Chapter 357: If
Maybe it was better after saying it, or maybe it was a friend by his side, and finally, Jin Xuan fell asleep.
After such a toss, Lu Zhewu couldn't sleep a little, he turned his head to look at Jin Xuan, because the lights were out, he couldn't see anything, but when he heard his steady breathing, he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.
Jin Xuan told him about his dreams just now, what he didn't tell Jin Xuan was that he actually had some dreams.
But those dreams, none of which had anything to do with them, were his own.
In the dream, he did not meet Jinxuan, let alone Su Jinyu, he was left in the town, and his brother was in the capital, serving the six princes.
Without his brother to follow, although he went to study every day, he didn't have much thought, and it was not good to return to his residence, whether it was to eat, drink, or anything else.
The subordinates took the money given by their brother, but very little was spent on him, and most of it was left by themselves.
They were afraid to tell their brother themselves, so they often frightened him.
In fact, he wouldn't tell his brother at all, because he and his brother had become very alienated because of many things.
The days went by like this, and he secretly swore in his heart that if one day, when he grew up and could resist, he would definitely make the group of subordinates who bullied him regret it.
However...... Suddenly, one day, he got the news that when his brother was doing something for the six princes, something happened to him, and there was no corpse left.
Even though there is a gap between the brothers, but after all, they are brothers, he is very sad, and he can't even believe it, he really wants to find it himself, and he has to see his brother's body with his own eyes to believe that he is really gone.
But he was still young, and those who took care of him also got the news, so naturally they wouldn't let him go.
He was locked up, he couldn't even go to study, and he ate and drank leftovers, not even as good as a dog.
The death of his brother hit him hard, he was sick, but no one cared, and in the end, he died in the room where he was locked.
And after that...... He seemed to have become a ghost, wandering around the world, and he saw the disgust of those who knew he was dead.
I also saw that they were not even willing to buy him a coffin, so they directly rolled a straw mat and threw him into the barren mountains.
Seeing that they wanted to sell the house and divide the money.
See...... The brother returned and avenged him.
It turned out that he didn't really die because the six princes heard someone instigating him to get rid of him, and he avoided him.
His body had already been eaten and could not be recovered, so his brother built a mound for him and left the town.
Later, the elder brother defected to others, who are now the emperor, and they defeated the six princes with great difficulty and got the world.
He didn't know what would happen after that, because at that time, he woke up.
Although everything is different from the dream now, after waking up, he still feels palpitations.
He couldn't help but wonder, if he hadn't met Jin Xuan and Xiaohuzi at the beginning, would everything be like in a dream?
But he didn't say anything, including his brother.
Until today, when he heard Jin Xuan talk about his dream, he suddenly thought of this nightmare that he had sealed in his heart.
So I couldn't help but think that if Jin Xuan's dream developed as he dreamed, then his own experience would probably develop like his dream.
He wouldn't have touched Jin Xuan, and he wouldn't have lived to this point.
When I think about it this way, I feel a little magical.
Because Jin Xuan's life did not develop according to his nightmare, and his own life, like him, did not develop according to the nightmare.
But between them, they have one thing in common, that is, they all have nightmares.
Jin Xuan beside him turned over, as if he had dreamed of something interesting, and grinned.
Lu Zhewu heard it, even if he didn't know the content, he still laughed along with Hehe, turned over and closed his eyes.
Soon, he also fell asleep.
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"Jinxuan!" The exclamation came, and Su Jinyu sat up from the bed suddenly.
She had a nightmare, so much so that she woke up, and Yan Yu beside her also woke up because of her exclamation.
Xiao Yu'er seemed to be about to wake up, Yan Yu got up and went to his little bedside, and coaxed him softly, letting him fall asleep again.
"What's wrong?" Back at the bedside, Yan Yu asked with concern.
"It's nothing, it's just a nightmare." Maybe it's because of the connection between sisters and brothers, or maybe it's because she always thinks about Jinxuan in her heart, Su Jinyu has a dream similar to Jinxuan.
In the dream, she did not become Su Jinyu, everything was seen with the attitude of a bystander.
She saw the death of the original Su Jinyu, and saw everything that happened to Jinxuan, including what he told Lu Zhewu about his early death.
"Everything in the dream is reversed, isn't it all fine now?" Hearing Su Jinyu talk about her dream, Yan Yu was relieved.
"Yes, fortunately, everything is fine now." If she had been before, she would really be just a bystander in a dream, and she might have sympathized with the siblings, and there would be no aftermath after that.
But it was precisely because she became Su Jinyu and established a relationship with them that everything in the dream became palpitations.
However, unlike Jin Xuan, there were things related to Yan Yu in her dreams.
But she also dreamed of Yan Yu helping Jinxuan bury the original Su Jinyu.
In her dream, because he was a bystander, and that Su Jinyu was dead, he didn't marry a wife and was alone all his life.
But he also saved Pei Yi, helped Pei Yi, and met Lu Zhewen.
It can be said that Yan Yu in the dream has lived a boring and monotonous life, unlike now, with a wife, children and family.
Su Jinyu thought that if Yan Yu was given a choice, he would probably choose to be like this, marry her, have a small family with her, and then develop little by little.
And not like she dreamed of.
"What's wrong?" Seeing that she didn't speak for a long time, Yan Yu asked again, so Su Jinyu said something related to him in her dream.
"Well, if I had to choose, I would still be willing to choose everything in reality now, and I don't want to be the same as in your dreams."
After hearing what Su Jinyu said, Yan Yu immediately responded.
But how many of those who have experienced warmth are willing to return to the dark and sad darkness?
"Sleep, it's just a dream, everything is real now, we're all right."
Holding her in his arms and kissing her on the forehead, Yan Yu lowered his voice.
Su Jinyu answered and closed her eyes again.
Dreams are just dreams, and since she has come to this era, maybe everything has its own providence in the dark.
Or maybe it was providence that brought her here and changed everything that would have happened.
Everything is fine at the moment, and she believes that it will get better and better.
Listening to Su Jinyu's breathing become longer again, Yan Yu also closed his eyes.