Chapter 6: Disheartened
Separated from Erhu, in order to get in touch with Feng Weihao, I went to the mobile phone store to buy a mobile phone and apply for a number.
At half past six, I began to dress up and put on makeup and perfume, and I was busy, and I stood in front of the mirror, and I was startled, with delicate facial features, fair skin, and attractive long legs.
I called Feng Wei, and I told him that I was going back, come over.
He readily agreed, saying that he would go to the street and buy something and come back.
I said no hurry, I'll wait for you.
Feng Wei has such a good attitude towards me, but he is not at ease, ask me if it's okay!
I laughed into the phone and said I have something to do, I'll wait for you.
Feng Wei asked me, "You've figured it out!" ”
"I figured it out!"
"You don't hate me anymore!"
"I don't hate it!"
"If there is any difficulty in going back, call me and tell me!"
This sentence brought tears to my eyes. I asked myself in my heart, Feng Wei, Feng Wei, there were difficult things at home before, for fear that you would worry, I won't say anything.
Now you dislike me and don't have other women, as soon as we get divorced, we don't have anything to do with it, why should I tell you about the difficulties, you underestimate me too much, I don't have a man, I can still live a good life.
Seeing me speak, Feng Wei asked me, "Xu Yan, are you listening?" ”
"Come back and we'll talk!" I hung up the phone, holding the phone and crying.
Erhu came on time at seven o'clock, and as soon as I opened the door, his eyes looked me up and down in confusion, and said that I was more flavorful than a little girl.
I can't talk nonsense.
He said who made you dress up is incredible. As he spoke, he showed me the cooked food he bought.
I didn't look at it, and walked forward.
He muttered behind him that the roast duck was delicious. As soon as he entered, Erhu opened the roast duck bag, took two cups of water and poured red wine as if he were at his own home.
I was about to go get the chopsticks, but he pushed me down on the couch and said he would get it.
When he got it back to sit, he closed the door.
I shouted that the house was hot, don't close the door. Others can't see it in a separate courtyard.
He misunderstood me again, and said that it was just that. Sit next to me and urge me to eat!
I've been angry for the past few days, and I really haven't had a good meal, so I spend it eating bread and drinking boiled water. Now when I see this delicacy, I don't talk about eating at all, I pick up the duck leg and gnaw it.
The second tiger was already ready to move, and he said some cool words, saying that according to my appearance and figure, they are all beauties in the city, and men can't bite when they see it.
Erhu said, and his hand touched my thigh.
I'll take it away.
He immediately picked up the red wine glass and handed it to me, and I thought of Feng Wei's betrayal, so I took it and drank it down.
Erhu wanted to take advantage of me, so he poured me another glass, saying that after drinking this cup, I couldn't drink it anymore.
I ignored him, tilted my neck and drank again. He smiled and picked up the wine bottle to pour, I put my hand on the wine glass, and said that I would not drink it anymore, and I would drink it when Feng Wei came back.
When the second tiger heard this, he slapped the table, which scared me.
I asked him what he was doing?
He scolded Feng Wei and said that Feng Wei came to the construction site in the spring of this year, and people became bad, and listened to the workers at the construction site, and the general massage parlors had that kind of service, so he went to find it, and the result was that he came and went, how to get along with the hotel proprietress .
I didn't want to hear it, I yelled enough, and asked Erhu again, am I as beautiful as that boss lady!
When the second tiger heard this, he sighed and said that I was a fairy descending to earth, and the proprietress was full of wrinkles on her face, and the skin on her neck was loose like goosebumps.
I said Feng Wei likes it!
Erhu said that Feng Wei valued the woman's money and wanted to make a fortune.
I laughed, the rich woman made a fortune, I can't figure it out.
Erhu's hand touched me again, I opened it, but he grabbed my hand and said that I am a good woman, and Feng Wei will definitely regret it in the future. I saw Erhu pursing his lips impatiently, and his Adam's apple squirming up and down. At this moment, I thought of Feng Wei's betrayal, and I wanted to fall.
Seeing that I didn't withdraw my hand, Erhu picked me up and rushed to the bedroom, saying as he walked, the day I made trouble in the cave room, he thought about me for a long time.
The moment I lay down on the bed, but when Erhu was about to climb on top of me, I sat up at once: Erhu, we can't do this.
Erhu has lost his mind, he tore my skirt, and lowered his head to kiss, I hit my hands, scratched, and hid with my head.
Hearing the sound of the courtyard door, I knew that Feng Wei was coming, and I shouted at Feng Wei for help.
When the second tiger heard this, he was so frightened that he let go of his hand and fled in a panic.
I heard the sound of wine bottles smashing on the floor, and Feng Wei's scolding, followed by the sound of the door slamming shut.
Feng Wei came in, I pretended nothing had happened and got out of bed.
On the contrary, he went crazy, grabbed my arm with both hands, and asked me as if he was shaking a sieve if he had been with Erhu all these nights.
Thinking of Feng Wei's betrayal and Feng Wei's ruthlessness, I asked viciously: "Only you are allowed to mess around, and I am not allowed to be debauched?" ”
He raised his hand to hit me.
I'm going to hit him, you're fighting! You hit!
He withdrew his hand, sat on the edge of the bed angrily, and asked me if the skirt and shoes I was wearing were bought by Erhu.
I said, "I can't do it." Go outward.
Feng Wei grabbed me, pressed me onto the bed, kissed and bitten, and muttered: I will pay you back, I will pay you back.
I burst into tears and was at his mercy.
