Chapter 340: Quarrel 2
Women are like this, once they are touched by fragile nerves, they become prickly and irrational.
Xiao Chanhuan is a woman, although in a strict sense, she can only be regarded as a girl now, but the aura commonality between the same sex is always the same.
Xiao Chanhuan is not exempt from vulgarity.
Obviously, at the beginning, she made up her mind to admit her mistakes sincerely, let Niu vigorously dissipate her anger, and then the two reconciled and continued to live a sweet life.
But when Niu Dali said that he missed the days when he fled the famine more in the past, and missed her hiding behind him and relying on him wholeheartedly, her mentality began to collapse.
In Xiao Chanhuan's heart, there has always been a very serious heart disease.
That is-does Niu Dali like her, or the former Chanchan?
As a thief who steals other people's bodies and steals other people's feelings, she is shameless, she has no confidence!
So she didn't want Niu Dali to call her Chanchan again, because that wasn't her name at all, she was Xiao Chanhuan, not Xiao Chanchan!
She is Huahua, not Chanchan, she knows it very well, but does Niu Dali know?
No, he doesn't know.
He thought that Chanchan was Huahua, and Huahua was also Chanchan.
No one had ever told him the difference, and he didn't know the difference from beginning to end.
Xiao Chanhuan suddenly felt very sad, she was like a clown jumping off the beam, living in the shadow of others.
She can't find her true self, in order to please Niu Dali, she actually restrained a lot of her own character, because she was afraid of being discovered and abandoned.
She learned to hide, she learned to endure, she learned to compromise.
She even put on a shell named Chanchan with her own hands, pretending to be her.
It's a pity that the fake is always the fake, no matter how she learns and how she disguises, the fake is always fake, she is not Chanchan after all, and she can't do Chanchan's wholehearted dependence on Niu Dali.
She has an independent personality, she has a proper plan, she has a clear understanding, and she still has a heart that wants to be strong...... hearts.
The so-called relying on mountains and mountains, relying on water flow, relying on trees to burn......
Everything is unreliable, only relying on yourself is the most real.
If you become stronger, you can not only become your own backer, but also rely on others occasionally, what's the difference?
Xiao Chanhuan has a knot called "Chanchan" in her heart, and if this knot is not untied for a day, it will always be her heart disease.
But if you want to untie this knot, the prerequisite is to tell Niu Dali that she is not Xiao Chanchan, she is Xiao Chanchan, she is Huahua, a wisp of ghost from the 21st century, a poor worm caught by others, and a bully who forcibly occupied his little wife's body......
But can Xiao Chanhuan say these words?
No, she can't, and she can't.
Niu Dali had taken root in her heart, and the roots were holding her tightly and deeply; Blooming, flowers blooming beautiful and fragrant; After bearing fruit, the taste of the fruit is sweet, sour, astringent, bitter and spicy......
Frankly, it's impossible.
If you don't confess, you can only keep it hidden, which means that Niu Dali will always use her as a stand-in for the little girl Chanchan.
Knot. It's a dead knot.
As long as Xiao Chanhuan still has an interesting memory of Niu Dali, it is impossible for her to untie this knot with her own hands, so the misunderstanding and jealousy can only continue.
Xiao Chanhuan's sudden anger, like a blow to the head, hit Niu Dali's head in a daze, making his expression slightly stunned.
Flower......
Are you yelling at him? Angry with him?
Niu Dali is a little unsure.
Because it was the first time Xiao Chanhuan was angry with him and yelled at him, Niu Dali didn't react for a while, so he missed the best time to explain, so that Xiao Chanhuan's inner brain supplement spread, and the more hollow her heart became.
Xiao Chanhuan said to Niu Dali with red eyes: "I know you like me before, but I have changed, now is now, before is before, we are two different individuals!" If you can't accept me now, I want to be stronger, I want to be more independent, I can't rely on you wholeheartedly, then you, you, you ......"
“…… You can choose to give up on me."
With the remaining words, Xiao Chanhuan couldn't say them anyway.
The words were not spoken, but the tears fell first.
One after another, big tears slipped from the corners of her eyes and smashed on the back of Niu Dali's hand, burning his hand and irritating his heart even more.
Niu Dali is a little unclear.
…… What's wrong with Flowey?
Why did Flowey cry ...... suddenly?
Niu Dali felt a little dazed.
Obviously, he was discussing that Xiao Chanhuan didn't care for her body and overdrew her mental power to hurt herself, but the painting style suddenly deviated from the direction.
Do you like her before, or do you like her now?
Is this kind of question still to be asked?
Of course, I liked it before and now, it's obviously her, so why do you have to divide the past and the present?
Niu Dali can't understand Xiao Chanhuan's brain logic, but there is one thing he understands.
Xiao Chanhuan is in a very bad mood, she is very angry and sad now, and it seems that there are more angry emotions than sad emotions.
…… But why?
Just because he said that he missed the days of escaping the famine even more?
Is there any necessary connection and logical relationship between this?
Niu Dali doesn't understand very well.
But living with Xiao Chanhuan for a long time has made him know enough about her temperament, and he may be able to notice some things that she herself has not yet realized.
Niu Dali keenly found that Xiao Chanhuan was very angry now, if he still wanted a good result, then it was best not to step on the thunder.
The first priority at the moment is to coax the angry Huahua, as for other things......
Forget it, let's coax the angry Huahua first.
"I didn't." Niu Dali tried to justify: "I didn't like you before, but I don't like you now, both you are you, I like both." ”
Xiao Chanhuan looked at Niu Dali with tears in her eyes, her eyes hinting at despair.
Niu Dali was taken aback by Xiao Chanhuan's gaze, and didn't understand why she looked at her with such desperate eyes.
Niu Dali almost immediately judged that there must be something he didn't know, and he wanted to ask, but Huahua was in a very bad mood at the moment, and he couldn't ask.
And he still has a faint worry and fear, afraid that once he asks, his relationship with Huahua will never go back to the past.
Niu Dali can't bear that kind of consequence.
So he would rather not ask than risk losing Xiao Chanhuan.
"That's good!"
Xiao Chanhuan wiped her tears, sobbed and asked, "You said you didn't, then you tell me, do you like me now, or do you like me in the past?" ”
A drop of cold sweat slipped down Niu Dali's forehead.
He felt the aura of murder coming towards him.
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