Chapter 135: Redemption
When Mo Ran returned to the arranged rest place, he saw Wang Miaoke waiting by the door.
This is a branded clothing store on the fourth floor. Because it is a brand area, there are few people, so it is relatively clean, and the environment is elegant, but there is no light, and the light is still bright.
Wang Miaoke stood at the door, frowning and looking in one direction with a gloomy expression, and he didn't know what he was worried about.
When Mo Ran looked over, she saw Bai Xinxin sitting on a bench with her legs hugged, showing the sorrow she had never had, as if she was still crying sadly.
And He Hua stood there not far from her, just dumbfounded as if he was stupid, as if he wanted to come forward to comfort, but he didn't know how to comfort him.
"What's wrong with her?"
Mo Ran walked over and asked Wang Miaoke gently.
"Brother Mo, Chen Xinyan, she committed suicide."
"Huh?"
Looking at the face that turned his head and shed sad tears after a sound, Mo Ran was obviously stunned.
He was indeed stunned, and he couldn't even remember who Wang Miaoke was talking about for a while. It took a while to remember that it was the one I met at the subway entrance.
"How did you commit suicide?" Mo Ran's heart seemed to be a little quiet, but he had seen too many such things these days.
"I don't know, it was He Hua who said it, saying that they couldn't find Chen Xinyan when they evacuated here, and then went to find that Gu Sihong, and together they found her body in a room outside, and she had been dead for a long time, she committed suicide by cutting her wrists, and she wrote it on the ground with her own blood: 'I'm sorry'.
Xinxin is very sad and blames herself now, although they often quarrel and look down on each other, but the relationship is really good, they have known each other since elementary school, and they are in the same class.
She said that if she didn't do that, didn't expose Gu Sihong, didn't provoke him, and didn't lure Brother Mo away, he wouldn't hate Brother Mo and wouldn't slander Brother Mo. She wouldn't know, she wouldn't be scolded, she wouldn't have acquiesced in slandering Brother Mo in her heart, and she wouldn't be exposed and pointed at by everyone in the future.
It will not be painful to commit suicide in my heart.
Brother Mo, she is really not a bad girl, but her vanity is too strong, and she has a good heart, and she often helped us out of the siege before, even that day she really wanted to help Xinxin, but the method was wrong, she was too stupid and easy to be deceived, and she was too arrogant. β
"Brother Mo......"
"Huh?"
Wang Miaoke said, as if he was a little sad and expectant, boldly raised his eyes to look at Mo Ran's eyes, and called softly and softly.
"What's wrong? Alas, don't be sad either. That's how the world is. In the future, if you live a more clear life and look at it, you will be able to avoid such things more. β
Mo Ran really felt very sorry when he heard it, every life is so precious, everyone has so many and all kinds of things involved, you can't tell how much pain his heart endures, the confusion and anxiety when he can't get salvation, at this time they often do many wrong things that even they can't predict.
And everyone is likely to be the culprit for him to make such a mistake, the more relatives and people he has come into contact with, the more likely it is.
So he never hates a person easily, even if he can look down on him and kill him if he has to, he will not hate him or slander him.
"We always feel like we can do something for the world, change something, make it less painful, but sometimes when we wake up, we know that we can't do it."
Mo Ran couldn't help but think of this sentence, and let out a long sigh.
"Brother Mo, you won't leave me, you won't want me."
Mo Ran looked at Wang Miaoke, who was subconsciously pulling his clothes, and he really didn't know what to do except smile helplessly. Looking at her, I looked at the fire in my hand as hard as I saw a little girl selling matches.
Is there any other way to answer this? Of course not, so Mo Ran smiled at her, nodded, and touched her head affectionately:
"Unless you don't want me anymore. Well, I have something to tell you. β
"Brother Mo, what's the matter?"
"Do you miss your brother? It may not be two days before we have to go far away, and then we may see them again, if you think of him......"
