In spring, the earth is full of greenery, and the dotted flowers bloom freely in the grass.

The breeze gently shook the leaves, flowers and plants, blowing Shi Yue's scattered hair and thin tattered clothes.

A thin hand reaches out to the bushes and plucks a few small flowers.

It was a little boy, ragged, barefoot, and no shoes.

He tiptoed behind Shi Yue, who was doing work, and naughtily covered his eyes with his hands.

Shi Yue touched the little hands with his hand and patted them.

He wrapped his backhand around the man behind him.

The little hand let go of his eyes, "Daddy." ”

Shi Yue opened his chapped mouth and smiled at him kindly, without words.

The little boy of five or six years old hugged him, smiled sweetly, and handed him the flowers he had plucked.

"Dad, are the flowers beautiful?"

Shi Yue nodded.

He turned his head to look at the little boy, who was beautiful and beautiful, with big, beautiful eyes and a great aura. It's just that the nutrition is too poor, and it looks thin and yellow.

Time flies, whether it is pain, happiness, nobility or humility, five or six years have passed.

Shi Yue, who is nearly thirty years old, does not look like a young man, haggard and thin, with fine white hair mixed with his hair. Although it was spring, his clothes were still very thin and tattered. Through the cracks in the tattered clothes, the mottled scars on the emaciated torso could be glimpsed.

His hair was dry and dirty, and it was scattered in a haphazard manner, somewhat obscuring his face.

His face looked very vicissitudes and thin, and his face was covered with vertical and horizontal scars, almost disfigured.

On his forehead were two words,

"Slut".

..................

Shi Yue was escorted to Beijing for trial, and the emperor was gracious, for the sake of the Shi family's loyalty and defending the country, he specially pardoned and let Shi Guangji dispose of this son himself.

Shi Yue was left in the Shi Mansion and imprisoned forever, but he was also regarded as the lowest slave from then on.

He was kept in prison for the first year, and later, as his son grew up, he was released to do hard labor in the house.

All year round, I do all kinds of dirtiest and most tiring work day and night.

Subjected to everyone's eyes and mockery, and endless shouting and reprimanding,

But they often don't have enough to eat, and they are hungry and full.

Sometimes he couldn't bear the insults and trampling, and even thought of ending his own life. But when he saw the weak child next to him, he couldn't bear to make such a decision.

This child followed himself to a full meal and a hungry meal, and before he knew it, five or six years had passed.

He is smart and well-behaved, and he reads and sees. Such a young heart already knew the pain and suffering of his father.

He is obedient, he is sensible, and he tries not to cause trouble for himself and his father as much as possible.

He is innocent, he is lovely, and he brings a touch of warmth to his father's sad life.

It also brought a fragile and warm hope to his father's lonely and suffering heart, in despair......

He gave him a name and called him "Shi Xiaodan".

It means the word "Dan" in his mother's name, Feng Peony.

He lived up to the name, and his appearance was very delicate, very much like his mother.

If it weren't for the fact that he was too hungry and thin, it could be seen that when he grew up, he should be a very delicate and handsome person.

Shi Yue looked at this child, and felt a faint pain in his heart.

His mother hoped that because of herself, she would be able to protect her son and let him live well. But she never imagined that the fate of the person she relied on would be so unbearable that his children would live such a pitiful life.

When Shi Yue thought of this, she felt sad in her heart.

But what can he do?

To be able to survive, it is already so, and I have done my best!

Shi Xiaodan: "Dad, I'm hungry!"

Shi Yue looked at his son in front of him with a sad face. I'm hungry too, and I haven't eaten a bite of food yesterday. After doing a lot of work today, I wonder if the kitchen will be like yesterday, forgetting to leave a few leftovers for their father and son.

Shi Yue: "Xiao Dan, Dad taught you to know those kinds of wild vegetables, you can go to the grass to find them yourself!"

Shi Xiaodan obediently searched for it on his own.

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This is the backyard of Shifu, very large, mainly grass and some bushes, and some bamboo, usually few people come, it seems a little barren.

Shi Yue and her children live in this remote place, and a crooked and deserted dilapidated house is where they live.

This dilapidated house was originally a pigsty in Shifu, but when it was abandoned, the father and son were driven into this place and let them live here.

In fact, this is also a deliberate psychological humiliation of the father and son.

especially

Deliberately to this father,

He was specially trampled on and insulted from a personal point of view.

Sluts are just cheap,

But it's not as good as pigs and dogs!

deliberately let this psychological shadow follow and envelop him richly,

Like the two words on his forehead,

Slut ......

Tightly,

Closely follow him,

No matter how you put it, you can't take it off.

The inferiority complex and pain in the depths of my heart,

Suppressing him like a mountain,

Suppress him,

Almost out of breath.

So humble,

with lowliness.

But I can't help but continue,

Survive the rest.

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The spring wind still carries a slight chill.

Although the backyard is deserted, it is spring after all, and the vitality is gradually rising.

However, cruel insults and trampling, hurting and striking emotional pain,

and how can it be dissolved,

How can we let go of the sorrow and the pain that soaks the bones......

tears

It is no longer possible to tolerate the suffering that has brought about,

Day after day, Miga is heavy and sad.

Piercing

Depressed ......

............

day after day

Expectation......

Years

Hopeless......

heart

ravaged to pieces......

Despair......

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It rained all night,

The air is fresh and cold.

A well-dressed boy walked into the yard alone.

He walked over to a large rock, took on his clothes and sat down.

He was only about ten years old. He was dressed very nobly, magnificently. The ornaments on the bun are made of jade, and jade pendants hang on the gold silk belt.

But what was incompatible with his gorgeous dress was his cold face and frosty eyes.

This child has a fresh and handsome appearance, a graceful gesture, noble and elegant, and at a glance he knows that he is a noble son with fine clothes and good education.

He is Shi Fu's collection of tens of millions of pampered people, the ten-year-old boy Shi Xiaoxuan.

He saw Shi Xiaodan in the grass, looking down for something.

When he saw the son of this lowly slave, he tore off a weed and stuffed it into his mouth.

He was taken aback and hurried to run towards him.

Shi Xiaoxuan: "Hey, what are you doing?"

Shi Xiaodan was taken aback and looked up to see him.

Shi Xiaodan timidly: "......"

Shi Xiaoxuan: "What are you doing?How do you eat this grass?!"

Shi Xiaodan: "Little boy, I'm hungry ......"

Shi Xiaoxuan: "If you're hungry, you can't eat grass!"

Shi Xiaodan: "But I didn't eat! I didn't eat yesterday, I'm really hungry!"

Shi Xiaodan: "This kind of wild vegetable, my father taught me, you can eat it!"

Shi Xiaoxuan: "What's the matter? Didn't you eat yesterday?"

Shi Xiaodan: "Hmm. ”

Shi Xiaoxuan: "Have you eaten today?"

Shi Xiaodan shook his head: "Where to find food!"

Shi Xiaoxuan: "Didn't your father eat either?"

Shi Xiaodan: "Yes, my father is so hungry that he has no energy to work." ”

Shi Xiaoxuan's eyes shone with a little light.

Shi Xiaoxuan: "Is he hungry?"

Shi Xiaodan nodded.

Shi Xiaoxuan took Xiao Dan's hand: "You come with me!"

Shi Xiaodan timidly: "What are you doing?"

Shi Xiaoxuan: "I'll take you to find something to eat!"