When the car finally drove back to the nursing home, I saw Yang Jing and the Zhou brothers waiting at the door, and as soon as the car stopped, they rushed to it. I sat in the car and watched as they lifted people out of the back seat.

Perhaps out of nervousness about Zhou Yu, no one noticed that I was still sitting in the car from beginning to end.

Someone came up and knocked on the window, it was Eva. She asked me why I didn't get out of the car, and I smiled wryly at her, not because I didn't want to get out of the car, but because I had just driven back and my highly concentrated concentration made my whole body tense to the point of stiffness, and it was difficult to move my legs and feet.

Eva pressed my legs and soothed my nerves before helping me out of the car.

Wandering inward, it's not to blame that they didn't take care of me, but because I didn't have the extra energy to care about others just now. Zhou Yu was silent when he got to the back, and he didn't react when he was carried out of the car just now, and the situation obviously became very bad.

When I arrived in the ward, I saw Zhou Liang and Zhou Nian standing outside the glass wall with heavy faces, and Yang Jing was alone in the examination room, and it was obvious that Zhou Yu was sent into the instrument again.

When I dragged my heavy steps to the glass wall, Zhou Nian suddenly spoke: "You don't need to feel guilty, in fact, this is an operation that has been scheduled a long time ago." I rolled my eyes in shock, not understanding what he meant: "What did you say?" ”

"Before you came, the operation was scheduled for tonight."

I was shocked, looked at his cold side face in disbelief, and questioned, "Didn't you still do the treatment in it yesterday?" ”

"Upfront treatment is a must before surgery."

The ...... "Why didn't you stop him when he offered to go out in the afternoon?" ”

Zhou Nian said: "If this is his last wish before the operation, we have no reason to stop it." ”

Hearing this, I suddenly became angry, "Zhou Nian, what are you talking nonsense? What is the last wish, how can his brain disease be as serious as you say? ”

"Jia Ru," Zhou Nian called my name lightly, "you know what? The most terrible thing about this disease is not the deterioration of the cells, but the absence of warning. At that time, whenever my mother felt pain or anything, the old man and I could not ignore it, until she suddenly collapsed, and then realized that the disease was like a mountain. ”

I stumbled, my legs trembled and I almost fell, but Zhou Nian reacted quickly and asked, "Are you okay?" ”

But I was deaf by this time, just staring at the machine that closed the person and muttering, "He's still lying to me......"

"The third child didn't lie to you, he just chose to avoid it. He doesn't want you to be anxious all the time, and wants to give you as much ...... as possible in the last hour."

"Don't say the last!" I roared and interrupted Zhou Nian, "He just had surgery, not as serious as you said." ”

Zhou Nian was silent.

At this time, Yang Jing suddenly picked up the walkie-talkie and was talking: "The operation time must be advanced, Ah Liang, you go and notify all the doctors to come over." Zhou Liang rushed out without saying a word, and Yang Jing said again: "If you come in, there is a sterile suit by the door." ”

When I put on my sterile gown, I heard the sound of the glass door and I could push it open and enter.

Yang Jing handed over a piece of paper, "This is the surgical consent form, you are Zhou's wife, and you have to sign it." ”

When I reached out to pick it up, my hand trembled slightly, and the terms were in English, similar to the consent form I had signed before the raw rice. In fact, at this time, my whole scalp was tingling, and I heard myself ask, "What are the chances of a successful surgery?" ”

Yang Jing was silent for a moment, and replied truthfully: "Thirty percent." ”

I shook my body and asked, "What if the surgery fails?" Is it to stay the same or ...... Worse? ”

"This is a brain surgery, I don't need to say much about the dangers, you should also know, and I can't tell you what will happen after the operation, I need to be observed later."

