My U.S. visa has expired, and I have to go back to my home country to get a U.K. visa. It took another month to finally embark on the road to the UK.

According to the address given to me by Han Jingxue, I had to take a plane to London first, then transfer to another flight, and then take a train for two days and two nights to go to that small town. It was a big nursing home, and Han Jingxue only gave me the address, and didn't tell me which building or room to be in. But it doesn't matter, since you've found it here, you can always ask.

But I ignored the secrecy of this nursing home, and after I provided the name of "Zhou Yu" and did not find the information, the staff became wary of me and refused to transfer the client's file for me to check.

I had to blindly search the courtyard, but I couldn't find anyone for three days.

I found Zhou Liang first, and then followed him to find it. It was in a corner of the nursing home, and I saw Zhou Yu from a slight distance, when he was sitting in a wheelchair with a good-looking woman sitting next to him.

The two of them had a smile in their eyebrows and eyes when they spoke, and their posture was intimate.

I looked at it for a while before I walked towards that side, but I was blocked by a figure, it was Zhou Liang.

Zhou Liang looked at me with a gloomy face and asked, "Why are you here?" ”

"I want to see him." I state directly what I am doing.

"See him?" Zhou Liang laughed mockingly, "Jia Ru, do you think you are not enough to harm the third child?" ”

There was a pause in my heart, and Zhou Nian also said the same thing to me, since I came to find someone, I had already expected the attitude of the Zhou family towards me. So I was silent for a moment and said, "If Zhou Gongjin really has something bad because of me, then I will definitely take care of him for the rest of my life." But Zhou Liang, you were at the scene at the time, and you witnessed his last situation, others would stop you, do you even want to stop me from being with him? ”

Among the Zhou family, Zhou Liang's temperament is the most unpredictable, but he is also the only one who is willing to stand on my side.

However, at this time, Zhou Liang still refused to give in, it was rare to see him expressionless on his face, he said: "Jia Ru, go back, the third child will not see you." ”

I said, "If that's what Zhou Gongjin meant, then let him come and talk to me." ”

"Zhou Gongjin?" Zhou Liang smiled sarcastically, "Zhou Gongjin in your mouth has been hit by a car in order to save you, the one who survived is called Zhou Yu, you died in this heart, there is no Zhou Gongjin in this world." ”

I don't understand what he meant, doubts appeared in my eyes, aren't Zhou Gongjin and Zhou Yu the same person?

"You mean to talk about his amnesia? But didn't he remember me when he finally fell unconscious? "Even if you don't remember, it doesn't matter, he's still my Zhou Gongjin.

Zhou Liang's eyes suddenly showed pain: "Jia Ru, my mother is dead." ”

I was shocked and looked at him in disbelief.

"My mom hasn't been able to get up since that fall, and even if my boss and I tried our best to bring her back to the United States for treatment, it didn't work. On her deathbed, she took the old man's hand and told a secret that our whole family didn't know. ”

"What's the secret?" I vaguely feel that this secret is related to Zhou Yu.

"We always thought that my aunt was crazy, but she wasn't. My aunt is suffering from a disease, and our grandfather also has that disease, that is, he will be delirious when he reaches a certain age. After the aunt came back from being stimulated, the illness got up, and the grandmother was afraid that the aunt would be delirious and lost, so she locked her up. Originally, the Queen Mother thought that this disease was in the past, but she didn't expect that the third child's last amnesia was a precursor, so the Queen Mother strongly asked to take the third child back to the United States to see a brain doctor, she didn't want the third child to be crazy like her aunt back then. Unexpectedly, he didn't wait to go to the United States before the third child had another accident, he was hit in the head this time, and he didn't remember anyone at all, we tried to make him recall, but as soon as he came into contact with something he was familiar with, he had a splitting headache, and even the boss and I couldn't get close to him. ”

I listened dullly, trying not to believe it, but Zhou Liang couldn't lie to me about his mother's life and death.

I opened my mouth, but I couldn't even pronounce a single sound.

Seeing this, Zhou Liang said: "Jia Ru, there is my mother's life between you and the third child, if he remembers it, life is better than death, and if he can't remember, he will completely forget you." Do you want him to remember or not? ”

I...... I don't know.

I just want to find him, no matter what his condition is, even if he is disabled, I have considered it, but I have never considered the situation in front of me. Originally, it didn't matter if he had amnesia, and he didn't even need him to think of me, so I asked me to take him back to China, and I will never leave him from then on.

But now it's not just amnesia, it's equivalent to his physiology rejects the past, so that his closest relatives can't get close. I asked Zhou Liang how he would communicate with Zhou Yu in this situation?

Zhou Liang smiled bitterly and pointed to the woman over there, "Did you see her?" She is the only person who can be agreed to be approached by the third child, and she can only know his needs through her. But where is the demand for the current third child? He was like an old man dying and waiting to die. ”

"You talk nonsense!" I shouted angrily, not wanting to hear him say that.

