37. Don't want to get rid of me
If the tip of the knife hurts when it pierces his heart, then at least not me, and he can taste it.
Seeing the blood on his face fade point by minute, the hand at his side began to tremble slightly, and suddenly took a step closer to me. My response was to step back and distance myself from him.
Seeing me move like this, he stood still, panting and glaring at me fiercely, his face was pale, his eyes were full of anger in the flickering cold flames, and his chest rose and fell and asked in a deep voice: "What do you mean?" ”
I wanted to say those two words, but my teeth were chattering and I couldn't get a word out.
He suddenly reached out and pulled me into his arms, and no matter how hard I struggled, I couldn't break free, and finally we collapsed on the couch, and our bodies were crushed under him. He bowed his head and threatened me viciously: "You dare to say those two words to me? ”
Zhou Yu's eyes were dangerous, as if I had said what would happen to me. But when I really opened my mouth, he blocked it first, only to feel a sharp pain on his lips, and when he spoke again, he lost his usual calmness, and there was more incoherent pain in his tone: "Jia Xiaoru, I have lost you, how many days and nights I have spent in regret." You don't want to get rid of me so easily this time! ”
At this time, my reason has long been missing, I have not flinched because of his threat, and I will not be soft-hearted because of his confession, especially the sharp pain on my lips is reminding me how the countless dark nights in the past have passed, I looked into his eyes and said word by word: "Zhou Gongjin, there is no difference between saying and not saying, it turns out that my marriage with you is a joke from beginning to end, and I will eventually divorce!" ”
The space is silent!
It's like something in the air has frozen and frozen.
In the eyes of each staring at each other, there were distorted reflections of each other.
After a while, he loosened his grip on my palm, slowly straightened up, and stood in front of me, looking down at me with deep eyes, and said, "Maybe." ”
The tone is calm, the eyes are gloomy, but the light in the eyes is cold.
I suddenly felt that all the quarrels and scuffles tonight were not as calm as his calm attitude at this moment, like a blunt knife grinding through my heart. Seeing him stand still in front of him, turning away, the door slammed, and the room was silent.
I lay motionless for the time my eardrums were agitated, and when I came back to my senses, I realized something rushing in, and I raised my hand to cover my eyes, but the hot liquid came out of my fingers.
It was the lights that were so harsh that I gave myself a reason.
Reaching out and grabbing something from his head covered his face and obscured the light.
In the dim silence, many fragments flashed in his mind, and the protagonists in those clips were Zhou Yu.
Is there a person who can be so ingrained in the brain that it will never fade away? I have, the first time I met him again at the police station, my heart was turned upside down and difficult to calm down, all the far-fetched reasons in the past have become abandoned, and his influence on me has never been less than a point.
Suddenly lifted the cover and got up, walked to the refrigerator and took out all the beers inside, opened a can and took a big sip, the cold liquid slid down his throat and ran through his heart. went to pull the things around him to cover, and when he lowered his head, he was stunned, it was the black tweed trench coat that Zhou Yu wore at night.
I couldn't hold it down all at once, I poured beer while letting the water bubble in my eyes, the alcohol steaming in my body, and the handsome face that seemed to be smiling but not smiling appeared in my mind or in front of me.