In the first step of the Spu family's planning, the dungeon wanted to develop into an entertainment city.

However, the construction of the entertainment city affected a wind cave, and the newly built wind cave did not work at all, and the planning of the entertainment city was put on hold.

The role of the Spu family in this is black and white, and it is somewhere in between.

There is no "black" in the world for no reason, and naturally there is no "white" for no reason.

But in this black and white, it exists for a longer time.

There are quite a few "black" people who carry the banner of justice.

These Sang Ziting haven't really come into contact with her, she is just an ordinary person from Lanxing, an ordinary person who loves music and can play some piano music.

Or rather, she felt that she was super far away from these struggles and did not affect her "small interests" at all.

When she thought of where Mu Sangsang came from, she really had a headache, should she go to the whole Rong?

It's a pity that Sang Ziting knows that there are no secrets in the world, and he can't hide for a while. It's still a good job, the day when the original owner's "family" comes to the door.

Maybe when that day comes, I can already face it easily.

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53. Pain

Before falling asleep, Sang Ziting thought that she was still missing that affectionate person, and she still didn't understand why her "mother" would put herself in a welfare home.

Even if she was abandoned, Sang Ziting still missed her a little, she really wanted to have her own mother.

The more she grows up, the more she knows that these painful memories cannot disappear with the passage of time.

On the contrary, these pains are like black holes, which do not disappear but become more and more huge, and they are especially painful to touch.

In the clear blue sky of memory, a pure black hole floated beside the white clouds, and Sang Ziting couldn't turn a blind eye to these painful black holes.

When will I be able to fully embrace these painful black holes and accept these sad memories of the past?

"It was about twenty years later that I could really forgive my mother and accept the fact that I had been abandoned. But, I really don't know, it's just that it still hurts, it hurts......"

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After waking up, Sang Ziting was still very tired, as if he had a dream of sports and fitness, both mentally and physically.

Although the dungeon is safe, Niu E also said that she should stay in the dungeon.

However, this feeling of exhaustion made Sang Ziting decide to return to the Ice and Snow City.

Every moment in the dungeon, just like facing herself with the protective shell removed, the huge black hole could not be ignored, floating directly in her spiritual world.

The little emotions hidden in her spiritual world all bubbled up.

Sang Ziting felt like he was in a fantasy world.

Niu E also understands that many people who have just entered the dungeon will not get used to it, and it will be good to get used to it after a long time.

However, Sang Ziting's situation was different from theirs.

As capable people, they will feel that the sound of the wind cave channels their irritable energy in their mental power.

Sang Ziting, on the other hand, stepped into a world designed for her by the wind cave.

Fengxue obviously wants to fulfill Sang Ziting's heart's wish and let Sang Ziting stay here.

But Feng Xue didn't expect that what Sang Ziting was buried deep in his heart was not a wish, but a black hole of pain.

For Sang Ziting, not painful, temporary forgetting is the greatest relief.

The wind cave dug out the greatest pain she had desperately weakened and forgotten.

"How can there be such a person, she is a person without desires?" The Wind Cave also felt Sang Ziting's pain, and everything she felt in the illusion, the Wind Cave also felt it.

It really hurts, it's like a cocoon of pain, wrapped layer by layer.

In the innermost part of the cocoon, there is a miniature version of Sang Ziting, she is small, she is fragile, and she is pale, curled up and crying silently.

Sang Ziting stood beside this black hole and said to the wind cave that showed her figure, "How can you stop crying?" ”

A wind cave is a plant, like a bellflower and like a vine.

It weakly said, "I'm sorry, I just want you to be happy and stay here and stay here." ”

Sang Ziting couldn't control his tears, sighed faintly, and said to himself: "I thought I had forgotten everything." Unexpectedly, I locked my young self in this black hole. Let her cry and suffer here. ”

What to do? How to solve it, what should be done so that she will stop crying?

"Xiao Sang" wants a mother, a mother who loves her, but that is something that Sang Ziting has never had, how can she give it to "Xiao Sang".

The wind cave plant stayed quietly on the side, and he didn't know what to do.

Most people's wish is to listen to it sing a song, or create an illusion of wealth, power, and beauty.

The first time Feng Xue saw it, Sang Ziting's wish turned out to be not painful, but to stop crying when she was a child.

Fengxue said to himself: Woo, what should I do, it hasn't coaxed the child, isn't it okay if the child isn't delicious?

All kinds of delicacies were placed around Xiao San, and Xiao San was indifferent.

Sang Ziting was almost about to collapse, really a little bit.

Yes, mother, she once had, that woman.

She opened her hands, empty, nothing, but as her hands opened, a familiar old piano appeared in front of her.

The woman.

Sang Ziting hated her good memories, why couldn't she completely forget them?

A pale woman, she slowly wiped the old piano clean, sat down and played a tune.

After discovering Sang Ziting, he beckoned her to sit down beside him and taught her to play the piano.

"Twinkle and twinkle, the sky is full of little stars."

"Hang in heaven and shine like many little eyes."

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The piano music did not stop, Sang Ziting walked to Xiao Sang's side, she used her hands to peel off the black cocoon layer by layer, hugged her little self, and sang softly: "Twinkle and twinkle and sparkle ......"

sang it again and again until Xiao Sang stopped crying and fell into a deep sleep.

Sang Ziting looked at Xiao Sang who was sleeping, and then looked up at the starry sky of the illusion, "Mom, will you see me?" Will you look at me? Do you know what kind of life I'm living now?

Why did you put me down in the orphanage? Why? Why am I still thinking about you, still thinking about you, still thinking about you......"

For Sang Ziting, her greatest pain was caused by her closest people.

She thought she was just in pain, but she didn't expect it to be still in pain.

Sang Ziting wiped away his tears and said to himself: "You are so useless, you only know how to cry, you go to her." Go and find her, find her and ask for clarification. I'm so angry. ”

There is a word, reincarnation. His appearance was eight points similar to that in the Blue Star era, and Sang Ziting didn't believe it was just a coincidence.

That woman should still be alive, Sang Ziting is going to find her and ask for clarification.

The forgotten wind hole was beside her, and she couldn't tell you were angry when she thought about it. Anyway, it didn't fulfill Sang Ziting's wish, "Why don't you say another wish, and after I help you realize it, I'll stay, how about it?" ”

"How are you going to stay?" Wind Cave asked obsessively.

"That's what I want to ask."

Sang Ziting instantly broke away from this illusion.

What kind of ruthless woman would abandon her child, that woman didn't look ruthless, but did something unforgivable.

She is the cruelest person in the world, but Sang Ziting is still thinking about her.