Chapter 69: Past Events II
Wang Miaoke looked at him tightly, such a fierce thing, such sadness, she never imagined that a person's heart could be so painful, there was no hope at all, and there would be no hope.
It was as if she had forgotten to breathe, and tears had already flowed involuntarily, moistening her lovely face.
She didn't speak, she didn't bother, as if she was also caught in some wonderful scene with Mo Ran's pause, and the pain was unforgettable.
"What a fragile and sensitive person, why is there always so much pain in the world~"
I can't help but cheer him on, let him live strongly, it's always good to live, beauty will definitely come to you, don't be sad, don't be afraid, it will be good...... It's going to be fine......
But how can it be good?
She couldn't imagine it, and she couldn't even understand it, because she had always been so happy since she was a child, but in this person's heart, there seemed to be no happiness except pain.
But it can't be like this, so she thought of her brother......
How she is looking forward to the rest of the story, she even wants to open her mouth to urge him, it must be very beautiful, otherwise how can you achieve the harm you have experienced now.
What kind of brother will that be, and even change a person completely.
Fortunately, just when she was so anxious, Mo Ran's voice sounded again, and Tongli also turned to look at her, she didn't escape his gaze this time, tightly, so seriously.
As if trying to see something in it, or a shadow of the painful figure of the past.
"You must wonder how someone in such a state could become the way I am now."
Looking at Wang Miaoke's expression, the corners of Mo Ran's mouth turned up slightly, as if he admired her performance at this moment.
"Well, I'd love to know, your brother must have come back at some point, right?"
"Yes, he did come back at the happiest and happiest time of my life, and pulled me back into the most painful and happy places."
"Huh? How so? ”
"You know what? How absurd life is. He gives you happiness when you don't want to be happy, and it gives you back pain when you don't want to be miserable.
When you know that you have a terminal illness. No! In fact, it is not a terminal disease, but the high cost of treatment and the low success rate make it a terminal disease.
Do you know that you don't need to blame yourself for not your own reasons, and you can be noble and willing to sacrifice to solve the burden for your family, knowing that there is not much time to live, do you know how relaxed and happy I am in my heart?
Although I need treatment every day, I feel the infinite external pain caused by the treatment of my illness.
But my heart has never been calm, I don't have to think about anything, I don't have to worry about anything, I don't have to worry about people every day, I just need to wait for death slowly, that feeling is really nostalgic.
But this beautiful moment did not last long, and he returned...... with the hope of my family and my infinite joy and pain.
Do you know what kind of image he looks like?
That's right, it's the image that I used to dream of infinitely and thought I would never be able to reach heights.
Dressed in a famous brand, driving a luxury car, full of confidence, and with a beautiful and elegant girlfriend who makes me feel inferior to death.
Although I later learned that he pretended to be at that time, it did not affect the great impact he brought to me at that time.
You can't imagine how surprised I was at the time, and seeing him hit my heart like never before.
Isn't it because I can't do it no matter how hard I try?
But another person from the same background and the same blood did it, and I was even shocked as if I had forgotten all my illnesses and wanted to find a place to hide it from everyone.
But my sick body wouldn't let me do that, so I was humiliated in front of their eyes and left to their laughing. It's like God's punishment for giving up easily.
I clenched my teeth, closed my eyes, and pretended to be asleep, receiving endless humiliation from their gaze and my parents joyfully telling them about my life's humiliation.
But it's strange that at that moment I no longer wanted to die, I even wanted to live, I never had a strong desire to live.
So I wept and wept bitterly, and begged them in humiliation that I wanted to live, and even in the face of their pitiful gaze, I raised my head up at them and begged them bitterly.
Of course they agreed, even if they didn't have that ability.
My brother was even in debt at the time, and was about to use the borrowed money to make a final effort, and all the glamour was only superficial.
But for the sake of my younger brother, who had never had much impression, under my bitter pleading, in order to give me hope, in order to keep me alive, he finally agreed to his original extremely reluctant entry.
You wouldn't have thought of it, yes, who would.
When he took the money to go to school, he actually went to study, but in fact, he just went with the same impulse to change as I did at that time.
Behind the guidance of so many people, if the rebel son will definitely ruin the family style and disgrace the whole village in the future, how can he bear such accusations even if he is only a teenager at the time, even if he has a big heart.
So he made up his mind to leave like me, or even more determined, but at that time, he was just as ignorant as he had not yet gone to the middle school he was studying, and he was deceived.
Then he was sold to a criminal gang to control the mouth of the trade goods, and he had been to many places in the previous three years, almost all over Southeast Asian countries, and the devil knows how much he suffered, but even then he was not discouraged.
He tried to do everything well, even when he knew it was illegal. Gradually, he was appreciated, and he had the foresight to follow a good big brother, and then in just one year he had saved up a fortune that he could not have imagined.
He was only eighteen years old at the time.
But fate played a joke on him again, he thought he could return with the money to glorify his ancestors, but he was betrayed in a transaction that he was about to close.
His boss was killed, not to mention that Qian Lian almost killed people, but fortunately, at the last moment he jumped into the turbulent river and picked up a life.
Like many love stories, the person who rescued him was a very beautiful girl, Vietnamese, very beautiful.
Like all Vietnamese women, they seem to be born with an elegant, demure temperament, and my brother fell in love with her at first sight;
Although she is the daughter of a wealthy businessman, she is completely a white rich and beautiful high-achieving student.
My brother was not only unrich and uneducated, but the confidence, strength and wildness that my brother displayed at that time were the most charming things about a man, and he immediately won her favor.
Ah~, how beautiful that should be, it's really enviable.
I'm afraid I'll never be able to do what he is, that kind of confidence, so careless, I can't help but be fascinated by it, let alone women.
You must be shocked and fascinated by this, he is so tall that I will never be able to look up to him. ”