Chapter 43: Parting is coming
There is still a month to go before the winter vacation, and the thought that I will be separated from Zixuan in a month makes me very depressed. Will he miss me too?
For a month, we fell in love for a month, and this month we were like glue and tired of being together every day. Although I will still see Shen Yichen, it doesn't matter anymore, because now I have my whole heart and soul on Zixuan.
Shen Yichen still hates me, but it's not as obvious as before. Maybe he's bored like this, or maybe I'm used to it. There are always people who don't like you, so why should I care about that one.
It is said that people in love are heavy and light friends, this is really good, since Zixuan, Xin Wei has been snubbed by me like an abandoned woman in the deep palace. Every day, I either eat with Shiqi or I am alone.
I don't want to snub her, but I don't want to be separated from Zixuan for a moment, so I can only hope that she can understand.
I am becoming more and more active in the discipline inspection department, and although I would love to be an activist in the community, I know that it is impossible. Because the animation club has retired, the only club is not liked by the president, so the title of the activist of this club is probably unavailable to me.
I won't give up, not only to prove myself, but also for Zixuan. If I quit, then his face will be dull. Zixuan is a grass tie and is afraid of being besieged by girls, so we are very low-key. Although I have practiced taekwondo for a few years, it is difficult to beat four hands with two fists, so it is better to be careful.
A month passed quickly, and there were still three days left for the winter break. Although I am reluctant, I am helpless, Zixuan is from Beijing, and I am from Shanghai, and I have no way to get together with him during the Chinese New Year.
He bought me a hat, white with a big pom-pom on it. It's very cute and warm to wear, and I was reluctant to wear it when I was at school, for fear of getting dirty or lost, and for fear of being discovered by my classmates. I knitted a scarf for him, black, I didn't knit very well, but luckily the scarf was big and very warm to wear.
I've tested that the feeling of the scarf around my neck is like his gentle hand gently caressing my skin. Of course, I still have selfish intentions, I deliberately knitted the scarf so big because I thought we could wear it together in the future.
In the past three days, we have been more glue-like, reluctant to separate for a moment. Since we are not in the same grade, I feel that the time we spend together is very small, so I want to cherish it.
Three days later, "Xiaoxi, let's go first." Xin Wei, Shiqi and Kong Lulu got on the train together, looking at the fleeting figure of the train, I felt lost. I'm left alone, they're all gone, Zixuan bought tomorrow's ticket, so I'll leave tomorrow.
When I saw him off, it was time for me to go home. Parting is always sad, even if I send them away with a smile, but when the train leaves, I am the only one crying.
I silently wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, who knew that I was so melancholy when I was strong and brave on the outside. I don't want to part, but I always experience parting. A few years ago, when my parents were traveling abroad, I watched them leave, and I wanted to laugh but cried.
My brother stayed by and gently comforted me, and I was still crying when they went through security, but I didn't cry until the plane flew away.
It's not that I'm slow to react, but I don't want them to see my vulnerability.
It was three o'clock in the afternoon when I returned to the dormitory, and I was very hungry, so I ordered takeout, but I was not in the mood to eat. I was bored and wanted to go to Zixuan, but I guessed that he should be packing up his things now, so I didn't bother.
The afternoon passed quickly, and at six o'clock in the evening, I was watching a movie to pass the time. Zixuan called, "Xiaoxi, I'm hungry, eat with me." His voice was soft, but he couldn't hide his weariness.
I didn't receive any information about him for a day, and at this time, Zixuan called me, and I was naturally very happy in my heart. "Okay, wait for me." I had just washed my hair and showered, and I was only wearing pajamas, so I hurriedly dropped my phone to look for clothes, and almost tripped over my slippers.
It took me half an hour to pack up, and tonight I put on light makeup and wore the clothes I bought last week. In order not to be embarrassed in front of Zixuan, it is worth the effort.
After the lights went out, the bedroom was empty, and the evening breeze blew the curtains, and I was so frightened that I shuddered. After making sure the doors and windows were closed, I went downstairs. There are a lot of people in the dormitory, so I don't feel used to locking the door tonight.
"Zixuan, what do you want to eat?" The school is closed and the cafeteria is closed. We had to go out to eat, but luckily the stalls were still there.
"I want to eat 、、、、" he paused deliberately and smiled, "I want to eat you." "My expectant face was now crimson, and he said such a thing in the crowd, although the voice was so small that only I could hear it, but I was still very worried that others would hear it.
"You're not serious again." I patted him on the back angrily, but my heart was very sweet. We walked to a noodle restaurant and ordered two bowls of beef noodles, and while the boss was not paying attention, Zixuan suddenly buried his head in my neck. "Did you wear any perfume? It smells so good. ”
I was stunned, afraid of being seen, so I hurriedly pushed him away. "I didn't use any perfume, I just took a shower, and I just had the scent of shower gel." I'm telling the truth, I'm allergic to perfume smells, I want to vomit when I smell perfume, and I get dizzy after a long time.
"It really smells good." I pushed him away, but he stuck again. His hands were a little cold, caressing my face, and I wanted to get out of the way.
"The noodles are ready." The owner brought two bowls of steaming noodles to our table, and the owner was very thick, so the noodles were covered with a lot of beef. "Won't I get fat with so much." I was half-joking, but I had already picked up the chopsticks.
The boss is an uncle in his forties, who looks very honest, but the noodles are delicious. Before I knew it, I felt a gaze watching me.
When I looked up, I saw that it was Zixuan. He had a smile in his eyes, like a blinking star. "What are you looking at?" I thought there was some clutter on my face, but when I touched my face, there was nothing. Did I smudge my makeup, I hurriedly took out the mirror only to find that the makeup was intact.
The smile in his eyes was undiminished, and he seemed amused by my movements. "I'm looking at you, you look so cute when you eat." I stumbled upon the fact that her bowl was untouched, while mine was bottomed out. I blushed, and in front of the food, I really didn't resist the temptation.
Will Zixuan think that I can eat, "Don't laugh at me, I don't have a good look, even my brother dislikes me." ”