"So what if I don't agree to this surgery? Can I continue to use medication for conservative treatment? ”

Yang Jing: "You have also seen Zhou's situation, he will have lesions due to a very small cold, and even a small wound may cause infection and mutate his brain cells and tissues. Now the effect of the new drug we have developed can only delay the effect for the time being, and it cannot effectively treat him, and although this machine can perform minimally invasive laser surgery on him, you should have known about the damage last night. Human functions are limited, and when they are exhausted, they are powerless to return to heaven. ”

So, surgery became inevitable? I should have realized that he had shaved his hair, but he fooled me into saying that it was for the treatment in this machine. I believed what he said, but in fact, with the advanced technology of this instrument, all the cells and tissues in the human brain can be illuminated, so why should it be affected by hair?

and Zhou Nian and Zhou Liang's reactions after seeing me, including Yang Jing, all of them told me that they were hiding secrets. But I was swayed by Zhou Yu's "confession"! Zhou Nian is right, Zhou Yu didn't lie to me, so many things he told me were true, but he was avoiding the operation and didn't mention a word to me!

As I took the pen and signed it, tears welled up in my eyes and fell onto the paper. Yang Jing sighed lightly on the side: "When the operation is carried out, the family members have to wait outside. ”

I turned around stiffly and walked out mechanically, and when I walked to the door, I heard Yang Jing say behind me, "Jia Ru, believe me." ”

After thinking about it, he didn't look back, "If he wakes up during the operation, you tell him, I won't forgive him again." ”

Walking out of the examination room, I walked straight out of the room. But looking left and right at the corridor, I didn't know where I was going, and I wanted to leave, but my feet still consciously sat down in the chair in the corner.

The reason why Yang Jing was asked to relay "I won't forgive him" is because I want him to keep a knot in his heart, so that even if he is on the verge of danger, he can still have a thought. Instead of making him feel that everything was arranged, even ...... My fear of driving has to use himself to force me to face it! Zhou Gongjin, do you think you can rest assured?

I wiped my face hard, and wiped my tears and snot on my body casually, by this time I had already disregarded my image.

Not far away, Zhou Liang led a group of doctors or nurses in white coats to hurry, and no one paid attention to me when they passed in front of me. Watching them walk into the room, I cleared my mind and waited.

I said to myself: You have been waiting for him for so many years, why are you afraid to wait for this moment?

"Why don't you go in here?" A voice came from overhead, breaking my silence. Slowly looking up, I saw Zhou Liang approaching with a suspicious expression, and I asked, "Is the operation over?" ”

When the voice came out, I realized that I didn't have to scream, and my voice would become hoarse.

Zhou Liang shook his head, "Not yet." He raised his hand and unconsciously gestured twice in the air before saying: "It's too boring to wait inside, I don't have the boss to calm down, I feel that the longer the third child enters there, the more irritable he becomes, and then he is driven out by the boss." ”

The expression on his face was curt, and there was worry in his eyes that could not be hidden. I looked at it silently for a moment and then lowered my head again, intending to continue to settle down, but Zhou Liang sat down on the chair next to me, and he asked, "Why do you uncharacteristically ignore the third child?" ”

I asked back, "Does he need me to ask?" I've thought of everything, so why do I need to worry about it? ”

Zhou Liang said: "Don't complain about the third child, I don't know what he thinks in his heart, anyway, he has no bad intentions towards you." ”

Hearing this, I chuckled, and Zhou Liang asked curiously, "What are you laughing at?" ”

"I laugh at you for doing so many things one by one under the banner of being good for me, but have you ever asked me if the client wants to? If he had been good for me, he would have completely disappeared from my life, and should not have reappeared in my life, so why should I experience everything now, now? ”

Zhou Liang was blocked and speechless.

"Actually," I said slowly, "after all, he just wasn't reconciled. "I am unwilling to be gradually forgotten by me, unwilling to be unwilling that he desperately wants to come out of me, but he wants to be separated from me forever. Even though he knew that he might follow in his mother's footsteps, he still did not hesitate to come and disturb my life, and did so many things for me, nothing more than - so that I will never forget him for the rest of my life.

This person has always been upright, full of a sense of justice, righteous to friends, and affectionate to his family, but only for me, he is relied on, and he has no bottom line. I can't do anything about him, and even if I say I won't forgive him for the rest of my life, I won't be able to get around him in the end.

