Holding her in my heart, in my dreams at night, it's all her, tossing and turning, I just feel that life is boring, in fact, where does it come from? It's just that someone is carrying a load.

No matter how tired you are, you have to stay up. There's nothing you can't get by, just take one step further, and you can see spring, right?

Rather than letting others suffer for you, you should be able to enrich yourself. I'd rather suffer silently than let others look at me and be afraid, this kind of psychological burden, and the waste of time with idleness, it is better to hold up a piece of the sky with one hand.

He can't be decadent anymore, the soldiers will come to block, the water will cover the earth, everything can be survived. If you want to get something, you have to give something. No one can give themselves eternal peace, and no one can get used to themselves forever.

He closed his eyes, determined to do something for this new thing. This world has always been a natural selection, the survival of the fittest.

If you are afraid, you can only let others encroach on your territory, but in the end you can't protect anything. If you are brave, you can fight for something.

Tears, silently slipping, these are painful tears, these are tormented tears, he is not convinced, he is handcuffed by fate like this, why didn't he be the master of this fate? Provoke everything, fight against it.

The arrogance in his bones is something that no one can know. With this arrogance, he can get rid of everything, right?

Wait for me, wait for me to return triumphantly, I will set ten miles of red makeup and give you a lifetime of wealth. But please work hard too, so that's the best balance.

The rain fell on the ground, splashing a place of red dust, and because the red dust could not bear the weight of the rain, it finally had to fall heavily on the ground, and had to wait for the next time it dried before it could fly again.

If you are not convinced, you are not convinced, why are you so cowardly, just like this long Qiang flute, endlessly.

Anyway, I don't have peerless glory and wealth, only a couple, and that heart that does not admit defeat, and in the face of the chaos of the world, I strive to open up my own world.

You can do as much as you can, no more, no less, so good.

Pillowed this jade hand, I was in a trance all of a sudden.

The rain hit the lotus leaves, and this quiet voice came, which seemed particularly cold. Hudi, there are no people in the first place, and the open world here makes countless people yearn for it. I don't understand, how much beauty can be worth waiting for.

Before evening, he was able to fall asleep soundly. What can be done? It's all just complaining.

Lingnan, in a carriage, several people slept grogily, Shuangxi slowly opened her eyes, and it took a long time to reflect where she was, she squinted, and saw that her mother was still beside her, and the grandmother was still there, and her uncle was also driving the carriage.

She lifted the curtain of the carriage, and the cold wind immediately made her sober.

"Uncle."

The girl cried out in a clear voice, and suddenly became a little confused.

Lin Zixiang turned around and saw that it was this lovely niece, so he smiled and said, "Double happiness, how is it?" Is this carriage okay? ”

Double Happiness: "It's okay, but I just feel like the whole person is going to fall apart." ”

Lin Zixiang: "No, my uncle is looking at the horse, and I'm afraid that it will break its leg." ”

Double Happiness: "Uncle, I'm homesick." There's no need to worry about it so much, and it's comfortable. ”

Lin Zixiang was stunned for a moment, he seemed to be a little afraid of the hard work of driving the car day and night, but since he had already come, it was better to catch the car.

He said, "Double Happiness has forgotten why you are setting off? If you forget, think about it and I'm sure you'll have a different idea. ”

Shuangxi lowered her eyebrows, she really had to ask herself, why did she set off? Why? She didn't have a precise answer in her mind, she just felt as if she couldn't have too much.

Breathing in the long wind outside, how could she give up?

At the beginning, she was just to see the world, but now it is still in the dark night, and she wants to give up when she can't see the real world, so she hates herself! I hate myself for being inactive, and I hate myself for not being able enough. After all, I'm still not confident enough.

My uncle didn't feel tired after working tirelessly to catch the car, so what about himself? What's the matter if you feel tired while sitting in a carriage?

Hypocrisy! How big is it? Afraid of this? Shuangxi gritted his teeth and smiled again: "Uncle, I know." In fact, I have woven a terrible net for myself, and there is nothing without this. It's because I think too much about myself, we just need to get to Kyushu to win. ”

Lin Zixiang: "The stupid girl will heal herself by herself?" Not bad! It's just that your mind is not mature enough now, and you need to hone more. It's normal to have these fears, but you have to work hard. ”

Double Happiness: "I know my uncle, I will work hard." Uncle too! Uncle is very powerful, and he can also drive the carriage, so that we can sleep in peace. ”

Lin Zixiang: "If you have the opportunity, you have to seize it, otherwise what will you do if you keep it?" Watching others flourish, where can I be willing to fall behind! ”

Shuangxi yawned and said, "Uncle is reasonable, or Uncle is reasonable." ”

Lin Zixiang: "Actually, I think I should send Shuangxi to the school to learn those scriptures, so that Zixi'er will not be confused about her current difficulties." ”

The two talked for a long time, but they slowly watched the sunset set, only the red glow of the sky remained, and the lonely goose flew over the low hills, and bypassed thousands of rivers and mountains, always going back to the place they wanted.

