Chapter 238: The Absolute Letter
Although I didn't want to see the Liao family transport Liao Yuting's body back like this, but when things came to this point, it could only be like this. So far, the Pan family has not been able to find Pan Guanghai, and I don't think it can be found before dark.
Burying the body directly in the hall of Pan Guanghai's house must not happen under any circumstances, and once it does come like that, it will inevitably completely intensify the contradictions between the two families, and there is no possibility of easing it.
So the only option is for the Pan family to give in and let the Liao family transport the body back for burial.
"If it really doesn't work, it's not impossible for them to transport people back, but I'm worried that even if we give in, they won't just give up." The old village chief said with a sad face.
"Third master, don't worry so much, if it really comes to that point, they shouldn't have too many problems, at most, it may be that we want to transport it back and the cost of burial." After looking at Liao Shangzhou, who had already walked in front of the team and was about to go down the mountain, and did not look at us again, I said to the old village chief.
At this point, I have already come back to my senses, I am afraid that this Liao Shangzhou has no real plans from beginning to end, leaving his daughter in Panjiayuan, what he calls a "foreign land" forever. Even if there is no such thing as Liao Shangzhou's disappearance, he may find other reasons for the difficulty.
Even thinking a little darker, Pan Guanghai disappeared mysteriously......
Just thinking about it, the old village chief's copycat machine with a huge volume rang, and he hurriedly took out his mobile phone to answer the phone.
"Hello? I'm arguing a lot right now, you say be louder. ”
"What? You say the person has been found? That's great! Now that he has found it, he quickly called the short-lived boy over and told him to stop hiding, otherwise no one will be able to clean up this mess for him. ”
"Can't people come back? What do you mean, you make it clear, if there is anything that can't come back, it doesn't matter if you don't want to come back, you can tie it up with a rope and carry it back! ”
"What?! You repeat! ”
Speaking of this, the old village chief suddenly froze in place, and his face suddenly became miserable.
Looking at his expression, I only felt that my heartbeat was skipping a beat.
What happened again?
His expression froze in place, and after a full minute passed, the old village chief suddenly woke up and scolded loudly in a completely deformed voice: "What do you ask Lao Tzu for, how does Lao Tzu know what to do, hurry up and carry people back!" ”
"That's not right! Don't move, just stay there, I'll come right now!" ”
With that, he took a step and hurried down the path of the drain, but as soon as he took the second step, he slipped and fell to the ground.
Seeing that the old village chief had panicked to such an extent, I suddenly felt extremely uneasy, and hurriedly chased after him to help him sit up, and asked nervously: "Third master, don't worry, what happened?" ”
As soon as I sat up, the old village chief grabbed my hands tightly and said intermittently in a trembling tone, "Guanghai...... Gwanghae ...... Gwanghae's short-lived ...... He's dead! ”
What the?! I couldn't help but feel shocked!
Pan Guanghai...... He's dead?
"Third Master, is this true? How did he die? Subconsciously looked at Liao Shangzhou's location, but found that he also happened to be looking at us, and after staring at him for a few seconds, I lowered my head and asked the old village chief.
"Can this be fake, the person who found Guanghai said, it looks like a suicide ......"
Suicide? I was stunned.
"Why did you say this person ran away and committed suicide? It's really a fool who is not as good as a pig, specializing in stupid things......" After a short period of confusion, the old village chief gradually regained some composure, patted his thighs and shook his head and sighed.
After calming the old village chief's emotions, but making sure that Pan Guanghai was really dead, and it was no joke, we hurried down the mountain and rushed to the back of Pan's courtyard, where the "White Snake Chong" who found Pan Guanghai's body.
When we crossed the crowd carrying the coffin and hurried down the mountain, Liao Shangzhou stopped us with a gloomy face and asked about Pan Guanghai's whereabouts, saying that it had not been long before it got dark, when would Pan Guanghai be found? I will remind you one last time, if the Pan family does not hand over this person when it gets dark, even if I, Liao Shangzhou, let go of your Pan family, so many people in the Liao family will not let go.
"The man has been found, but now there is no one who can let him come to see you, or he can't come, I'll take you to see him?" Perhaps because of Pan Guanghai's sudden death, he had no scruples about the Liao family, who had been trying to follow him as much as possible during this time, and the old village chief's tone at that time was very cold, with a little mockery.
