Chapter 98: What is happiness
"Lan'erwa, Aunt Gen knows that you are one in a hundred female dolls, and she has always had a heart for the eldest son of the Li family, this Li family likes you so much, the grandmother of the Li family heard me say that she wants you to be with her eldest grandson, so happy Needless to say, it is Li Yunfeng's kid, who feels that he is still young, and he is focused on the affairs of the village and the family, and he doesn't want to get married so soon. Or do you wait and see? If you meet someone you agree with during this period, also tell Aunt Gen that Aunt Gen will call the shots for you, and then tell Li Yunfeng and let you pick him hard. ”
Aunt Gen tactfully told Li Lan'er about Li Yunfeng's unwillingness to marry Li Lan'er.
"Why, he doesn't want to?"
Li Lan'er was not ambiguous at all.
"Uh, yes. Ahem, this kid, who do you really think you are, isn't he just a village technician, Lan'er, we don't have to find him in the future, I regret it! ”
Aunt Gen was worried that Li Lan'er would be sad.
"Aunt Gen, I understand Li Yunfeng's thoughts, I don't marry him."
Who knew that after Li Lan'er figured out the situation, she didn't feel a little sad and sad, but looked at Aunt Gen with a smile on her face and said that the tone was more resolute than when Li Yunfeng refused to marry her. Li Yunfeng's attitude, Li Lan'er was prepared, but her plan to marry Li Yunfeng was not a matter of one or two days, her own happiness, she had to fight for herself.
When Aunt Gen saw Li Lan'er's resoluteness, she liked this girl even more, and she was so happy in her heart, she knew that this thing would definitely be done. She asked Li Lan'er to tell her grandmother the Li family.
Li Lan'er immediately ran to Li Yunfeng's house, and in front of Grandma Li and Li Yunfeng, she said bluntly:
"Grandma, I have already thought about it, I am the eldest grandson and daughter-in-law of your Li family, except for Li Yunfeng, I will not marry anyone."
She then turned her face to Li Yunfeng and said:
"Yunfeng, what kind of person are you, I understand, what kind of person I am, you know, I understand your heart, I don't mind, you don't have to have any mental burden, I like you, so many years, you must know, I also know why you refuse to marry me, but I don't care, I just want to be with you, live a good life, take care of grandma, take care of my younger brothers and sisters, and make this day more and more beautiful." As for you, I don't care what you think, what you do, or how you treat me. ”
When Li Lan'er said this, the grandmother of the Li family had already gone to the village chief's house to chat with the village chief's daughter-in-law happily with a puff fan.
Seeing that Grandma Li also went out, and there was no one else in the house, Li Yunfeng lowered his head and was silent, Li Lan'er continued:
"I know, you like grass in your heart, I've always known it, but when did I mind? I don't ask you to love me, as long as you don't hate me, and are willing to eat at the same table and work in the same field as before, won't it? I've been helping you do this mess at home for almost ten years, who else knows better than me and can stand up to you? ”
"You are bitter in your heart, I understand, but if you don't marry me and find a random woman, do you think I won't be bitter? Are you sure you'll be able to get along with that woman? At that time, the chickens and dogs at home will be noisy, which will not let you worry, and it will also make grandma and younger siblings feel more at ease. ”
Li Lan'er can be said to be reasonable, and every sentence is poked in Li Yunfeng's heart. She finally emphasized:
"Yunfeng, you have loved, so I think you know what love is, you let the grass go, for the sake of this family, can you blame the grass for half a point? You don't, you want her to be happier, that's love, you know, right? I'm the same, I love you, so I'll never force you, I also like grass, I hope you can be together, but now I can't, why can't you think about me? I just want to be happy if I can see you every day. In this life, women don't all pay for their family and their men, I just want to give to you, I don't want to give to anyone. We are together, at least the family is at ease, and it will also make Cao'er rest assured in the future, if she sees that you find someone casually one day, and you don't have a comfortable life, she is such a smart person, can she not know anything, can she live her own life well? If you don't come back to plow the field with you one day, and give up her bright future, will you feel at ease? ”
Li Lan'er's words completely convinced Li Yunfeng. Indeed, to get rid of the ideological burden of sorry Li Lan'er, there is indeed no one more suitable to marry him than Li Lan'er. When they get married, they can make the two families happy and well, and they can also completely blindfold the grass.
"Just"
Li Yunfeng looked up at Li Lan'er, and instantly felt as helpless as a lost child. And she was so excited that her face turned red, it was not easy for a big girl to confess her feelings so bluntly.
"Yun Feng, don't you still understand my words and my heart? You don't have to worry, you don't have to feel any guilt. Not only do I not blame you, but I also have to thank you for the rest of my life for keeping me with you. You put the grass at ease, I only take care of you and this family, if you give up the grass like this, I still think you are unkind, but if I don't go with you, won't I also suffer for the rest of my life?! ”
Li Yunfeng's heart was churning.
He was grateful to Li Lan'er, but he remembered that he had to really say goodbye to Cao'er in his life, and this marriage was no longer the same as before, he and her were different, and he couldn't help but feel like a knife.
What is happiness? He couldn't understand that he thought that the sacrifice he had been giving for his family in the past should also be regarded as a choice for happiness, but did he really feel happy?
The answer, too, is yes. Yes, he feels happy, his family is not broken because of him, his younger brothers and sisters are all good at studying, and he will find them a sister-in-law, which can make their home more like a home, and he is content. As the eldest son, as the eldest brother, as the eldest grandson, he did everything that should be done. If he decides to marry Li Lan'er, then he will definitely be good to her, he can't love her, but he can let her get his respect and love as a family, and it's also good, isn't it? As for him and Cao'er, if he does this, Cao'er will be happier, compared to the pain the size of an ashtray in his heart, what is it?
So, Li Yunfeng and Li Lan'er set a wedding date under the mediation of Uncle Gen and Aunt Gen.
But getting married is a major event in life after all, no matter what Li Yunfeng and Li Lan'er are in mood, and no matter what Cao'er's mood is, this invitation still has to be given to Cao'er. In this way, let's forget each other's hearts and minds. Li Yunfeng acquiesced to Li Yunhe to find the Yunfeng sisters and brothers, and by the way, he asked him to bring an invitation.
Li Yunhe did not say that he saw Yun Feng and Jun Sheng that day. It's just that when he left that day, Yun Feng asked him to bring a white porcelain rabbit to Li Yunfeng and Li Lan'er as a wedding gift. Yun Feng means that no matter what, these two people are his classmates after all, and the marriage of classmates is a happy event that needs to be celebrated. Of course, she didn't celebrate in person, so she used this rabbit to show her heart. She also hopes that Li Yunfeng can understand his mind through this rabbit as a wedding gift, treat Li Laner well, and live a happy life.
When Li Yunhe delivered the rabbit to his eldest brother Li Yunfeng, a very strange look flashed on Li Yunfeng's face. The reason why it is strange is because in Li Yunhe's eyes, it is obvious to see the look on the face of the eldest brother, but what the eldest brother is thinking, whether he is happy or sad, he can't see it. He recalled that this rabbit was indeed delicate and cute, and its movements seemed to be looking for food, which was extremely vivid. Could it be that the eldest brother is just happy because it was given by Sister Cao'er? He shook his head, still unable to understand the intention of Sister Cao'er and the mood of the eldest brother when he received it.
But Li Yunfeng understands, he understands the whole meaning of Cao'er giving him this rabbit. He will do it too. What he is guarding now is the happiness of himself and Li Lan'er's family, plus Cao'er.