rock, with a large pile of wood beside him.

The forest was silent and secluded, and the lawn was densely paved with new grass and dotted with small flowers.

A few butterflies fluttered.

The taciturn man sat there quietly.

A green fluttershy dances in front of him,

has been around him, reluctant to leave.

He looked at Fluttershy,

Stupidly,

There is only themselves in the whole world.

Fluttershy dances in front of him, as if trying to stay on him.

Unconsciously, the man slowly reached out to it,

The iron shackles in his hands shook slightly.

Fluttershy spun around a few times, and gently, gently rested on his hand.

The man remained motionless, looking at it, cautiously, for fear of scaring it away.

It is as if the expectations of several lifetimes, the waiting of several generations, finally meet here.

He looked at the butterfly in the palm of his hand, his eyes were so obsessive and focused!

Gradually, gradually, a faint hint of imperceptible warmth appeared on his cold face.

The cold eyes had a little tenderness.

Su Jinmeng looked at this picture blankly,

A feeling slowly rose from my heart.

Unexpectedly, the nose was faintly sour.

The butterfly that stopped in the palm of his hand slowly rose, spinning and spinning reluctantly in front of him, and finally slowly flew away.

His gaze followed it until its figure disappeared from sight entirely.

He remained motionless.

His gaze looked into the ethereal distance, for a long time, for a long time.

His countenance was thin and haggard, and he sat there quietly,

Suddenly, it was like a quiet silhouette......

Su Jinmeng's eyes moistened, she didn't disturb the tranquility, turned around and slowly left here.

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Su Rumeng wandered aimlessly in the mountains and forests.

Unconsciously, she felt that her face was moist,

She looked up,

Ah, I don't know when, it started to rain again.

The rain grew heavier and heavier, and gradually became as dense as a fine curtain.

Su ran forward quickly, looking for a place to hide from the rain.

There was a pavilion in front, and she ran in, but saw that Shi Yue was also inside.

Shi Yue saw her, knelt down and saluted her, then stood up and ran out of the pavilion, leaving the chopped firewood in the pavilion.

He ran to a tree not far away and stood.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and it hit this slut under the tree.

The body is getting wetter and wetter.

Su Jinmeng: "Hey, it's raining so hard, you better come in and take shelter from the rain!"

Shi Yue still stood still under the tree.

My hair was all wet.

Su Jinmeng ran to him, "It's raining too much, you better go into the pavilion!"

Seeing that Shi Yue didn't move, she took his hand and led him into the pavilion.

She turned her head to meet his gaze.

Shi Yue lowered her head, avoided her eyes, and slowly withdrew the hand that was held in her hand.

Su Jinmeng's face turned red, and she stepped aside in disguise.

Shi Yue knelt down to her, saluted, and waited for her to allow herself to get up.

Su Jinmeng looked at him, but he didn't say anything.

Shi Yue kept kneeling with his head bowed like this.

Su Jinmeng sighed: "Do you keep kneeling like this? I don't allow you, won't you get up?"

Shi Yue: "......"

He smiled bitterly in his heart, he had been forced to do so all along.

I am a very lowly prisoner, if I don't kneel so humbly, what will be waiting for me?

Su into a dream: "You get up!"

Shi Yue stood up, lowered her head, walked to the corner of the pavilion, and deliberately stayed away from her.

Su Jinmeng looked at him and saw that his whole body was already soaked.

The chill of early spring had not subsided, and his body was shivering slightly from the cold.

Su Jinmeng wanted to talk to him, but he didn't know what to say. She had no choice but to look outside the pavilion and look at the rain outside.

Shi Yue kept his head down.

Slowly, he raised his head and looked at the rain outside.

The rain is pouring down, and there is no intention of stopping,

Moisturizing, healing,

Dryness and pain......

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The two of them looked at each other like this, without saying a word, and the pavilion was quiet.

Su Jinmeng quietly turned his head to look at him.

The man looked out silently, his face cold.

The wet deer's hair rested on his forehead,

Droplets of water from the hair slid down drop by drop,

His eyes were deep and melancholy.

Su Jinmeng kept looking at him, not wanting to take his eyes off.

Shi Yue felt her gaze, and he turned his head slightly and glanced at her.

Su Jinmeng lowered his eyes and looked at other places in disguise.

The rain still does not seem to stop,

Everything in the mountains and forests quietly enjoys its nourishment.

The two men in the pavilion stood in each other's ways,

Each of them looks at what he sees,

Think about what you're thinking......

The rain was pouring down, lapping against the eaves.