The grandmothers also woke up, and Cuilan, a few people sat up, only to feel that their whole person was in a bumpy, I used to think that riding in the carriage was quite majestic, but now that I think about it, it's nothing more than that!

The point is, you can't get out of the car and walk around yet.

Second grandmother: "Double happiness, when did you get up?" We don't know! ”

Shuangxi looked back and smiled: "We got up a long time ago, but I just think I can't be too noisy, second grandma, are you okay?" ”

Second grandmother: "It's good. ”

Double Happiness nodded, but today's mood is a little not good.

Second grandmother: "What's wrong with you today?" How is it sullen? ”

Shuangxi shook her head, she did feel a little stuffy in her heart, and ...... She also felt a little powerless.

Second grandmother: "Silly girl, but what's on your mind?" Tell grandma, grandma is a person who has come over, maybe she can enlighten you, don't be afraid. ”

Double Happiness seemed to see the light, and then the door of the heart opened.

Shuangxi gently leaned on the second grandmother's shoulder, and then said softly: "Grandma, I want to cry." ”

Second grandmother: "Why? But who made Xi'er unhappy? ”

Double Happiness: "Grandma, I'm afraid of hardship, I want to go home." I want to be alone, no one can find me. ”

Second grandmother: "But you think you're worthless?" Or do you feel small? ”

Double Happiness: "It's too small, nothing, when I get to Kyushu, what can I do?" ”

Second grandmother: "At least, Xi'er is our pistachio." When we are happy together, why should we care about the eyes of others? What's so bad about having your own hands fed and clothed? We don't steal or rob, we come above board, what is there to worry about? ”

Double Happiness: "Grandma, I want to create more things, I want to be a useful person." ”

Second grandmother: "Don't be afraid, we'll all be by your side." When you feel depressed, you often look at the sky, this day is so vast, can't you accommodate your grievances? ”

Double Happiness: "Accommodating my grievances? Second grandma, what is my grievance? I don't think it's good enough for the whole world. ”

Second grandmother: "Then you just think of yourself as a grass, isn't it?" We don't stay together to fly like birds. We're just here to live. ”

Double Happiness silently pronounced "alive", just to live. Because there are too many troubles in life, they are all in good health now, compared to those dissipated souls, what can they be afraid of?

In the end, it's still too much of an eye on the unexpected world. Actually, just be yourself.

After a long time, when she left the shoulders of the second grandmother, the placket of the second grandmother's clothes had been wet with the tears of double happiness, she really felt very bitter, very bitter, perhaps, doing nothing is also bitter.

The second grandmother wiped the tears off her face in distress, and then smiled: "Don't cry, this is the pain of growing up." It's painful to grow, but it's definitely not a broken wing. This is to allow us to adapt to the speed of the wind and then fly. ”

Double Happiness: "But didn't grandma just say that we are grass?" ”

The second grandmother was amused by her, and the sad atmosphere between the two finally eased a lot. How do they not know that the most important thing between people is this friendship.

Above the green hills, the green water flowed straight down, and the huge water splashed white waves, and the extremely beautiful moment was only a moment. They themselves understand that the clouds in the sky will not stay there forever.

And they can't be slumped because of a setback. With tears in my eyes, I want to persevere. Don't cry, don't make trouble, stop being hypocritical, that's the best way, isn't it?

Thinking about those beautiful moments, and feeling the current unhappiness, this huge gap makes her feel tired.

Second grandmother: "Xi'er? What are you thinking about? Grandma thinks that you are not only afraid of this Kyushu, but there are other reasons that are bothering you, right? ”

Double Happiness: "No, grandma, I'm fine!" ”

Second grandmother: "Looking into grandma's eyes, can you say it again?" ”

Double happiness: "Second grandmother ......." ”

Double Happiness was a little tired, but he didn't want to sleep. In her life, one is far away and the other is him.

That he, who had given her the best expectations, was without him, only waiting endlessly.

She knew now that even if she tried her best to keep him, it would be useless. He is the wind, and the clouds themselves, and the clouds chase the wind, how stupid is that?

I didn't expect my life to be so vulnerable. She cried and laughed, laughed and cried, wanted to hug him so much, hugged him into his arms, and let it be right or wrong, she wanted to stay by his side.

Perhaps, she now understands why the children in Liuyetun are so afraid of being sent to someone else's house to raise, and now, only she is experiencing it, this kind of emotion is really too torturous.

Double happiness: "Second grandma, you said that if you love someone, can you really endure the difference in the sky?" ”

Second grandmother: "Not necessarily, some people can, some people can't." Then it will be necessary to see what the situation is now. If he is your love, you are willing to let him go. ”