134. What it looks like when you are angry

Zhou Yu's car was already parked there at the gate of the court, and I have to say that since he was transferred, he was really idle.

I didn't talk nonsense with him, and just sat in the car. Because whenever I raised objections, he always had a reason to respond to me, but when I returned to the apartment downstairs, the two of us walked in together, I spoke: "Zhou Gongjin, should we keep a little distance?" ”

He paused at his feet, and his eyes turned around, "Who said something to you?" ”

"It's not Xiao Dong." I directly broke off his suspicions, "I have repeatedly mentioned this question to you, you said that you want to participate in the growth of the baby, I have no right to object, and I agree that you should go with each prenatal checkup, but the rest of the time we should look like a divorce?" ”

Zhou Yu lowered his eyes, and after a while before he spoke: "What does it look like to be divorced?" ”

I choked on his question.

He added: "The appearance of divorce is just your judgment based on other people's situations, but we are not others, we have our way of life, we also have problems we have to face, why should we refer to others?" What I'm doing now is just worrying that it will be inconvenient for you to drive to and from work, and I've avoided approaching you as much as possible. You always have to have a time when you can't drive, and you can't take maternity leave too early, is it possible that you have a big belly and still have to drive yourself? ”

I was told that I couldn't say a word.

There is really no qualitative rule for what it looks like after divorce, I just get the so-called "experience" from the divorce cases I have handled, and I think that after divorce, two people should not get along with each other. But in fact, it is impossible for me not to communicate with Zhou Yu first, not to mention that sometimes there will be intersections at work, and there are more intersections in life because of this little baby, besides, I divorced him not because of who cheated, didn't love and other hateful reasons, but because the thorn in my heart couldn't be pulled out.

For example, there are not a few people who can still be friends after divorce.

There is also the problem of driving, I have thought about it before, so at this time he was speechless.

was annoyed, and scratched a little bit in response: "Then even if you drive me to pick me up, can you stop making chicken soup for me?" ”

Zhou Yu raised his black eyes, and there was a smile in his eyes: "Who said that the chicken soup was boiled for you two days ago?" I suddenly wanted to drink chicken soup, so I went to buy live chicken from the vegetable market, and I was going to drink it when I came back from work. Who would have thought that I would talk to you about your mother's incident, thinking that you would definitely not cook again when you go back, so I brought you a pot by the way. Oh yes, you haven't paid me back my thermos yet. ”

I was so angry that I stepped into the elevator and tried to shut him out, but he dodged in before the elevator doors closed. The two of them stood in a corner and neither of them spoke, and when the elevator door opened, I took the door out first, opened the door and ran into the kitchen without even changing my shoes, and took his thermos pot out.

He was still standing at the opposite door and opened the door with the key, and I shouted in an unkind tone, "Eh, your thermos." ”

Zhou Yu turned around, looked at my hand and then looked back at my face, walked over and took the thermos pot with an unchanged expression, but said: "Jia Xiaoru, your temper now is quite like when you were angry with me when you were a child." ”

Bang! I slammed the door in front of Zhou Yu.

Who's angry with him? When I was a child! As soon as I heard him mention that I was a child, I was angry, how could there be such a bad person, deliberately approaching me with a purpose, and what kind of grievances did he want to come out.

Complaining, the footsteps towards the room suddenly stopped, what kind of mentality am I now?

Originally, that incident was a thorn in my heart, not to mention that I couldn't pull it out, and it hurt to even touch it. But at this time, he can actually take the initiative to think about it, and he will scold and complain about Zhou Yu, when did he change his mentality?

All of a sudden, it was not calm, and I was absent-minded when I was cooking noodles in the pot, and by the time the noodles came up, they had already rotted into several sections. The fried poached eggs were fried again, and in the end they had to pick out the yellow and eat it.

After filling my stomach, I sat in the living room, thinking about the old days, and thinking about the beginning of the year, I still felt a dull ache, and my mind faintly flashed the faces and some things of those people, and finally I was so confused that I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

I woke up at night, only to feel cold as if I was in the ice and snow, I thought I was dreaming, but I just shrunk my body as much as possible, but I still couldn't stop the cold.

I opened my eyes in a drowsy state, the room was dark, and I paused for a moment before I remembered that I was on the sand in the living room, and I slept here for half the night, and the air conditioner was not turned on, no wonder I felt so cold.

When I got up, I felt that my nose was a little stuffy, and I thought to myself, I can't catch a cold at this time. It is common sense that you can't take medicine indiscriminately after pregnancy, so I hurriedly went to the kitchen to boil water, and wanted to boil brown sugar ginger tea to go to the cold. But there is brown sugar at home, rummaging through the refrigerator and not finding ginger, remembering that he has not turned on the fire for many days, even if the cooking is simple, there is a move to find the right door to borrow, anyway, he also asked me to borrow this and that, but the idea was only rolled by me and was extinguished.

