Chapter 358: You and I

The little girl of seven or eight years old looked up at herself with big eyes and called herself "Brother Beauty", at that time he only felt a soft mess, because the little girl was so cute.

The current Xiao Xiao also feels that he is a mess with a soft heart.

Because of this beautiful brother, it really broke into his bones, and he always felt that he had endless strength in his body, but at this time he felt that he might have lost the ability to even lift his arm. All that was left was the feeling of softness that took over his senses.

"What happened back then, in the end, our family couldn't stand you."

After a long time, Xiao Xiao slowly said this sentence.

Qin Yining's mind was extremely confused at this time, but her tears seemed to have her own opinions, and she refused to listen to her control, and flowed out vigorously.

She is not a weak person, she rarely sheds tears, and she doesn't know what's wrong today, as soon as she heard that she was replaced out of the house by her father's old department, she felt inexplicably wronged.

Perhaps, it doesn't matter who did it, she won't mind. is the only one, because he has too many feelings, so he will have extremely high requirements for him?

It's not resentment, it's just that I feel wronged.

Seeing that Qin Yining didn't answer for a long time, the sound of sobbing could be faintly heard in the quiet room, and her big hand touched her face, touching the wetness of her hands, and she panicked all of a sudden.

"Sister Yi'er, don't cry, it's mine, it's not me." Xiao Xiao stepped forward in distress and hugged Qin Yining in his arms, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, if I had known earlier, if I had found time to see you more, you wouldn't have suffered so much." ”

Qin Yining shook his head and sobbed, "It's not your fault. If you hadn't given me the more than ten taels of silver back then, I wouldn't have been able to treat my adoptive mother, and I might have sold myself later. You still helped me a lot, so that I have the money to honor my adoptive mother and send her to her death. ”

As soon as I heard her say that she almost had to sell herself to pay back the money, Xiao Xiao's heart was really like a knife, she tightened her arms and shook her and said: "If I really hurt you to that point, I really deserve to die."

"You don't know, this incident has always been a pimple in my heart, because before I was able to participate in your life, it was because of my father's people that you suffered and suffered. I feel ashamed of you.

"But in the early years, my status in the army was not stable, I didn't have my own power and connections, and I had to look at people's faces when I wanted to do anything, and it was only in the past two years that I had my own strength and could do what I wanted to do."

"So you took the opportunity to attack Dayan and went to the capital?" Qin Yining remembered the scene when he first saw this person in the Immortal Gu Temple, sat up straight and said, "Liu Xiangu was your subordinate at the beginning?" ”

"I can't count my subordinates, I have already had some exchanges, Liu Xiangu is extremely smart and good at scheming, and I have to be good with wood, so I often go to talk to her about some things."

Qin Yining wiped away her tears, her brain was running rapidly, and she connected some relationships. Mu Jinghu is Tianjizi's nephew, and Xiao Xiao's words just now can prove that Liu Xiangu is Tianjizi.

Qin Yining analyzed this conclusion, but he was not so surprised, but remembered that he had spent a lot of money to let Liu Xiangu play Tianjizi, and he felt a little embarrassed inexplicably.

Xiao Xiao said again: "Actually, since the Qin family found you, I have gotten some news. At that time, the war was tense, and my father-in-law was in a high position, so he naturally attracted much attention. The day you first came home, I went to see it quietly. They arranged you in a courtyard near the courtyard wall, and deliberately neglected you, making you wait for a long time. While you sit on the stone bench next to the bamboo forest, I watch you from the rooftop. ”

Qin Yining was really shocked at this moment.

Unexpectedly, their first meeting, except for the one when they were children, there were so many details after that.

When Xiao Xiao said this, his voice actually revealed some twisting, and he said a little shyly: "Later, I put the hairpin that robbed you, and I put it under the pillow and took it out every day to take a look." ”

Qin Yining's eyes widened in astonishment, remembering that the disciple who fell from the sky at that time, snatched her hairpin, not to mention, and touched her face, she has always been quite mindful of this matter, she never thought that Xiao Xiao would do such a thing!

Hearing him say that he put the hairpin under the pillow and looked at it every day, Qin Yining's whole face was really red.

In this way, before the meeting of Xianguguan, he had already paid attention to her, cared about her, and even snatched her hairpin to go back to "see things and think about people".

"You, you've been ...... since then"

"Yes, I was pleased with you then. Although I didn't understand it myself at the time, everything I did instinctively proved that my heart was already biased towards you. ”

Xiao Xiao's hands held Qin Yining's, and her rough fingertips rubbed the back of her slippery hand like tender tofu, and reverently dropped a kiss on her palm.

"Sister Yi'er, you are also pleasing to me now, caring about me, I am very happy."

Such straightforward words made Qin Yining shy and happy at the same time, and he didn't know how to react for a while, only looking at his vague silhouette in the dark and smirking.

Xiao Xiao felt her happy emotions, and dropped countless kisses on her fingertips and the back of her hand.