Feng Wei didn't go back this night, the phone rang a few times, and he turned it off.
The next day, while Feng Wei was still asleep, I left a note: I agree to divorce.
On the way home by car, thinking about the sad things in the past few days, in addition to tears, I laughed at myself, how could I become such a person now, without Feng Wei, I Xu Yan can still live a glorious life.
When my mother-in-law saw that I was coming back alone, she asked Feng Wei why I came back if I didn't come back.
I said that Feng Weixin is not in this home, why did he come back!
The mother-in-law was angry, saying that Feng Wei was a ghost for a while, and I shouldn't just quit and let the wild woman succeed.
I said don't scold other people's women for being bad, it's Feng Wei and it's not a good thing, Brother Li and his gang in our village have been working outside for more than ten years, and they don't have this kind of bad thing. Even the second-rate sons and tigers of the village are still in order.
As soon as I said this, I couldn't help but tremble.
"Did you see the second tiger?" My mother-in-law looked at me as she asked.
"He's working with Brother Li!" I bowed my head as I spoke.
"Erhu is not a good thing, he is thirty years old, and he is not looking for a daughter-in-law."
"I know!" Afraid that my mother-in-law would say something again, I hung the dress I bought in the closet.
The mother-in-law saw it and asked why she remembered to wear a skirt.
I said that the provincial capital is full of high-rise buildings, surrounded by walls, impermeable to wind and heat.
Mother-in-law can't wear it out in the village.
I know what my mother-in-law means.
Feng Wei called and said that I would wait for him at the gate of the township tomorrow.
I commanded him that the woman should come and leave when I saw her.
He yelled at me on the phone, what the hell do I want to do?
I hung up the phone in a fit of rage.
When he called again, my mother-in-law happened to be next to her, and when she saw that we were arguing, her mother-in-law took the phone when she had something to say.
I sat at the table angrily, only listening to my mother-in-law reason with Feng Wei, saying that I must come back, stop working, we are poorer, and we are happy to have a full circle home.
Feng Wei didn't speak at the other end, and the angry mother-in-law roared, saying that the Feng family has been authoritative in the village for several generations, and they can't smear the faces of their ancestors for the sake of eating fragrant and spicy food, so that the living can't raise their heads.
Feng Wei may be arguing over there, saying how the woman loved him.
Mother-in-law is yelling there, how many men are there for such women, do you know?
Feng Wei actually argued shamelessly, saying that he did this because he wanted Bobo to go to school in the city, live in a big house, and study abroad in the future.
The mother-in-law responded, she didn't want Bobo to go into the city, can she learn well with such a person?
asked Feng Wei again if he would come back.
If you don't hear it, your mother-in-law will be powerful, and you should be without me as a mother. After saying that, he threw the phone on the table and went out.
I picked up my phone and told Feng Wei to see you at the gate of the countryside tomorrow.
At lunchtime, my son Bobo asked me when his father would come back.
I said that your father has a lot of work on the construction site this year, and he is not sure.
The son sighed, and he took a chance, his parents at the same table were divorced and hadn't come to school for several days!
My mother-in-law and I looked at each other. When I lowered my head to eat, I hated Feng Wei to death in my heart.
When I went to work in the greenhouse, Sister Li asked me about Feng Wei and I, and I said that we would divorce tomorrow.
When Sister Li heard this, she dragged me and scolded me for not having my brain in water, since I went, I had food and shelter, and I was eating and drinking!
I've set up stalls, I've been spilling, and I'm ashamed to say what I want to do. These things may be the history of humiliation in the first half of my life.
I didn't say a word, but Sister Li was upset, and she smashed me again, and when she saw me smiling at her, she said that she was scared to death, and she thought I was depressed.
She was chattering there again, asking me if I had seen the woman who was good with Feng Wei.
I said I saw it, but I didn't catch up.
She scolded me, saying that if it were her, she would chase after her, and instead of beating the woman all over the face, she would humiliate her in public, rip her clothes, and curse her. After speaking, he stroked the spit on the corner of his mouth.
I said that it's not good to rely on your own man, why don't you rely on others.
Sister Li smacked me again, and said Xu Yan, if you don't split your legs, can a man climb up?
Anyway, what she means is that Feng Wei cheats, that is, that woman is not good, and I think Feng Wei has changed.
"It's my man who has a problem here!" I pointed to my head as I spoke.
"There should be a problem here!" Sister Li pointed to her crotch.
The others laughed. I nodded to show that she was right.
Sister Li replied to me: "Xu Yan! I really doubt you've got a problem here? He pointed to her head.
I'm speechless! I wish I had a problem with my brain, or an amnesia, so I wouldn't have to sleep at night.
At night, I thought that I would be strangers to Feng Weicheng tomorrow, and the more I thought about it, the more I couldn't sleep, tossing and turning, and I got up at the first sound of the rooster.
As usual, I made breakfast, sent my son to school, and ate. I put on my skirt again, put on my sandals, put on my bag, and went out with light makeup.
When I went out, my mother-in-law looked at me a few times and asked me how far I was!
I said that everyone was waiting for the gate of the township.
"Xu Yan, if you don't go, let him come to the door!"
"Mom! I won't beg him again! ”
"Xu Yan, no man in the family is having a bad time!"
"Mom, I'm not divorced, he doesn't come home, what should I do?" At this point, tears came down.
"But ......"
"Mom, don't worry, I'm divorced or your Feng family's daughter-in-law, Meimei goes to college, and I will provide for her the same!" After speaking, he didn't turn back to the outside of the hospital.