Chapter 259: It's good if you're happy
Along the way, Huo Shaoting and Tian Tian occasionally talked, and Song Jinyao almost never spoke. If Tian Tian insisted on pulling her to speak, she would give a little bit of a reaction.
She made Tian Tian worry like this, Tangtang's death hit Song Jinyao too hard, and it may not be a problem that can be solved by distracting one's mind at all.
The journey to the hot spring inn is short, and it doesn't take long to reach your destination.
After everything was arranged, Huo Shaoting hugged Song Jinyao off the car.
Why hug this way? Because Song Jinyao didn't know how to write the word initiative at all, she was indifferent to letting her get out of the car. Huo Shaoting had no choice but to take his beloved wife off the car in person.
At that time, the whole hotel saw it, and everyone was envious of Song Jinyao for having a gentle and considerate husband.
After all, it was already surprising that Huo Shaoting, a playboy in Westport, could treat her like this. It is rumored that Huo Shaoting is debauched and uninhibited, and now it seems that he is completely unworthy of his name.
"Look at Huo Ershao, he is really considerate of that Song Jinyao."
"But isn't it, if my husband is half as good to me as he is to Song Jinyao, I will be content."
The envious voices of a group of young women came from everywhere, and the eyes that looked at Song Jinyao were full of jealousy and anger. Why can she, Song Jinyao, find such an excellent husband, but they can't?
Therefore, the creature of a woman is too complex and too simple.
It's too easy for them to like someone, and too easy to hate someone.
is like Song Jinyao, obviously she did nothing wrong from beginning to end, but she still became a thorn in the side of all women unconsciously.
Not because of anything else, but simply because of jealousy.
Tian Tian thought very thoughtfully and booked three rooms. Huo Shaoting and Song Jinyao have one room, and she and Qiu Kai each live in one room.
However, Qiu Kai couldn't come at all at this time, so he could only have one more room.
"If I knew he wouldn't come, I wouldn't have three rooms, really." Tian Tian complained quietly.
Song Jinyao, who was sitting on the sofa indifferent, heard this, and there was a little brightness in her godless eyes, and she suddenly stood up and looked at Tian Tian: "I want to change rooms." ”
"Uh-huh???" Tian Tian said that she didn't understand Song Jinyao's words, and walked over to probe her forehead with a twisted brow, "You don't have a fever either, why do you start talking nonsense?" ”
"I want to be quiet." Song Jinyao adhered to the principle of being able to finish four words and never say five words, and spoke again.
Song Jinyao was able to speak, which made Tian Tian very happy, but the words that came out made Huo Shaoting's heart stop. A good wife, if he doesn't sleep with him, he has to have a room by himself, can he not be aggrieved?
Of course, Tian Tian didn't agree, because she didn't worry about Song Jinyao having a room by herself at all. Don't say that she doesn't agree, even if she does, she can't be the master. After all, Huo Shaoting, a big living person, is there, and she Tian Tian doesn't dare to meddle in the lives of other couples.
So Tian Tian thought about it for a while, and finally gave Song Jinyao an apologetic smile: "Yaoyao, I don't worry about you living alone in your current situation, let's still live here obediently, okay?" ”
This is an interrogative sentence, but it is not negotiable.
Tian Tian has always been gentle, basically without the slightest temper, but when it comes to the current Song Jinyao, her attitude can be said to be quite tough.
Because, who made Song Jinyao's husband Huo Shaoting? If it were someone else, she estimated that she would do what Song Jinyao said without saying a word. But she had nothing to do with Huo Shaoting, and she could only grieve poor Song Jinyao.
"Since you want to live alone, then I'll go." Huo Shaoting took Song Jinyao's bag and leaned against the door, there was no displeasure between his eyebrows, some were just endless doting on Song Jinyao.
As long as she likes it, he can rely on him for everything.
"Huo Ershao, this ......" Tian Tian couldn't understand what Huo Shaoting was thinking, how could he push his daughter-in-law out with his own hands, not to mention that Song Jinyao was in this situation now that she was living alone, was it appropriate? The more I thought about it, the more worried I felt.
"As long as Yaoyao is happy, she can do whatever she wants." This is Huo Shaoting's principle.
He has always been serious about spoiling his daughter-in-law. Knowing that Song Jinyao has been complaining about him these days, what else can he do besides being able to coax her all the time?
If you do it against her, the effect will only be counterproductive.
Tian Tian spread his hands and said helplessly: "Okay, you can do whatever you like." ”
As an outsider, she can't meddle in the affairs of other husbands and wives, she can only hope that everything is fine.
A small episode passed, and the hot spring trip was just the beginning.
Song Jinyao still doesn't like to talk, and Tian Tian can only drag her to the hot spring.
Hot springs are divided into men and women, so there are only Tian Tian and Song Jinyao, and as for Huo Shaoting, of course, he can only go to the bath alone.
The moment she stepped into the hot spring, Song Jinyao felt as if her whole person had relaxed a lot, and the original low air pressure had also eased.
