190. I won't accept you

I laughed too, but the smile didn't reach the bottom of my eyes, and even if I was poked, I had to break the current game. Tilting his head slightly, he asked in a low voice, "What reason do I have for this?" What's in it for me to provoke you? Without waiting for him to respond, he continued: "Remember when I asked you what the night rain in Bashan means? That poem represents my mood, and I have been waiting, waiting for Mi Li's father to come back. ”

"So now you're rejecting me?"

I didn't respond to the obvious. He finally took a step back, but his gaze was still fixed on me, "Jia Ru, I won't give up on you. Even if you push out Mi Li's father, it won't stop me from liking your thoughts. In addition, don't try to run away with excuses, I signed a contract with you, and if you breach the contract, I will definitely investigate your liability for breach of contract. ”

At this time, Zhou Yu did not be as impatient and angry as expected, but expressed his attitude very rationally, and took the handle to prevent me from avoiding him because of today's incident.

"Can you send me back now?"

He shrugged his shoulders and turned around, but grabbed my wrist unceremoniously and walked away, staring at the back of his head for a moment before following him out. I didn't see Zhou Liang when I walked to the front, and the alley filled with night seemed very quiet, and the footsteps of the two were exceptionally clear.

The moonlight was behind me, layering the reflections of the two of them, as if I was stepping on his shadow with every step I took.

On the way back, no one spoke, I didn't think much about what he was thinking, and a thought grew in my heart.

I stole a glance at him and saw him driving intently, staring straight ahead.

With neat short hair and a fair side face, he wore a white shirt and no tie tonight, and the buttons at the collar were unbuttoned in two, slightly revealing a collarbone. He hasn't changed much in the past four years, but if you look closely, he's changed a lot.

He is thirty-two years old this year, not only has his outline become deeper, but his eyebrows and eyes are more calm. I have the impression that he has a smile these days, but there are few who really smile into his heart, and I feel that he sometimes behaves impetuously and quick-tempered, which is intentionally shown in front of people, but there are other thoughts hidden in the bottom.

It's like he's going to use the contract to restrain me just now.

From the beginning of the proposal to join and later led me to sign the project cooperation contract, then he had a thought, but deliberately confused my vision, secretly hidden, and only revealed the bottom when necessary.

A great question arose in my mind: what has he been through in the past few years? Why did he become so deep that even I can't figure him out?

The car drove to the apartment building and stopped, and Zhou Yu turned his face to look at me, "You stared at me all the way, if you have any ideas, it is better to talk to me directly, otherwise my heart will be hooked by you and it will be uncomfortable." ”

I didn't see anything uncomfortable about him, and I didn't want to tell him the thoughts that had just turned in my heart, so I said: "I don't have any special thoughts, just to remember this face that set up a trap for me." ”

He laughed when he heard this, and asked with a thick skin on his eyebrows: "What, do you think I'm very handsome?" Shaken a little? After a pause, he said: "You think about it yourself, although I don't know why Mi Li's father separated from you, but Mi Li doesn't even know what his father looks like, it can be seen that he has been separated for a long time, Mi Li is three or four years old, he hasn't come back for so long, do you think he will come back?" ”

After listening to his persuasive words, I met his eyes and thought to myself: What would he think if he knew that the person in his mouth was himself? However, his ability to analyze and observe has really increased, and from the last time Mi Li asked him to paint, he could think that the child's father had never appeared in Mi Li's life.

Yes, it has never appeared, I have been alone with rice grains for more than three years, and he has been away for four years.

"If he doesn't come back, I won't accept you, so you might as well stop thinking about it." With that, I pushed the door and got out of the car and walked straight into the apartment.

I used to think that parting was to leave someone I didn't love. One day I found out that there is a kind of parting, which is to leave the person you love. There is a kind of parting, which is to wipe tears and dare not look back. ——

This sentence was said by Zhang Xiaoxian, after four years of separation, I shed tears in my heart and didn't dare to look back.

So Zhou Yu, before you become Zhou Gongjin, it is impossible for me to accept you.

The rice grains are on my mother's side, and I am alone at home, and when I come out after washing, I hear the prompt sound on the mobile phone, and I walk over to pick it up and look at it, there is a message from Zhou Yu on it: The design of the second child is ready, show it to you.

I paused for a moment and frowned slightly, this man's mind is really elusive now. After being "completely" rejected by me just now, his temper should be annoyed and angry, even if it is impossible to give up, at least this time the effort will not be able to absorb this change of mood. But now it is obvious that he has not only digested it, but also moved other thoughts.

Balls...... The feeling of gambling was there when he talked to me about joining the beverage store before.

