The air seemed to be completely silent.

The slender fingers turned the last page, and on it was the last paragraph written to Zixi:

Zixi, do you remember what I said when I was in Xiling?

I, the No. 1 master of the Nine Pavilions, have a lot of power, and once this was the only place I could be happy about.

One is that he can mobilize all the available forces of the Nine Pavilions at will, knowing what he wants to know.

The second is that you can pursue your faith in a bright and bright way.

Of course, this is all in the past.

A time that has passed.

Meeting him was a catastrophe in my life.

I burned life with blazing fire at an accelerated pace, hastened the pace of death.

It is my destiny to put out the fire and turn it into ashes.

Zixi, I don't hate him.

Just looking up to him, from the rising sun, to the sunset, until the final darkness.

Do you resent the night?

No.

So neither will I.

I just can't chase anymore, because my life will end in the night.

So, don't do anything for me, don't come to me, let me go on my way home in peace.

In the next life, I hope that I can be a real moth, and I will be turned into ashes in an instant after putting out a fire, without having to endure all kinds of hardships and pains in this life.

Zixi, in fact, I don't deserve to be your friend.

One is a lowly pet, and the other is a noble and unparalleled empress, how can they be mentioned side by side?

That tarnishes your reputation.

So after I left, you forgot about me completely, as if you had never known me—

Or, if you wish, you can also leave a tiny place in the bottom of your heart for me, put me somewhere in your memory, and occasionally when you think about it, only an impression of a gentle spring breeze will come to mind, and it will not bring you any uncomfortable feelings.

Otherwise, I don't have peace of mind.

Goodbye, Zixi, my friend.

May you be safe for the rest of your life.

I hope you like someone and give him a lifetime to stay with, while maintaining absolute sanity, and don't let feelings become a burden to you.

Don't forget your responsibilities.

Jun Zixi is first and foremost a son of heaven, shouldering the heavy responsibility of the world, and thousands of people are under your feet.

The information of Nanling and Beiling is the last gift I left to you, Zixi, as the king of a country, shouldering the heavy responsibility of the country, you are destined to not be dull in this life.

I believe that the Lingguo with you will be prosperous sooner or later.

It's just that one day, maybe I didn't have the chance to see it.

Treasure.

Qin Shang is unique.

…

Lengthy silence.

Zixi's eyebrows seemed to be stained with a layer of mist, his eyes were blurred, and he looked at this notebook in a daze.

Unique.

Qin Shang is unique.

Gently closing his eyes and suppressing the emotions that were tumbling in his heart, Zixi raised his eyes and looked at the gorgeous palace in front of him, speechless for a long time.

"Zixi?" Chu Chen tentatively spoke, "What did Qin Sheng say?" ”

Zixi came back to her senses, turned her head to look at him, and carefully put away the notes and letters and put them in the secret compartment at the head of the bed.

With all this done, she leaned quietly against the head of the bed and sighed indiscerningly.

"Zixi." Chu Chen leaned over and kissed her face, "What's wrong with Qin Shang?" ”

"He's going to die." Zixi narrowed his eyes and said in a quiet voice, "He didn't want us to stop him, so he left alone." ”

To die?

Chu Chen was slightly surprised: "Why?" ”

Why?

Zixi squinted, and his expression was a little stunned: "Perhaps...... It's because of me. ”

For her sake, he disobeyed the order of the person in his heart and gave an explanation for his actions at the cost of death.

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