Talking about the past, the guilt in Xiao Xiao's heart was also a little less, and he asked worriedly: "Sister Yi'er, can you forgive me?" ”

Qin Yining said funny: "That's not your fault. Why should I blame you? I agree with what you said. It's not a disaster for my family, the things of the previous generation were done by the previous generation, and the person who stole me out of the Qin family was not arranged by you, so you really don't need to suffer too much about this matter. ”

"But I don't feel at ease." Xiao Xiao hugged her into his arms again and let out a long sigh.

Qin Yining breathed in the refreshing manliness on his body, and for a while felt that the matter of time was really wonderful.

"Maybe that's cause and effect. With the hostility between Beiji and Dayan, my father used the divisive strategy, the grudge between the two families, and Mr. Zheng's approach. If they hadn't stolen me out of the Qin family, how would you have noticed me? Naturally, there will be no meeting with Liang Cheng, and there will be no later things. ”

Thinking about it carefully, if she is really a stranger to Xiaoxiao, her heart is like someone has hollowed out a piece. apprehensive, and inexplicably stunned.

Xiao Xiao thinks so too. If Zheng Pei's radical approach had not been at the beginning, if he had not been taught by his grandparents and had a completely different worldview from Zheng Pei, then he would not have felt guilty about the daughter of the Qin family, let alone pay attention to it.

If Qin Yining grew up beside Qin Huaiyuan since she was a child, enjoyed all the glory, and was no different from an ordinary lady, then for him, she was really just the daughter of an enemy.

There is the same sigh in the hearts of the two. The arms that hugged each other were also tighter.

"Sister Yi'er."

"Huh?"

Xiao Xiao landed a kiss on her forehead and said with a smile: "The moonlight is so good tonight." ”

Qin Yining looked left and right in amazement. The house was pitch black, it was cold and the windows were not opened, how did you see the moonlight?

Her such a straightforward gesture was written on her face, causing Xiao Xiao to almost laugh out loud, and the appearance of a sullen smile on her chest really made Qin Yining feel helpless.

The two of you, you look at me, I look at you, and look at each other again and giggle for no reason.

After a long time, Xiao Xiao said in a low voice: "I still have something to ask you." ”

"What's the matter?" Qin Yining's voice smiled.

Xiao Xiao said: "What did Princess Yanjun come to you for?" ”

Qin Yining only felt speechless for a while.

"How did you know that Princess Yanjun came to me? If you order someone to watch over me, and turn back to tell you the news, don't you know the purpose of her coming? Why did you ask me in person? ”

Qin Yining's tone was very calm, and there was a rather interesting smile on her face, but there was no light in the room, so she couldn't see her expression, so she was angry, and quickly explained:

"My subordinates stared at the movement on the palace of Yanjun, and it was only then that they saw the princess of Yanjun coming in and out. As for your side, I will only arrange people to protect you, where will I spy on you, and you are not a prisoner, why should I restrict your freedom? ”

Qin Yining was amused by his nervous appearance.

Only then did Xiao Xiao react, and hugged her angrily and funny: "Okay, don't laugh, tell me what she is looking for you to do." ”

Qin Yining said: "She's here to slap a swollen face and become fat." ”

Qin Yining recounted in detail what happened when Li Yanyan came, and finally said: "So women are tired of living, and they obviously don't like it, but for the reputation of a good wife and mother, they prefer to be generous, they can't say anything, they can't complain if they have grievances, they pretend to be in front of outsiders, and they secretly cry when they get home." ”

Hearing her sigh of emotion, Xiao Xiao hurriedly promised: "I'm not that kind of man, I won't embarrass you." ”

Qin Yining glared at him and said, "Don't say it so early, there are still ten beauties in your family." ”

"That's not what I took the initiative to find."

"But it was given to you by the emperor, and it was your rightful concubine. It is someone who can pass on the family for you. ”

Qin Yining's tone was a little anxious, and he also realized that it was inappropriate to say this.

It is not uncommon for men to have multiple wives. Even his father, who used to take a few concubines for the sake of his heirs.

Those powerful men have achieved a certain position in the official position, even if they don't look for it, there are many colleagues and subordinates who send beautiful women to them, and they can't refuse on such occasions, so they have to laugh and accept.

The beautiful concubines sent are not counted, and the servant girls who serve in the man's study and bedroom can also be used at will, and the maid can be the male host's maid, and she must be more decent than ordinary girls, once he gives birth to a son and a half daughter, he can open his face and be an aunt, that is half a master.

Qin Yining understands these realities, and every woman has to watch her husband go to sleep with her aunt and have sex with her, drink flowers and wine outside, and hide all her sadness in her heart, which is a process that a woman must go through.

But when she thought that Xiao Xiao would one day transfer her tenderness to others, she was still a little stunned in her heart.

"Girl!" The door creaked open, and Xianyun walked in quickly.

Qin Yining came back to his senses, and hurriedly pushed away the owl and looked at the door.

Xianyun lowered his voice and said, "The big master is coming this way!" I'm about to get to the front of the house! ”