At first, he waited and watched, and when the time came, he tried to play chess, but if I took a step back, he took advantage of the victory to pursue further, and when he found that I was resistant, he did not attack, and stepped back to stabilize me. There will always be a time when he finds the right time, then he will encroach on the territory step by step, and once the city on my side is lost, he will attack in a big way until he wins the game.

In one word, it is - cunning. When I was younger, I used to play chess, and it was tricky to meet such people on the chess field. I like to go straight, I don't hide my opponent who is very strong, and I will kill until I am happy; When encountering someone like Zhou Yu, it is usually difficult to win, because he may take into account the number of next four or five moves for each move, and ask himself if his brain circuit can not reach it, so he always loses to such an opponent.

If this person weren't Zhou Yu, I would definitely avoid it.

But for now, I replied to his message: send it to my email.

He quickly replied: Then you tell me the email, and we will discuss it after reading it.

Half an hour later, Zhou Yu and I connected to chat, and his voice on the mobile phone was deep and deep, without any fluctuations affected by previous events. I have to admire the things designed by Zhou Liang, click on it to see the GIF and can only describe the mood with amazement.

I discussed the execution with Zhou Yu about the design of this "castle in the sky", because there are some things that are cool to design, but it is impractical to implement them in reality. The other is the use of materials, I proposed that since it is used for children's situational teaching, it is necessary to ensure safety, and the review of materials must be rigorous.

The discussion lasted until late at night, and then I couldn't stay up until I proposed to talk about it tomorrow, and he cut off the conversation.

Fall asleep as soon as you get into bed, and the shadows and shadows in your dreams are lingering, and many pictures are constantly switching. That year, I went to England and stood alone in the poplar forest, and everything around me was like a mirror, sometimes clear and sometimes blurry, but shattered in the blink of an eye.

When I woke up from my dream, I found that it was already dawn. Today is the weekend, and I have to go to the store to work, but when I got up, I suddenly remembered that the store had been closed by me yesterday, and I didn't have to go there today. A sense of loss suddenly arose in my heart.

Now that I've gotten up, I can't sleep anymore if I want to go back to sleep, so I simply go to wash.

I thought Zhou Yu would come back to look for it, but the phone was quiet all morning. Seeing that the time was approaching noon, I went to the kitchen to get food, and before I started the fire, I heard a sudden big vibration on the mobile phone, and my heart moved slightly, and I walked over to see that it was my mother calling.

Before I could open my mouth, my mother took the lead: "Hey? Small as? Where are you now? ”

"At home, what's the matter?"

"He's coming."

I didn't react for a moment, "Who's coming?" My mother's voice sounded a little strange, but I heard her say again: "Who else can there be, naturally Mi Li's father." ”“……”

When I took a taxi to my mother's side, it was almost twelve o'clock, and the road was congested with traffic.

When he entered the door, he saw Zhou Yu and Mi Li sitting on the sofa in the living room lazily watching TV, and Mi Li was still sitting on his lap. When I walked in, he turned his eyes and looked at him, and then said to Mi Li, "Mom is here." ”

Mi Li's attention was apparently not heard in the cartoon on TV.

My mother asked me if I had eaten, and she winked at me, and when she understood what she meant, she said no, and went into the kitchen together. I couldn't help but be silent after listening to my mother's quick explanation of what happened, and at about ninety o'clock, Zhou Yu suddenly came to my mother's side, saying that she had made an appointment with Mi Li to go out to eat. asked the reason, it was really Mi Li who used his phone watch to contact Zhou Yu, as for when they added their mobile phone number, I don't know as a mother.

My mother couldn't let him take the rice grains away, so she hurriedly called me and left the two of them at home for dinner.

Knowing that my mother couldn't pass this hurdle, I chose to confess.

"You said he confessed to you last night, and you rejected him? Xiaoru, Mom doesn't understand you anymore, what are you thinking? ”

I pulled the corners of my mouth and smiled, "Mom, I'm thirty years old, don't worry about me, I know this matter in my own heart." Don't bother to find anyone for me, I don't have that kind of mind for others. ”

Mom sighed, "Mom knows, from the day I saw him, I knew that you were going to that dead end again." I didn't think about letting you remarry, but did you think about it, and you really want to hang yourself in the same tree? You ...... for him."

"Mom, I'll just get some food, you don't have to make it for me again." I interrupted my mother's words, because I caught a glimpse of Zhou Yu's figure at the kitchen door, he leaned in, met my gaze and said, "Mi Li wants to go out to play." ”

My mother closed her mouth when she heard this, and I silently replied, "Wait for me to eat something." ”

"You haven't eaten yet?" He glanced at the kitchen counter, but spoke to his mother: "Auntie, why don't you let Jia Ru go out to eat, lest you cook again, didn't you tell your uncle where you were going in the afternoon during the meal?" ”

My mother looked at him and then looked at me hesitantly, she didn't know what to do with such a scene.