Finally, I boiled some water with brown sugar and drank it, praying that I wouldn't catch a cold the next day.

But God didn't seem to hear my prayers, and when I woke up again, my nose was even more stuffed, and my head was groggy.

Luckily, I didn't have to go to work on Saturday, so I sniffed and rinsed my mouth, and it didn't take long for my nose to run out. Holding the cup and drinking two large cups of boiling water, my stomach was filled with bulging, but the symptoms did not improve, and I was obviously in a bad state when I stayed up until noon. I didn't dare to take medicine, so I put on my clothes and prepared to go to the hospital to ask the doctor what to do about this situation, will the germs of adults who are sick affect the baby?

I was already full of regret in my heart, why did I think about those things randomly, it's all over, isn't it, what's the point of dwelling on right and wrong? In the end, it is still ...... Can't put it down.

And the person who couldn't let go bumped into me just as I took the elevator downstairs.

He was coming back from outside, still wearing a police station uniform, and he stared at me when he saw me coming out of the elevator. I didn't want to pay attention to him, and planned to pass him directly, but when I passed by, my arm was grabbed by him, and my eyes looked at my face for two seconds and asked, "Why is your face so bad?" ”

Is it bad? I didn't feel it when I first looked in the mirror.

Whether it was because of the thermos kettle incident yesterday that I was angry with him, or because of him in the night, I didn't give him a good look, and snorted coldly: "It's none of your business." ”

He twitched his arm, not pulling it out of his grip.

Zhou Yu frowned, didn't mind my attitude, and asked directly: "Is it a cold?" Let's go, I'll take you to the hospital. ”

At this time, the nose was blown by the wind and flowed out uncontrollably, and it was not surprising that he could see it. But I was annoyed that he was in charge of everything, and he paused when he took two steps, and said in annoyance: "I will go to the hospital to see myself, and I don't need you to send it." ”

He looked back at me, with helplessness in his eyes, and eased his tone in an almost persuasive tone: "Jia Xiaoru, you are not alone now, don't be willful, okay?" Let's go to the hospital for a check-up, and let the doctor prescribe you a little cold medicine that is good for the baby, and try to control it as much as possible so as not to let yourself burn. ”

I can't do it when his attitude is soft, and he can hear it in his ears, if it is really serious enough to burn, I am afraid that it will not be good for the baby. So I bowed my head and muffled myself to his car.

On the way, he asked me if I had anything to eat, and I nodded and said that I boiled a pot of white porridge and drank some of it, but what I didn't say was that the white porridge was tasteless and tasteless, and I couldn't eat it after a few bites. Now the stomach is also empty, but the person is uncomfortable, and he has no appetite at all.

Go to the doctor and tell me about the situation and ask me to do a blood test to see if I am infected with the virus. At this time, I didn't dare to slack off, whatever the doctor said, and waited for the test sheet to be listed to the doctor to show it, and I was a little relieved after confirming that it was not a viral flu.

The doctor prescribed some Chinese patent medicines, took care of the dosage of the medicines, drank as much water as possible, and told me to come back for a follow-up examination in two days. Zhou Yu didn't know where to conjure up a thermos cup, and asked me to take the medicine directly in the hospital. The Chinese patent medicine is the kind of powder, and it melts quickly after being soaked in the cup, and I hold the cup and drink it one by one, slightly bitter and sweet.

After I drank all the medicine, Zhou Yu turned around and walked to the boiling water room, and when I came back, I had an extra bottle of mineral water in my hand. He asked me to take the thermos cup, I saw half a cup of boiling water in it, he opened the mineral water and poured some into the cup, and then said to me: "After you get in the car, drink more water, and when you go back, you will boil some brown sugar ginger tea to ward off the cold." ”

After getting sick, his brain was confused, and he said bluntly without thinking: "I woke up in the middle of the night last night and wanted to cook it, but the ginger was gone." ”

After a moment of silence, Zhou Yu asked, "Why don't you ask me to get it?" ”

I turned my face awkwardly away and muttered, "I don't want to look for it." ”

So he didn't say anything, and when I was silent all the way to the side of the car, I stared at the back of his head, and I didn't know where the anger started, so I opened the door of the back seat and went in. Zhou Yu didn't say anything, but when he got into the car, he drifted back lightly, and he didn't know if the gaze had drifted to me and turned back.

I moved my ass to the back of his chair, and the man sat down so that he couldn't look at me even in the rearview mirror above his head. lowered his eyes, and now he was still holding the black thermos cup. This cup is not for women at first glance, and the lid of the cup is a little worn, not like a new one, I am afraid that he put it in the car for easy drinking water.

Suddenly I felt that the outside of this cup was extremely hot, and I had done everything that was intimate with him, and I didn't use his cup for medicine just now, but there was a voice in my heart that often reminded memorial: This is not right.