398. Wear your own clothes
Lin Xi'an stood at the door of the coffee shop, unable to recover for a long time, and the incident that Jiang Ming said just now kept echoing in her mind.
It turns out that the source of her medical talent is her family, the Lin family, a big family?
After Lin Xi'an knew his identity, he wanted to know other deeper things, but Jiang Ming didn't give a very clear answer when Lin Xi'an asked those things.
Jiang Ming only knows that she is a child of a big family of medicine, and she is displaced because of family struggles, but Jiang Ming doesn't know how her parents died, and what the current family situation is.
Lin Xi'an was very disappointed, she thought that when she saw her uncle again, the mystery of her life experience would be solved. Not to mention that you can see your relatives right away, but it doesn't mean that you don't even know where your family is now!
A figure stood in front of Lin Xi'an, and Lin Xi'an found out that Yuan Jincheng didn't know when he walked in front of her.
Yuan Jincheng didn't speak, and took Lin Xi'an in his arms and took her home. Lin Xi'an was a little moved, she felt so sullen that she wanted to cry.
"Don't you even ask me what I'm going to do? Lin Xi'an waited for a long time, but Yuan Jincheng didn't ask, she looked at Yuan Jincheng with some curiosity with a slightly nasal voice.
"Fool, there are some things that you will naturally come to me when the time comes." Yuan Jincheng touched Lin Xi'an's head dotingly.
Originally, Yuan Jincheng was a little angry today, but he looked at Lin Xi'an standing there very lonely, his eyes were slowly lost, all his anger was dispersed, and he was only full of distress for her.
"I was originally the eldest lady of the Lin family, a medical family, but because of family infighting, I became an orphan." Lin Xi'an began to talk about her life experience, she didn't know why she wanted to say it, but she just wanted someone to listen to her talk about her life experience.
"I remember living alone when I was very young, first in a welfare home, and then I was taken out. I was approached by a man who claimed to be my uncle, and he would give me enough every month but not a lot more for my living expenses.
I didn't even think to ask my uncle and mother about it when I was young, after all, it was good to be picked up from the welfare home when I was seven or eight years old.
My uncle often couldn't see people and seemed to be very busy, so after I came out of the welfare home, I naturally entered a regular school, and I learned how to get along with others every day, cherishing this hard-won learning opportunity.
In the year of my college entrance examination, I was admitted to the Holy Grace School with my own efforts, but I did not see my uncle after the college entrance examination. But my tuition and a large amount of living expenses appeared on my card, and I didn't know what was going on, so I had to stay obediently in the rental house where I lived alone. ”
In fact, Lin Xi'an didn't need to say what happened after "......", he could guess a few points, after all, he had gone to investigate Lin Xi'an's life experience back then, but now when he heard her say about her past life, he was still a little distressed.
Yuan Jincheng didn't say much, but he held Lin Xi'an's hand with his hand and gave her silent comfort.
"However, when I saw my uncle again today, my cousin was very sick with a very strange disease, and my uncle was running around about it, and I knew my background, but I knew nothing but the general situation." There are no portraits, no photos, only Jiang Ming's words.
She's very uncomfortable now, she can't figure out why, she's so old now, why she's twenty-five, she's still like this.
Obviously, she felt that the truth was right in front of her, but in the end, after clearing the fog, there was a thicker layer of fog.
Yuan Jincheng parked the car on the side of the road and hugged Lin Xi'an into his arms. He used his wide and warm palm to hug Lin Xi'an.
"We'll find your family. Believe me. ”
Lin Xi'an didn't know what to say, she just kept crying, she just wanted to vent all the grievances in her heart now, why did she have to go through so much, why she couldn't have a parent who loved her.
Lin Xi'an cried for a long time this night, and Yuan Jincheng took care of her for a long time. The next day, Lin Xi'an went to work in the hospital again as if he was fine.
Originally, Yuan Jincheng wanted Lin Xi'an to take a day off and rest at home for a day. But because Hua Yunnian said that he would have a meeting for the little girl today to discuss how to treat the little girl's condition.
Lin Xi'an sat in the corner when she went in, this was a rare tumor after all, she just came to listen, and she didn't want to get involved.
"Now that the child is still young, we will remove the mammary glands and check the 'sentinel lymph nodes' again, and if there are no problems at that time, we can complete the operation. With a child's ability to repair her body, she will definitely be able to repair it soon. ”
It was the director of their department who stood up and explained, there was nothing wrong with what he said, everyone felt that it was feasible, and seeing that the plan was about to be passed, Lin Xi'an was really nervous. She stood up and spoke in the corner.
