Chapter 75: We Are Different

Jia Duo didn't knock on the bathroom door immediately to persuade Caifeng, she was thinking about what Shen Qingxi said on the phone just now.

She hadn't heard Shen Qingxi's voice for almost three months. On the other end of the phone, Shen Qingxi called softly: "Good couple! Her throat choked. She endured it without squeaking, because she was afraid that she would blurt out Shen Qingxi "Mom". This title has been called thousands of times in her heart. The earliest was when Shen Qingxi returned to Suzhou, she called Shen's mother on her lips and her mother in her heart; Later, when Shen Qingxi didn't come, she called in a dream. Instead of saying as she said when she first laughed at herself, she couldn't scream.

This kind of situation happened after Jia Couple knew her true identity four years ago, so Shen Qingxi was used to Jia Couple's silence. Shen Qingxi didn't blame her for not telling her about returning to Suzhou, but just told her that Yang Gang had a mess a few days ago: that day, Yang Gang was on Guanqian Street and saw a girl who looked like a good couple, so he kept following. People thought he was a pickpocket and twisted him into the police station, but when he verified his identity, he was found to be a man, and the police thought he was worse than a pickpocket. Tiancheng had no choice, so he wanted to contact his good couple through Shen Qingxi to come over and testify. Therefore, Shen Qingxi called to find a good couple. It just so happened that Jia Jia didn't answer the phone because of a sore throat. So, Shen Qingxi went to Suzhou and found his students in the public security system, and Yang was able to come out just now. Shen Qingxi didn't tell Yang Gang that Jia Gang had returned to Suzhou, but she hoped that Jia Gang could go back to Nanhuan to have a look, Yang Gang was very thin, and if he didn't think too much about Jia Couple, this kind of thing would not have happened. He didn't believe that his wife had forgiven him, because if he had forgiven him, why wouldn't he even come to see him; Tiancheng has never forgiven himself, and now he is the chef of the foreman, earning a lot, but he still refuses to start a family.

It was Xiang Yun's incident just now that Jia Couple didn't have time to think about it, but now that she has time to think about it, after thinking about it for a while, she felt the need to go to see Yang Gang and Brother Tiancheng. Because Wang Bao said just now that Caixia's boyfriend would come less and let her take care of her, maybe people won't come tomorrow, so it's best to go today. So, she immediately knocked on the bathroom door. After a "whooshing" sound of toilet draining, Caifeng opened the door with a pale face. Last night, Sister Zhang asked Xiaohong to tell her husband that Caifeng's menstruation this month is coming in these two days, if she faints blood, don't be too nervous, generally after a few minutes, Caifeng will recover naturally. Caifeng had already fainted once this morning, and Jia Dou had given her a physiology lesson.

"Caifeng, I explained to you this morning, menstruation is a normal physiological reaction, generally women between the ages of thirteen and fifty will come every month, if they don't come, either they are pregnant, or they have some disease. So you should be happy that you have your period every month, which means that you are healthy and young. These words are not from the physiology book, but Yang Gang told her when her husband had menarche when she was fifteen years old.

"It's not this, it's what Mr. Wang just said, which reminds me of those terrible experiences."

"Caifeng, I used to be the same as you, living in the past and unable to extricate myself. But since coming here, I feel that we live in this world to suffer, and many things are really calm, and they are not as terrible as we imagined. ”

"Take me as an example, I was always loved by my adoptive father and godbrother like a princess before the college entrance examination, and I didn't know what to worry about at that time; However, on the last day of the college entrance examination, I overslept at noon and almost couldn't enter the examination room. In the end, I was only admitted to a self-financed junior college. Both the teacher and Shen Qingxi persuaded me to repeat my studies for another year, and I considered that it was my adoptive father, Shen Qingxi and my godbrother who raised me, and I didn't want to involve them anymore, so I attributed everything to God playing tricks on me, so although I was very unhappy, I still decided to go to Xuzhou to go to junior college. My godbrother told me that he had hidden my pencil case and asked me to repeat it for a year before taking the exam, but my adoptive father said that he had hidden the pencil case and said that there was something in the soup I drank at noon that made me sleepy. Because his purpose was to make me and my godbrother a pair, and when we were born and named us, everyone had this idea. I was like a thunderbolt from the blue, I didn't want my brother to accompany me to Xuzhou, I didn't take the luggage that my adoptive father prepared for me, and during the whole college period, except for occasionally responding to Xia Xiangyun, I lived in pain all day long. Like you, I don't want people to call me by my name, and I don't want to speak Suzhou to Xiang Yun. Later, when I came to Xinjiang, I finally made a little happier, but I learned that the parents in Xinjiang were the biological parents of my godbrother, and my biological mother was Shen Qingxi. Shen Qingxi came to see me before I was ten years old, and after I was ten years old, except for when I didn't let my godbrother accompany me to school to report to school after I learned the truth, he rushed to Xuzhou to accompany me for a week. Although she has been giving me a rich living allowance all these years, I long for her to live with me, I don't think I should be a burden to her, but she just doesn't want to recognize me, this is the second sunny bolt I have suffered, and I have become unhappy again. Later, I made arduous preparations for the graduate school entrance examination, but on the day of the exam, everything about the college entrance examination that year lingered in my mind, so I failed again. Until he came here under the persuasion of Xiang Yun. I found out that I liked wedding dresses very much, and now that people call me by my name and guests speak Suzhou dialect to me, I don't feel uncomfortable, I think I used to be naΓ―ve, and later I decided to go see my adoptive father and godbrother - I only feel unfortunate all these years and have never contacted them. Caifeng, really, most of the time it's my own mistake. As long as you can take the first step and use your original name, the rest will be easy. Listen, rainbow, how beautiful it sounds, and think about its color, how beautiful! ”

Rainbow smiled bitterly: "I'm different from you, your things are not terrible, it's just psychologically difficult to accept, after a long time, the environment has changed, and I will slowly figure it out, and I can feel that they still love you, you can choose to leave them; What about me, the things that are fire, the dead, the violent...... Everything was worse for me, the wounds were salted, everything made me feel hateful, and I couldn't leave them. ”

Caifeng then smiled sadly: "After so many years, I'm used to it, you don't have to persuade me." You, Xiang Yun, Mr. Wang, and my sister are all good people, go and do your own business. ”