Su Jinmeng still couldn't help it, and set his eyes on this man again.

This man, this melancholy man,

The first time we met, he was so melancholy.

After so many years, there are more thinness and vicissitudes, as well as hidden tenacity.

Su Jinmeng looked at him,

Look at his hair,

His eyebrows and eyes,

His thin body,

bare' feet,

Look at his scars,

and shackles on the hands and feet......

She knew it was indecent for her to look at this man like this, but she wouldn't look away from herself.

How many days and nights has this person been missing......

How many times, in a confused dream,

Alone in searching,

thirsty,

How much I wanted to see him, but I was always disappointed.

Now his real person is standing in front of him, so close.

I saw every part of his body so clearly that I could even hear his breath when I was so close that I could hear him......

But it's so far away......

He's so cold,

So silent.

Although he appeared humble in front of himself, he knelt down and kowtowed to himself.

But Su Jinmeng felt that his heart was so cold and so unreachable.

In the world of the heart, he is on top.

I want to walk into him, touch him, and even get close to him.

But he was rejecting himself and deliberately alienating himself.

Shi Yue felt her gaze, and he turned his head to look at her.

The two met eye contact.

Su Jinmeng didn't hide herself anymore, she met her eyes bravely.

Shi Yue looked at her blankly.

The two of them just stared at each other, without words or any physical movements.

In this way, looking at each other, I watched for a long, long time.

Su Jinmeng captured the pain in the other party's eyes, as well as low self-esteem.

His eyes darkened, and he lowered his eyelids, avoiding her gaze.

He turned his head and looked at the rain curtain outside the pavilion again.

The rain was falling and falling......

Gradually, gradually, it got smaller.

Neither of them moved.

Su Jinmeng's eyes gradually had a faint melancholy.

The person who has been thinking about him for so many years, he is close at hand, but he can't face him.

How can such a longing be so realistic?

It's frustrating.

The rain grew lighter and lighter, and gradually became sparse and finally stopped.

Shi Yue knelt down to her again and saluted her.

She knew he was leaving her.

At that moment, her heart was full of reluctance.

The man knelt in front of him, his head bowed, waiting for himself to allow him to leave.

But she didn't want him to leave her.

She closed her lips and watched him kneel there, reluctant to say that.

Shi Yue waited for a long time, but he didn't wait for the permission he wanted.

He glanced up at her, only to be caught in her gaze like a magnet.

Her gaze was so resentful, but it contained eagerness!

Shi Yue looked at her blankly, and he already had some understanding in his heart.

It's just that he didn't dare to face it, and he didn't dare to admit it.

How is this possible?!

In every way, it's impossible!

Maybe it's because I'm too careful!

Shi Yue: "......"

Shi Yue: "Girl, the rain has stopped, can I go?"

Su into the dream: "......"

Shi Yue looked up at the aristocratic girl in front of him again,

Her gaze was even more resentful, even with a kind of reproach.

Shi Yue didn't know what to do.

He had to kneel in front of her like this all the time.

I've been kneeling, and I don't know how many times I've been kneeling.

The breeze after the rain gently blew the two people in the pavilion, their hair and clothes fluttering slightly with the wind.

He kept his head humbly down, not daring to lift it up.

But he felt strongly that the person standing in front of him next to him looked at his gaze, hazy, like a fog, enveloping himself.

His withered and aching heart began to throb slightly under such a gaze......

For a long time, for a long time, he heard her sigh softly, "You go!"

Shi Yue stood up, put firewood on his back, and walked out of the pavilion with his head down.

Slowly,

Follow the slippery mountain road towards the bottom of the mountain.

Dragging the iron shackles on his feet,

Scratching over the gravel weeds,

There has been no looking back.

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Although, he knows, that gaze has been following him.

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The sky is starting to rain again.

Rustle of falling leaves, snow and rain

Slowly, slowly, it began to get denser again.

Su Jinmeng looked at them stupidly,

And my heart moistened.

The rain fell silently,

The mountains and the water are all green.

In the early spring, everything sprouts,

New life is being born,

Growing, working hard, excited.

The heart is also a green of new life,

Coupled with the moisture of the rain,

An irrepressible burst of life.

Su Yumeng's eyes gradually brightened.

Everything is recovering,

Everything will be better.

As long as the heart is beautiful, everything will be beautiful.

She stood quietly,

At some point, my eyes became moist.

Rain, raining densely,

There is no intention of stopping.

The drizzle all over the sky,

Quietly,

Quietly,

Down......

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