"We can't remove the mammary glands." The people around him all said that their eyes were on Lin Xi'an, and Lin Xi'an knew that he was very abrupt now. But there is no way, she must fight for Xinxin, and she can't let her life be ruined like this.
The director of the department saw that it was Lin Xi'an who stood up, and his face instantly became a little bad. She is a little intern, and she dares to shout here.
Oh! That's right. Lin Xi'an seems to be an intern doctor who passed the internship period ahead of schedule by relying on relationships.
They obeyed Lin Xi'an, but he definitely didn't accept it. At that time, he didn't know how much time he spent and how much hardship he endured from intern to regular, why Lin Xi'an could pass the internship period so easily and become a qualified doctor.
"Why not, most patients who get breast cancer end up having their breasts removed." An He questioned Lin Xi'an mercilessly, and the atmosphere in the conference room was a little solemn. The doctors were all looking at them, and Hua Yunnian was now looking at the information on the table and pondering, he wanted to hear different opinions now.
"There are exceptions. Xinxin is still a child, and if her mammary glands are removed now, then her breasts will not develop in the future, and if this is the case, it will have a great impact on her later life. ”
If a girl's breasts don't get bigger for the rest of her life, it's okay when she is a child, but if she grows up, she will still be the same when others start to develop. Then it is inevitable that Xinxin will definitely have some psychological problems. This is something that will affect Xin Xin for the rest of his life.
"If the mammary gland is preserved, can you guarantee that Xinxin's tumor will be completely removed and will not suffer from illness in the future?" An He looked at Lin Xi'an, if it was so easy to preserve the mammary glands, would he be stupid enough to keep this plan?
Lin Xi'an didn't speak, she couldn't guarantee these things, but she wanted to fight for Xinxin, it was a woman's life.
The people around looked at Lin Xi'an and An He, and in their hearts they were now divided into two factions, one faction supported An He, and only by removing the breast glands could Xinxin's safety be guaranteed; Another is to support Lin Xi'an, Xinxin's future really can't be so hasty.
Hua Yunnian raised his head and motioned for Lin Xi'an to sit down.
"I feel like we should think about our children's future, so let's stop here for this discussion! Eat your lunch first and go to your patients! Xi'an and I'll take a trip. ”
Hua Yunnian spoke, and everyone couldn't help but listen, but An He was very unconvinced, why Lin Xi'an could be tutored by Hua Yunnian alone every time.
He has been in the hospital for so many years, and before he became the director of the department, he almost never even saw Hua Yunnian.
In Lin Xi'an's office in Hua Yunnian, the two of them completely discussed Xinxin's situation, and Lin Xi'an said his thoughts again.
After the conversation, Lin Xi went to see Xin Xin in the ward.
"Xinxin, how are you feeling today, do you miss your aunt!"
In the ward, Xiao Xinxin was wearing a small hospital gown and looked at Lin Xi'an with big eyes. She also holds a small doll in her hand.
"I want my aunt to wear her own clothes!" Xinxin said in a milky voice, she pinched her doll, and her eyes were a little evasive of Lin Xi'an.
"Why? This is Auntie's own clothes! Lin Xi was a little curious, and she sat on the bed. Looking at Xinxin, she was very curious in her heart, why Xinxin said this.
"Because I don't like people in white." Xinxin's tone was a little sad, she held her doll, tangled in her little doll.
She likes Lin Xi'an very much, but when Lin Xi'an came to see her, she always had to wear that white dress, which made Xinxin very entangled. Does she still like this aunt or not?
Dad said that this aunt was different from these doctors, she was her own aunt, but why did her aunt wear the same clothes as them.
"Why don't you like it?" Lin Xi'an took Xinxin's doll over and let Xinxin look at him. Lin Xi'an smiled, trying to make himself look amiable.
"Because I feel that people in white are so scary, they will prick me with needles!" Xinxin's milky words made Lin Xi'an stiffen. Xinxin may have been shadowed by the previous treatment, and if she has been afraid of the doctor, then the next treatment will be very inconvenient.
"Xi'an." Jiang Ming had just come in from outside the ward, he said hello, and then walked to Xinxin's side.
"Daddy!" Xinxin opened her hands and asked Jiang Ming to pick her up, Lin Xi'an saw this scene, and it just so happened that she had some questions to ask Jiang Ming now.
"Uncle, isn't Xin Xin a little afraid of doctors?" At first, when Lin Xi'an came in, she thought that it was just because Xin Xin was afraid of life, but she didn't think that it was because Xin Xin was afraid of the doctor.
"Yes, the treatment hasn't started in your hospital yet, so it's not obvious, but if you really have to have surgery, I'm afraid Xinxin won't be able to stand it."