Before Mo Ran's words were finished, Wang Miaoke's tears flowed out, and his face turned even pale.
"Alas......" Seeing this, how can you still talk about it. Mo Ran just stood like that, gently holding her in his arms, and letting her cry sadly.
That's why it's hard to choose.
Then he just stood and turned his head to look inside from the glass. Because as soon as he came, he heard many voices talking happily inside, including Shen Junqing, so he was a little curious.
Turning his head to look, he found that there were four or five women sitting around and talking happily not far away, Niuniu was teased by them like a baby in the middle and laughed non-stop, listening to it for a while, although it was just some words about maintenance, makeup, beauty, godson, etc., but Shen Junqing seemed to be very happy, maybe Niuniu liked it.
Mo Ran actually knew several people inside, they were all in Shen Junqing's circle, and they had all seen them when they walked with them, although most of them were not familiar with each other before, but they didn't expect to be able to gather so much.
One of them had been seen two days earlier, but by then his painful countenance had faded. If they had only seen her now, no one would have thought that she would have such an experience.
As if feeling the gaze, driven by the stunned and panicked gaze of the woman he had seen, several people looked at it at the same time. Seeing that it was Mo Ran, Shen Junqing's face smiled slightly, and he didn't know if he made a naughty expression because he was happy, which made Mo Ran really speechless, but he was overjoyed in his heart for a moment.
Niu Niu screamed with joy even more inside.
"Mo Ran, you're back."
Except for the one they had seen before, the other women stood up at the same time and spoke diligently, their smiles graceful and charming. Although if Mo Ran was an ordinary person, he would definitely not hear anything.
So Mo Ran just nodded politely gently, signaling that they didn't need to care about him, and turned his head away first.
Looking at Bai Xinxin over there again, she should have sensed that Mo Ran was coming, so she also raised her head and looked over.
Looking at her pale and sad face, especially through her direction, looking at the many people gathered around from below, although they all seemed to be talking to each other and curious to watch something, the bustle made the whole mall seem to return to its original prosperity.
But all of them had a sad face, sighed twice from time to time, and shook their heads helplessly, as if they had a lot of feelings.
"Heh~, this world is really wonderful, who can be the savior? Because no one can save themselves, they need to rely on others to save. If you can't live without someone, human beings are really fun. β
Looking at the gradually darkening sky on the dome, Mo Ran let out a long breath of turbid breath in his heart, but the corners of his mouth smiled helplessly and relievedly.
Listening to Tang Cheng's words, it did cause a lot of ripples in his heart, and at that moment he really had the illusion that he had become a savior.
He wanted to save more people, and he has been doing it since he had the ability, and he is fantasizing that the world will be a little better, even if it is a little change, to become what he wants.
But this is really just a naΓ―ve and arrogant dream.
No one is obligated to pander to you to change, and everyone will have their own standards in their hearts, and everyone will have their own life, not a vassal of any one person.
The world is always changing, and for better or worse, you won't be able to change it. When you say you have to change, it's just your arrogance and selfishness.
Fortunately, he already knew this and saw these scenes, so he could only smile helplessly and a little relieved.
He felt that it was already good now, there was no need to do anything savior, that was done by the true God, it was impossible for one person to do it, and it would make you too tired.
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"There are always a lot of things that go against your imagination......"
"Brother Mo~"
Seeing Mo Ran, He Hua also walked over.
"What, are you still thinking about yesterday?"
"No, I just... Still scared? β
"Hehe~, it's going to get better slowly, it's good to adapt, boys, you always have to do more than others, and the more you do, the more you will understand. In this way, you will be more manly, and there will be girls who like you.
Look at how comfortable Brother Mo is now, and how refreshing he is with a beautiful woman in his arms, I believe you will be able to do it too. β
"Well, I see."
Mo Ran took out a handful and patted him on the shoulder, smiling approvingly on his face. Although I seemed to be a little unhappy in my heart, I smiled seriously.