In the hot spring pool, Tian Tian kept pulling Song Jinyao to speak, as a doctor in the pediatric rehabilitation department, he also has many friends in the medical field. Naturally, this includes psychologists.
Song Jinyao's current situation is obviously a mental illness. She once mentioned that she wanted to take Song Jinyao to see a psychiatrist, but Song Jinyao was very resistant and unwilling to go.
In this case, Tian Tian learned from a psychiatrist friend in order to help Song Jinyao, just to make Song Jinyao get better as soon as possible.
Tian Tian kept asking Song Jinyao questions, whether she answered or not, she kept asking, as if Song Jinyao didn't answer them one by one, she would continue to ask endlessly.
I have to admit that this method does have some effect.
Song Jinyao slowly began to be willing to talk to her, although the number of words spoken was very short, as long as she was willing to speak, it was a good thing.
Tian Tian couldn't help but rejoice, sure enough, her friend didn't lie to her. No matter who it is, as long as the body and mind are properly relaxed, it is the best time to attack. Fortunately, she stubbornly brought Song Jinyao out, otherwise how could she have such a good opportunity.
"Yaoyao, have you thought about it later?" This question is very profound, Tian Tian looked at Song Jinyao and asked softly.
Song Jinyao shook her head, pursed her red lips and replied, "Not yet." ”
She hadn't thought about anything, and now as soon as she closed her eyes, she could see Sugar Candy's bright smiling face. She wanted to see Sugar Candy, but now she was afraid to see Sugar Candy. She was afraid that Sugar Candy would blame her, and the thought of that cute little face was full of guilt and self-blame.
It's her mother, who didn't take care of Tangtang, and it's her dereliction of duty.
Tian Tian sighed, stretched out her hand to hold Song Jinyao's little hand that was still low in the water, and comforted her softly: "Yaoyao, in fact, things are really not as complicated as we imagined. The future is not far away, and we should plan ahead. You are still young, and by the time you get through this section, you will have a better life. And, Sugar Candy will come back. As long as you want, you will also have a daughter as cute as Sugar Candy. ”
She knew that Song Jinyao only cared about sugar candy now, as long as she moved sugar candy out, she could say anything.
Sure enough, Song Jinyao's eyes lit up slightly, and she was a little surprised: "Is what you said true?" ”
"Of course it's true, I've said it many times, Tangtang is not really leaving, it's just a different way to be by your side, why don't you believe it. Sugar Candy is a little angel, watching you from the sky all the time, you mommy don't let Little Sugar Candy down. ”
The words of comfort are the same, and if you say too much, it makes no sense.
Song Jinyao was silent for a long time and didn't speak, and just when Tian Tian thought she was going to shut herself up again, she suddenly spoke.
"Tian Tian, thank you." Song Jinyao suddenly hooked her red lips and showed a pale smile, "Actually, I think what you said makes sense, and I also see everyone's concern for me, but I really can't get out." I really can't accept this fact, Sugar Candy is still so young, why is God so unfair to her, do you know, I would rather be the one who died on the operating table at that time. ”
How much she wants to bear this pain for Tangtang, how much she wants to die instead of Tangtang, as long as Tangtang lives, she is even willing to give everything, but why doesn't God give her this opportunity?
"I just got Sugar Candy back, and I didn't even have time to love her properly, and she left me like this. Although I didn't conceive in October, she was my own flesh and blood. I hate, I really hate, I hate SY for being so vicious, I hate Huo Shaoting for failing to protect her, and I hate myself even more for being useless and failing to be a good mother. ”
As she spoke, Song Jinyao burst into tears, and the tears rolled across her cheeks and slowly fell into the pool, silently.
Obviously, she desperately wanted to be good to Tangtang, but in the end, the mother and daughter were separated forever.
"Yaoyao, none of this is your fault, you don't have to blame yourself." Tian Tian is also a soft-hearted person, and when she saw Song Jinyao crying, she couldn't help but start wiping her tears secretly.
Yaoyao's life is too difficult, and she can feel Song Jinyao's pain as an outsider. If all this were to be experienced by her, I am afraid that she would really not be able to live.
The mist in the hot spring covered Song Jinyao's little face, and the tears fell down like beads with broken threads.
She laughed while crying, which made Tian Tian's distressed heart pinch up.
"How could it not be my fault? It's all my fault, it's all because of me, because I'm a broom star. I'm always too conceited, and I'm easy to offend people, so I can't get back the candy that I was harmed. If I hadn't worked against Fang Zhirou at the beginning, I would have left a little leeway as a person, maybe Tangtang wouldn't have left. ”
As soon as Song Jinyao said this, Tian Tian was immediately unhappy, and hurriedly interrupted her: "Bah, bah, what are you talking about." Fang Zhirou's kind of woman, if you are kind to her, you are cruel to yourself, and you still want to leave a little room for her like that kind of femme fatale? Besides, when did you Song Jinyao ever be really ruthless? I think the softest person in the world is you. According to me, you should be more ruthless to Fang Zhirou, so that she doesn't work hard all day long, which makes people look disgusting. ”