After the buzzing school season passed, Yun Feng was pleased to find that she, who was regarded as the youngest junior sister wherever she went, began to be called her senior sister.

Whether it is the school newspaper or the Guan Working Committee, she has begun to have her own little followers.

In the school newspaper, she helped her brothers and sisters bring two newly recruited freshman reporters, and the Guan Working Committee recruited two freshman assistants, or after she interviewed and recruited herself, Teacher Guan listened to her opinion and nodded her head. Yun Feng's heart is full of joy, a joy from immaturity to maturity, let's call it a sense of achievement of maturity.

Yun Feng's maturity is the result of her hard work in the past year. But in this joy, it is the awakening of her inner sense of emotional distress.

She increasingly felt her emotional dependence on Shanan, which seemed to be eating away at her own inner independence.

If you don't see each other for a day, this is already too much thought, but now, it has developed to the point where you are like a year, and after a class, your mind is full of his voice and smile. His professional performance was not as good as the beginning, and this was how he was affected. She was a little nervous, but she was a little worried, and she didn't know what to do.

If you tell him about his deepening sense of dependence, I am afraid that it will affect his learning again, and now is the time when he is the least able to influence.

His motivation and hard work, she saw it, if it weren't for her request to apply for that exchange student, he probably would have planned to try to start a part-time business. She thought that if he succeeded, he would be away from her for a year, thousands of miles away, and it would be difficult to see each other, so she felt chills all over her body, as if she really couldn't warm her shoulders and warm her heart next to his body temperature anymore.

Inexplicably, she became sad and dazed, not knowing whether she was right or wrong to persuade him to go out in the first place.

"What do you think? In a daze again. ”

Shannan sat down next to her, looked at her stunned, kissed the back of her cheek, and asked softly.

She subconsciously turned her face to look at him, and there was a little sadness in her eyes, it seemed that something had made her sentimental.

After school at noon, they said that they would meet together in the old place, but he waited left and right and just didn't see her. He ran to the lecture hall to look for her, and sure enough, before he entered the door, he saw her sitting alone in the middle row dragging her cheeks in a daze, and her right hand was still twisting the corner of the page, probably thinking that she hadn't finished class.

"Ahh Why are they all gone? Got out of school? ”

It took a while for Yun Feng to come back to his senses.

"yes, you're still here waiting for me to tell you it's school."

Shananan couldn't help but pinch the bridge of her high nose and laughed.

"Uh, if the bridge of my nose becomes a sky-high nose, I'll ask you, pinch and pinch it."

Yun Feng pursed his lips dissatisfiedly and continued:

"By the way, why are you here, shouldn't you be waiting for me at the intersection?"

"Ha, you, how can you say hello, I've been waiting there for almost half an hour, and I haven't seen you, and I thought you forgot, so I came to you, who knew that you really forgot, tell me honestly, who do you want? Thinking so devoted? ”

Shannan put his arm around her shoulder in amusement, jokingly inquiring.

"Miss you."

Yun Feng rushed out, and his face was hot when he reacted.

"Well, then I'm relieved."

Yun Feng's answer, Shannan was indeed happy, but her face in the classroom just now obviously showed traces of worry, could it be that this guy was worried about something. He thought it would be better to find time to comfort her and see what her sentimental little heart was thinking.

"Nantong, I've been staying with my roommates for a few days, and I've lived in the dormitory. During the day, there are a lot of things to do in the school newspaper and the customs work committee, so I guess you have to run more, so you can just calm down and be busy with your affairs. ”

Yun Feng said to Shananan while pulling the meal.

"Oh, okay, I'll call you then."

Although Shannan felt that Yun Feng's voice was less cheerful and bright in his usual words, what she said was also reasonable, and he didn't want to have any restraint on her.

"Well, then I'll go to the school newspaper editorial room after school in the afternoon, you have a good dinner by yourself, go back early in the evening, and rest early."

After eating, Yun Feng admonished again, and his eyes felt wetness again.

"Okay."

Shannan raised her eyes and looked at her after she finished speaking, nodded in agreement, didn't say much, took her hand, shook it and walked out of the cafeteria.

"Aren't you going back to your dorm room to rest?"

Yun Feng saw that he actually pulled her towards the school gate. In the afternoon, both of them had classes, and the classroom was far away from the school gate, so they had to go back to their dormitories for lunch break.

"Well, go home and rest."

Yun Feng didn't completely think that the house she lived in with Shannan was home, but Shananan was very sure that this was his and her home. Where she is, home is there, without her, he is uneasy, even if he buys a house, it is just a pile of lonely and lonely ruthless bricks, how can he talk about home?

"Oh."

Yun Feng's hand was held by him, and he could only let him.

When he entered the door, he still did not let go of her hand, and as soon as he closed the door, he pulled her into her bedroom, and said with a little arrogance:

"I'm here for a lunch break at noon today."

After saying that, he took her and lay down together. She was a little frightened, and she didn't know why he was suddenly so quiet that there was some indescribable power.

But before she could react, he kissed her on the lips.

It took a moment for her to breathe through his lips as she moved away.

She didn't know what was wrong with him.

He actually saw what was wrong with her, he didn't think that she was thinking about someone else, but he was sure that she had something in her heart, and it must have something to do with him. He had to figure it out, he had always been accustomed to everything being clear, especially he didn't want any knots left between him and her, the knots were deep, easy to untie, and too many knots to untie, it was easy to have some unnecessary misunderstandings, and he didn't want any unnecessary torture in the good times between the two of them. He was reluctant.

"Okay, you can speak."

He hugged her and squinted slightly.

"Oh, what do you say?"

She's a little confused.

"Tell me about what you were thinking in the classroom at noon."

Everyone knows that it is strange that they have been in a daze for more than half an hour, and they are fine.

"Oh, no, it's fine. It's just asking for trouble. ”

Yun Feng replied in annoyance. Indeed, now that I am really hugging him, thinking about my unwarranted worries, it is really a mediocrity to disturb myself, so don't say it.

"What, aren't you going to say it?"

Shannan began to scratch her armpits. She was tickled by him and couldn't hide, itching and screaming, and the flowers and branches trembled. But when she shouted like this, it seemed to be a lot smoother to the blocked place in her heart, she thought, just say it, it was originally because of him, and she should talk to him.

"Hey, Nantong, I think, uh, I think, I'm getting more and more dependent on you, and if I go on like this, I'm almost without myself."

Yun Feng sighed slightly and expressed his worries.

"Why don't you have yourself?"

"I don't know, I just feel that when I can't see you, the time is like a year, and it's almost like a year. But I'm worried."

"Worried about what?"

"I'm worried that you're going abroad to study, how can I survive? But if you don't go, I won't accept it. In short, I was very conflicted, so I became a little anxious. What if, in case, we can't be together, and I do this to your heart? “

Yun Feng became sad again. It turns out that the love is deep, not only the joy of the blending of conscience, but also the inexplicable sadness of the spring rain.