It's just that his words made Wang Miaoke, who had been crying all the time being held, suddenly blush, struggled to stand away, lowered his head and didn't dare to raise it again, which made Mo Ran almost happy and wanted to laugh.
"Let you cry, look, you're being targeted by the big bad wolf."
Just saw a few people laughing here, but Bai Xinxin's face over there was obviously even paler.
Seeing her like this, Mo Ran shook his head helplessly, but he didn't go over, just said a little louder: "Bai Xinxin, do you want to listen to something interesting here?" β
"Huh? What's up? β
"You'll find out when you come here."
It seemed that he was still a little hesitant, and then after a while, he came over with a twist, as if he wanted to cry.
But Mo Ran didn't pay much attention to it, just looked at her lightly, as if she couldn't bear to speak, and said, "Xiao Ke'er said that you have a big spider in your hair, you deliberately didn't get it down for us to pay attention to." β
"Ah~" Seeing the person who suddenly seemed to have fallen into madness, Mo Ran was a little dumbfounded, and a little gloating.
It's just that the next moment he saw her sitting on the ground hugging her head and crying, which made him a little speechless.
Such a movement immediately attracted the attention of the people inside. Shen Junqing immediately walked out, followed by Niu Niu and the group of women.
"Mo Ran, what's the matter with you, you actually made the girl cry, you can bear you." glanced at Mo Ran, pulled Bai Xinxin up on the ground, and then hugged her in her arms, just like a mother comforting her daughter.
Mo Ran smiled: "I didn't say it, it was Xiao Ke'er who said it." β
"I didn't, sister-in-law, I didn't, I didn't say anything, it was Brother Mo who lied to me." Wang Miaoke immediately defended himself anxiously.
"Huh? Say what to say? Niuniu, who ran out of the house, immediately became curious, it seems that she was really happy just now, and she regained some of her original liveliness.
"Said that little aunt has a big spider on her head, you see, it's a big one, it's still moving."
"Wow! It's really a big one, Sister Bai, you have a big spider on your head. As she spoke, she danced with her hands and gestured as big as a hug.
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Looking at her cute appearance, not to mention the other people who were watching, even Bai Xinxin, who was crying, couldn't cry anymore, and couldn't help laughing, but she seemed to be a little unwilling, glared at Mo Ran fiercely, and immediately buried her head in Shen Junqing's arms again.
Shen Junqing smiled helplessly, glanced at Mo Ran, and shook his head with a smile before saying to Bai Xinxin in his arms:
"I already know everything, don't be sad, it's not all your fault, you also saw it, so you have to be stronger in the future to be worthy of her."
"Hmm."
Then I saw Shen Junqing attached to Bai Xinxin's ear as if he was whispering something, and then I saw Bai Xinxin nodded, her face was slightly red, and she actually stuck out her tongue at Mo Ran and made a grimace, "hum".
This made Mo Ran really helpless.
It's been a bit dull these days, especially when I'm locked up here again, like I've entered a big prison, and I feel a little depressed thinking that I might not be able to make a decision when I'm halfway in, and I'm a little depressed in my heart.
So when I saw Bai Xinxin sitting there as if she was waiting for him to go up to comfort her, she would want to tease her, this girl's scheming was really too heavy, which made him a little unhappy.
Wang Miaoke didn't make a decision in the end, which was something Mo Ran had long expected. It's Shen Junqing, he doesn't have to ask, as long as he looks at her, he knows that she may be extremely reluctant, and she will still agree in the end, but she will definitely be depressed for a long time because of this.
At least there is too much nostalgia here, and he can't abandon it because his life and death are unknown, just from the time he left, he took several group photos with him.
But Mo Ran really wanted to leave here, because there were really not many things worth remembering here, and the good memories he remembered were only one person.
But how could he make a decision at will for the sake of a selfish desire, so he was so hesitant before, and it also bothered him.
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