Now that I know that I was wrong, I know that I haven't gone anywhere, and I don't know what is fun, so I don't feel a little regretful.

It's not that I didn't want to pay attention to these before, but it's a pity that I didn't have the capital to do this at that time.

At that time, it was difficult for me to even live, how could I have spare money, thinking about going out to travel and playing, and I had to save some money for food, so these high-consumption luxury goods did not dare to think about it at all.

If they say that they have such good conditions, they are the same, why should they be so frugal and so harsh on themselves.

None of this was my intention, but there was no way to do it. Things have become like this, and I can only face this kind of life.

No more, for myself, all this has become a thing of the past, everything has passed, and now my life is getting better and better, and I can even think about where to travel and where to play.

"I'm sorry, I know it's wrong, it's really because of life before, and I don't want to be like this." Shu Yixin said a little aggrieved, after all, I used to think more about life, not that I didn't want to go out to play, but I really didn't have the time and funds.

For them, it may not cost much, and they won't care about this money, but for themselves, life is a problem, how can they have time and money to waste and do these things.

After all, there is still a big gap between themselves and their lives, they have been worry-free about food and clothing since they were children, they don't have to worry about food and clothing, and they have a lot of pocket money, but they have to rely on themselves for every penny they use.

In this case, the gap between myself and them can only seem to get bigger and bigger, it's not that I want to work all day, I don't want to go out to play, in fact, I also have such a mentality, but the reality doesn't allow me to do this.

"If you don't say it, I really don't know that you used to come here like this." Ye Jinghao suddenly heard her words, and his heart was a little uncomfortable.

I never thought that her previous environment was like this, and suddenly hearing it made me feel an inexplicable sadness.

"There was something more difficult, she just didn't say it." Ren Xiaoou said to his boyfriend that there were still many things he didn't know, and there were many of them who were in difficulty.

"It's all in the past, isn't it okay now?" Shu Yixin doesn't seem to want to talk about his past so much at the moment, the atmosphere is so good, and he doesn't want to ruin everyone's good mood because of these things.

"Forget about the past, in the future, you have to go out and walk around, don't always think about work, work is busy, don't you know?" How could Ren Xiaoou not know that it may have been because of life before, and she didn't have such money to waste.

The situation has changed a lot now and in the past, and her life is now worry-free, and she doesn't have to worry about these anymore.

"That's why I'm going to make such a suggestion at this time, let's go out and walk around more when we have time, provided that we still have you by my side, otherwise how can I go alone, won't it seem too lonely?" I didn't have such conditions before, so I didn't have such an idea, but now I am slowly changing.

If it weren't for that, I wouldn't have made such a suggestion. At this time, I can make such a suggestion, which means that I have really woken up.

In fact, I had to say that I had such a standard of living and such conditions, then I didn't think about it, and when it was better, I wouldn't do this to myself.

This was at that time, and I didn't have such a standard of living at all, and it was already very good for me to be able to get three meals a day, let alone others.

If you have no worries about food and clothing like them, why should you live like this, but unfortunately, that kind of life is simply a luxury for yourself.

When He Yuhe heard what she said, he really felt bad in his heart. If I had met her earlier, then her standard of living would not have been like this.

At that time, I really had such a level, I was able to help her, and I really wanted to meet her earlier, if I could meet her earlier, she wouldn't have had such a hard time.

Now to talk about this, in fact, many of them are too late, and it can only be said that they will compensate her more in the future.

Even said that sometimes I didn't want to hear such words, and I also heard how she used to live, because even if I didn't hear about it, I probably knew that she must have had a very hard life at that time, and her life was very difficult, but in front of outsiders, she never mentioned it easily, let alone added oil and vinegar, but only said something nice.

Because she is really sensible and doesn't want the people around her to worry, she will only say good things, never say bad things, and let the people around her worry about her.

"If I could have met you earlier and appeared by your side earlier, maybe you wouldn't have been so miserable all these years." He Yuhe gently hugged her in his arms, and then said softly to her.

"Those are all in the past, so, they have already come." What's the use of continuing to dwell on it at this time? After all, it's all a thing of the past.

Isn't that great? At least he showed up beside him. In the future, my life will definitely get better and better, and I don't have to worry about three meals a day like before.

"However, I always felt that it was too late, and if I had met you sooner, it wouldn't have ended like this." Although he said that he had appeared by her side now, he always felt that it was too late, and he should have appeared by her side earlier.

Thinking about it, she was too much of a bastard, and she needed her own years, but she left her side, and when she left her, it should be her most difficult time.

It is precisely because of this that whenever I hear her mention the past, I feel very uncomfortable.

If those things hadn't happened at that time, and I was still by her side, then there would not have been such a situation.

Everything is my own fault, and it is because of my own reasons that I have today's background, and I can only say that I am really ashamed of her.

Every time I think about this, I feel like a special bastard, and I shouldn't have done this to her in the first place.

"It's all in the past, no one needs to say anything, didn't I come over well? It may be a little difficult, but it's all over, so I don't feel anything. "Only at that time did I feel that it was difficult and hard, and at this time I really didn't feel anything.

Looking back now, I also feel quite surprised, and I don't know how I survived at the beginning, day by day I actually came like this, although I have been a little hard, the environment is a little difficult, but isn't it still good today?

"Although it is something that has passed, every time I hear you mention it, I still feel so uncomfortable in my heart." In the final analysis, it was all my own fault, at that time, I could have accompanied her by her side and give her a better life, but I went to the United States.

Although I have forgotten some memories, I still want to know what happened back then, and why did I leave her and go to the United States? Why didn't you come back to her all these years?

"I think it's okay, now that you are by my side to accompany me, I am already very happy, without the bitterness of the past, how can there be today's sweetness." Shu Yi thought that the people around him would worry about him, and he didn't want them to feel sad, because it was all in the past, and there was no point in talking about it, and there was no way to change anything.

Since it's all in the past, let's forget it, and now it's past, and rehashing the old things will only make everyone's hearts uncomfortable, and I never wanted to make everyone uncomfortable.

Isn't it true that you are living a good life now? I didn't let the past affect me, and I didn't let my life get worse.

For myself, the most difficult moments have passed, and now everything is calm, and my life is getting better and better, so I don't want to mention the past things myself, and I don't want to bring them up in front of them to make them feel pitiful, and I want to win the sympathy of others.

It's just that in my own thoughts, I have never thought about how to make people sympathize with me, and I have always been just myself.

"Since this is the case, then we can organize more activities like this in the future, and if you have time, you can often go out and see the outside world, anyway, you are still young and not in a hurry." It's not that after the twilight of life, there are no more opportunities, in fact, there are still a lot of opportunities, but it depends on whether she wants to go out and walk more.

Since it is said that the past events cannot be changed, then there is no need to be too attached to the things that happened in the past at this time, these have become the past and cannot be changed.

The most important thing is to think more about the future, isn't it more practical to think about the future life?

"That's it, I'm still young now, and there will be a lot of opportunities in the future, no one had a chance in the past, it doesn't mean that there will be no opportunities in the future, and I will go out and walk around more in the future." Shu Yixin felt that Ye Jinghao's words really spoke to the depths of his heart, he didn't have a chance before, so he could make up for it if he had a chance in the future. The latest chapter of "No First Love, There is a Crush Claw Book House" is free to read for the first time.