Zhou Liang said: "Maybe, the third child is an outlier in our family. Even if you are as old-fashioned as the boss, you have had one or two girlfriends before you got acquainted with your sister-in-law in college, so I don't need to mention it, but that kid is the only one who has recognized you Jia Xiaoru since he was a child. So what thoughts he has about you, it really can't be inferred by ordinary people, no one would have thought that he could self-destruct again and again in order to remember you, and it's my fault to say it, if I didn't let you go to see him that year, maybe he might not be able to remember anything in his life, at least he can live to the age of the queen mother, not ......"

Zhou Liang did not continue to say the following words, but the meaning was clear.

Zhou Yu is only thirty-three years old, whether it is compared to Zhou's mother or their aunt, it should not be his age.

I nodded: "It's true that you shouldn't let me see him, if not, then I'll be gone at most." ”

Zhou Liang's eyes flashed with anger when he heard me say this, and he glared at me fiercely and asked, "Why are you so ruthless?" I turned my eyes to him and asked word by word, "Then aren't you cruel to me?" ”

"The third child is just a ......"

"Love me?" I sneered, not wanting to argue with it anymore.

It was boring to me, and Zhou Liang didn't leave, just sat beside me. I hate him for being noisy, so if he shuts up, he can calm down and empty his mind, and his mind will not have so many ups and downs.

But Zhou Liang didn't seem to intend for me to meditate, he was silent for a moment and then he said to himself: "The third child, the third child, it's not that I don't help you, you should come out to cook your own trouble." This time, your Jia Xiaoru won't let you go through the door so easily, the premise is that you must come out, you know? ”

Listening to his words, I didn't move, I just turned my face to face him, "Zhou Liang, do you know what kind of choice we are making today?" ”

Zhou Liang was stunned, looking confused, not understanding why I suddenly asked such a question.

I smiled lightly and continued to whisper: "We often say that we should give more choices in life, but do you know what choice is? One right plus one wrong, that's not called a choice, no one will choose that wrong. The real choice is that both are right, which one you should choose is better, and both are wrong, and you should choose which one we can bear the price behind it. Because, when you find out that time is a thief, it has already stolen all your options. ”

Zhou Liang frowned, "I still don't understand what you're trying to express." ”

I got up and left a message: "He'll understand." ”

When I walked more than ten steps, Zhou Liang asked behind: "Where are you going?" I didn't answer him.

I drove away Zhou Yu's car, sometimes it's so wonderful, when I drove back, my whole body was so tense that my muscles stiffened, and I was able to easily get started with it again. Even though the fear in my heart was still there, I was able to suppress it and overcome it.

So there's really nothing you can't take a step on, as long as you're willing to take that step.

Zhou Gongjin, do you understand this truth?

I drove back into town and found the small hotel I had stayed in a few years ago from memory. The owner didn't remember me, but I did remember him, chubby and friendly.

Seeing me staying at the hotel so late, he immediately greeted me warmly and arranged the check-in procedures.

From the time I walked into this small hotel to the time I took a shower and lay down to sleep, it was only half an hour, which shows that the pace of my life is quite fast. It's just that the planned arrangement that you should fall asleep in five minutes has not been realized.

I closed my eyes and all kinds of hypnosis, but I couldn't sleep. Later, I calmed down and simply opened my eyes until dawn.

The small inns have wooden floors, so you can hear the sound of tapping and tapping outside the door when the sky is dark. I didn't move, and I could count the time I could tell that it was about twenty-one steps from the door of my room to the stairs, and among the people walking around was a couple, three children, and an old man.

really discovered another talent of his own, and he actually has the ability to listen to voices and distinguish positions.

The sunlight peeked through the cracks in the curtains, and I turned my eyes to see it, and it was slightly glaring. At this time, the mobile phone next to the pillow suddenly vibrate, and even my heart trembled, so I turned sideways and picked up the phone and pressed the answer button to my ear.

When I put it down, there were tears in the corners of my eyes.