Shannan was depressed and depressed, and the offer to study abroad in the Department of Computer Science at the University of Michigan was still sent to him during the winter vacation. As soon as he received it, he wanted to call Yun Feng as soon as he received it, but after thinking about it, he still endured it and discussed it with his parents.

"Mom, I want to go to Yun Feng's house, there are still five days to celebrate the Spring Festival, I will stay for two days, and I will come back before Chinese New Year's Eve." Just enough to meet her family, don't you think? ”

After all, Shannan is still young and does not understand the world, since he wants to go, of course, he must seek his mother's guidance and help, so as not to go to her house and make her family feel abrupt or inconsiderate.

"Son, of course you have no problem in the past, but what my mother thinks is that you and Yun Feng have not decided on anything now, and it is not good to let the two families come in. Mom thinks, you might as well call Yun Feng to see if it is convenient for her to come to our house, after all, your father and I have seen her, and we both accept each other very much, she is here, let's discuss with her first, see what she means, if she and we have agreed, let's make an appointment again, you go over or simply meet our two families together, wouldn't it be better? ”

Sha's mother is worthy of being a reasonable and wise hostess of the Sha family, mature, stable and thoughtful.

The son's major affairs cannot be hasty, neither can he go against his son's will, nor can he let his son lose face. Although she and her wife have seen Yun Feng and like this child quite a lot, after all, it is about two families, she and her wife still don't know anything about Yun Feng's family, if they discuss it with Yun Feng first, they can roughly understand the meaning of Yun Feng's parents. If there is any difficulty in the middle, let Yun Feng discuss with the family by herself, she and her parents will talk much better than the Sha family after all.

Shannan also felt that her mother's suggestion was advisable, so she called Yun Feng and told her that the offer from the University of Michigan had been received, and he wanted to go to the University of Michigan with her after getting the graduation certificate of Haicheng Normal University. Of course, he didn't emphasize that the two of them must first get a certificate to prove that they are husband and wife. He thought it should wait for him to meet her.

But her emotions on the other end of the phone seemed to be only a moment after hearing that he got the offer, and soon fell, saying that her grandfather was not in good health and was bedridden, and her father was also running at home and her grandfather's hometown, and he was exhausted, and he was already in poor health, and she was also worried.

He hesitated, but still said that he wanted to invite her over to the house, saying that his parents wanted to see her. She was embarrassed and silent on the other end of the phone for a while, and finally refused, saying that she couldn't leave, and wanted to accompany her grandfather first and help her father take care of the family. He could understand her situation, but he was also disappointed. He hung up the phone and told his mother about the situation at her home, and his mother also said that she understood very well, and taught her son to understand Yun Feng in this situation, not to embarrass her, and to comfort her more.

Shannan called again, comforted her, and told her not to worry about her and his affairs, he made more arrangements, and waited until the school year started, and then discussed and decided the matter properly. Yun Feng was very moved in his heart, saying that he missed him very much, and he also wanted to see his parents, but when he encountered such a situation at home, there was no way.

Yun Feng's side is indeed not optimistic. When she came back, she saw her grandfather lying on the hospital bed and couldn't get out of bed. The old man has lost a lot of weight, a pair of eyes are sunken in the eye sockets, although they are still clear, but it is not easy for the whole body to even turn over, and he has always felt cold, the quilt is covered with two layers, and the electric blanket is turned on, which is not enough to warm the body.

My father came almost in the morning and came back in the afternoon or even in the evening. Yun Feng couldn't do anything except serve tea and pour water for his grandfather, so he could only be anxious in his heart. What also made her heartbroken was that when she returned, she learned that her grandfather had died in October. The family didn't want her to worry, so they waited for her to come back from vacation. She heard that her grandfather walked to the back mountain every day during the last period, sat on the hillside and looked into the distance, thinking about his granddaughter in the distance. Her heart was full of grief, her grandfather's last wish was to see her, she didn't even know, no wonder she dreamed that in her dream at the beginning of the year, she dreamed that her grandfather and a group of strangers were on the left side of the fence built by the red wall, not speaking, but walking in silence, and she and her grandmother, grandfather, and grandmother were on the right side of the fence separated by a space, and they were talking and talking. She woke up and called worriedly to ask, but nothing happened, so she was relieved. I don't want it to be a forecast, it's my own carelessness. I blame myself for going to school, immersed in my own world, and caring little about my family, always thinking that it was okay.

The fate of life is so cruel. Her heart was like an inky sky, thick and overcast, and she was overwhelmed. Although Sha Nantong's phone called, no matter how much love he had, he couldn't make up for the love of this blood relationship between relatives.

It is precisely because of this that although Yun Feng is also happy for Shannan to get the offer, he has no time to think more about himself and his affairs because of the sadness of losing his relatives and the sadness of worrying about the loss of his relatives.

In the exchange of life that has happened to her, she contains a great vicissitudes of sadness in her heart, and this sadness, like an iceberg in the sky, has cooled all the warm feelings of the past and the future in her heart.

She just went to visit her grandfather with her father every day, and her grandfather still asked her about her life with concern, asking her if she had enough money, she seemed to think that her grandfather wanted to give her money, she hurriedly explained to her grandfather that she could make money as a tutor, and the living expenses were enough, so she didn't have to worry about it. The old man just gave up.

Grandma and grandpa have been at odds for a long time, and they have been arguing and fighting, and now that grandpa is sick, she rarely comes to visit, but after making a meal, she asks Yun Feng to serve it to her grandfather, and then asks Yun Feng and Yun Xiu, Yun Gang and Yun Jin, and Yun Yi who take care of grandpa. As long as I went, Grandma Yunfeng asked one by one, how is the old man, and he is quite able to survive this Spring Festival.

Yun Feng listened to his grandmother's question, just answered honestly, or listened to the answers of his uncles and aunts, and then wept and felt sad in his heart on the side, and he didn't know how to advise his grandmother to see his grandfather on the sickbed.

Yun Feng's parents are also estranged because of the conflict with his grandmother. Yun Feng's mother didn't come to his hometown to take care of him, and because Junsheng was born in the Central Primary School, he didn't have much impression of his hometown, and it was said that the eight characters were weak, so he almost didn't come back. Besides, he is still too young, although he is in high school, but his mind is naïve and naïve, and he can't understand this life and death in the world at all.

However, although Yun Feng and his father went back to their hometown together, after Yun Feng's father took care of his father, he explained that his little sister Yun Xiu, three younger brothers Yun Gang, Yun Jin and Yun Yi in his hometown helped watch their father, and also told Yun Feng to help take care of him, and once in three times, he would go out of the living room of Yun Feng's grandmother, his own mother, and say a few words when he saw his mother.

Yun Feng was at a loss in the face of all this, her heart was sad and ignorant, and even more helpless. Just like when she was a child, she hoped for family harmony, but she didn't know what to do for it. In fact, her heart has long been torn apart because of the disagreement of these dearest people in the family, and she has no roots and no support.

Because of this, she and Sha Nantong's affairs, until now, she never thought of telling anyone in her family. She didn't know who to talk to, and her parents had already said that she would not allow her to fall in love before graduating from college, so she didn't dare to mention it.

In her heart, she was ethereal and blank about how she wanted to organize a family and enter marriage in reality, just enjoying her love with Shannan on the campus far from home, and she didn't think at all about how to let the fruits of this love take root. Marriage and family are far away from her and beyond the invisible margin.

Her ignorance of the family, the fog, mixed with the sadness in front of her eyes and the deep worry about her seriously ill grandfather, engulfed her whole day and night at home.