Zhou Liang said: "You can not believe me, see how he reacts when you walk over." ”

I really walked over, even if Zhou Liang said this, I still didn't believe it.

But as I got closer and closer, I couldn't help but slow down, and I was actually afraid. The woman next to Zhou Yu saw me first, she stood up, maybe Zhou Liang gestured behind me, only to see her bow her head and say something to Zhou Yu and walk away.

A few meters behind Zhou Yu, I looked at his back in a wheelchair for a long time before I whispered: "Zhou Gongjin." ”

He didn't move, I took two steps closer and shouted again, and finally he turned his head when he heard the voice, and when his eyes fell on my face, he asked, "What do you call me?" ”

Zhou Gongjin –

I saw his brows furrowing and his face turning into pain, and then he buried his head in his knees with his hands. Seeing him like this, I should have rushed forward immediately, but my feet felt like they were nailed to the ground, and I couldn't move a single step.

Until he rolled on the ground in pain, the woman who had just walked away hurriedly ran back and shouted, "Zhou, it's okay, don't think about it." But at this time, Zhou Yu's confused and vague voice came: "Who are you?" ”

The tip of the heart seemed to have opened a hole, and blood was gurgling.

The blood-red eyes behind the palms of his hands stared straight at me, and he asked with a roar over and over again.

I slowly retreated, closing the distance between me and him, my eyes blurring my vision, and I didn't want to raise my hand to wipe away my tears. Because I'm afraid to see his miserable and helpless appearance!

Zhou Liang didn't say anything wrong, he was in pain.

Zhou Yu was in pain when he heard me call him "Zhou Gongjin", and he was in pain when he saw me.

And when I saw him rolling on the ground in such pain, I couldn't help it.

Zhou Liang's voice came from behind him: "Do you believe it now?" I, the boss, the old man, how many times did I dare to get close to him? And you must have no idea what he will become after each such seizure, like an old man who has run out of oil and a lamp, dying for at least a week. ”

"Say no more!" I drank Zhou Liang, turned my back and stopped looking at the scene that made my heart tear, wiped my tears with my sleeve and said: "I will leave today and never set foot on the soil of England again, are you satisfied?" ”

Zhou Liang grinned, "Satisfied." ”

Passing him, I strode away, only to hear Zhou Liang's words drifting in the wind-

Jia Ru, from then on, the end of the world, did not see each other.

This is where the story comes to an end, and I left the town that day, and when I was about to return to the big city, I fell ill. I lay down for half a month, spent all my money, and left England with no one to rely on.

My mother saw that I came back alone and wanted to ask, but I didn't dare to ask, but then I knew what the situation was.

Tang Jin didn't comment immediately after listening to it, and still pushed a cup of tea in front of me. I smiled, picked up the teacup and drank it all in one gulp, Tang Jin raised his eyebrows, and asked in a shallow voice: "Why can you be so calm when you talk about it now?" ”

"I have peace of mind, and I won't have any more mood swings."

"Are you really dead set on him and don't expect anything anymore?"

I shook my head and said frankly: "If you don't look forward to it, there will be no Bashan Night Rain store." It's just that this expectation is just an obsession in my heart, and I didn't think it would come true, but when I really waited for it, I found that it wasn't the king's return. ”

"You don't think Zhou is the one you're waiting for?"

I rubbed the lines on the cup with my fingertips and whispered, "The person I'm waiting for is only called Zhou Gongjin." ”

Suddenly, I heard the sound of ping-pong behind me, and I subconsciously looked back, but there was a wall behind me, presumably the guest or waiter next door accidentally smashed the cup and plate.

Tang Jin quickly figured out in a short period of time: "Now there are two doubts, one is that according to what you said, Zhou should have completely forgotten about you, why did he return to China to set up a situation against you?" The second is that even if he takes away your store, it is not enough to be a strong evidence for the court to award custody to him, what handle does he still have? ”

Since I even told him about the past, I have nothing to hide, and I told Tang Jin word by word what Zhou Yu said during the showdown with me before. Then analyzed: "On the surface, he remembered a lot of things at least in the past few years, no longer ostracized his family, knew why his mother died, and even knew who I was. Just ......"

"Just missing affection for you?" Tang Jin took what I didn't say.

I was silent.

A person with amnesia can be described as recovering his memory. But Zhou Yu is not amnesia, but sick. That time he took me to see his aunt, and I secretly thought that I had seen through his aunt and thought that she was pretending to be crazy. In fact, she may not have forgotten the past, but what she can remember will also be confused by her sanity.

Zhou Yu doesn't seem to be insane at the moment, but he hates me.

He knew that he was willing to die for me, and I forsaken him; He also knew that his mother had died in that incident and that he blamed me. So he came back like a Shura warrior and unfolded the net to avenge me, and he knew that what I cared about most was not the shop of Bashan Yeyu, but the grain of rice.

What is most important to me, he will take away.

As Tang Jin said, Zhou Yu may have remembered most of the previous events, but he forgot his love for me.