"You want me to see him? Why don't you say that you want me to ask someone to carry him in a sedan chair? Liao Shangzhou was immediately a little irritated by the old village chief's tone, and laughed angrily.
"You're really right this time, this person really needs someone to carry him before he can come, and I'm in a hurry to carry him to see you now."
"What do you mean?" Liao Shangzhou frowned tightly.
"Because the person you want is dead and can't go on his own."
After saying this, the old village chief ignored Liao Shangzhou, who was stunned on the spot, and turned around and left.
"White Snake Chong" in the mountain col of the west of the mountain behind Panjiayuan, the vegetation is dense and deep, because it is said that it is about more than 100 years ago, several old hunters, here saw a thigh-thick, long red crown of the big white snake and got the name, until nearly ten years, there are still people who say that they have seen the snake. The place where Pan Guanghai's body was found was not actually rushed inside, but on the edge of the big mountain forest on the side of Pan's courtyard, on a hillside with relatively sparse vegetation, about ten meters below, it was a mountain road that was often walked.
At the location of Pan Guanghai's body, looking out through the woods, under a wasteland hundreds of meters away, is the cemetery that Pan and Liao's family re-selected for Liao Yuting.
Speaking of which, when the people of the Pan family were looking for Pan Guanghai everywhere, there were several groups of people walking on the mountain road below, and it was even said that some people walked a few meters next to Pan Guanghai's body in the morning, but that person didn't expect that Pan Guanghai was just a few meters away at the time, just a small clearing where an old pine and a bush blocked the view.
Even if the old village chief sent someone to take the hunting dogs into the mountains to look for them, the people who went there only habitually focused their attention on the deep mountains, thus ignoring this place.
It wasn't until he returned from the mountain road below, that a man had a stomachache and ran to the woods to make it easier, and the dog followed him around the neighborhood, when suddenly a burst of barking broke out, and people were able to find Pan Guanghai's body here.
On our way here, the news of Pan Guanghai's death has spread rapidly, and more and more people have rushed here.
Among them is Pan Guanghai's mother, who has been suffering from long-term illness.
When we arrived, Pan Guanghai's mother was sitting on the ground next to his body, dragging her chin with her hands, looking at him with a sigh, her mood seemed to be quite stable, and she didn't know if she had not recovered from the news of her son's sudden death, or if her sadness had passed.
The corpse bent his legs together, lying on his side on his left shoulder, with a trace of saliva hanging from the corner of his mouth, his right cheek pressed against a puddle of vomit, and there was a lot of hair on it.
Looking closely, Pan Guanghai was full of vomit, and there were two blood stains hidden in the roots of his chicken-like hair, and in the center of the blood stains, there were two inconspicuous wounds, which initially looked like nine times out of ten were caused by the sickle.
Suicide by drinking medicine? How did the two wounds on the head come about?
After talking to the people who arrived before him, and the person who first found Pan Guanghai's body, he learned that what was found at the scene was a math workbook and a ballpoint pen.
There are only a few pages left in the workbook, and the rest are blank except for the first page, which is extremely sloppy and contains Pan Guanghai's last words.
"I'm guilty, because I want to get married, I don't want to beat a single person anymore, so I went to Gu (Gu) to Yu Stop (Ting), killed her, and killed me and her doll, I died with Aunt Yu (Gu), so I don't deserve to live in the world anymore, I should go to hell."
"Mom, don't be sad, I've figured it out, it's not interesting to live at all, every day has to be spent in remorse and self-blame, so many people are frightened, and two people are killed, I don't dare to see people during the day, I'm afraid that everyone will be afraid of me when they see me, and I don't dare to sleep at night, as soon as I close my eyes, I see those two people coming to me to accompany (compensate) for my life, so it's too tiring to live, rather than living secretly, it's better to simply die, and it is better to make amends to Yuzhu (Ting) and our doll. So Mom, please don't be sad, don't be sad, just let me go to see Yuzhu (Ting) well, because I really don't have the face to live anymore, and I'm too tired to live, I'm sorry, please forgive my son for being selfish and unfilial for so many years, and forgive me for not being able to fulfill my filial piety to you in the future. ”
"I would like to apologize to all the people who have helped me a lot since Yu's death, and who have also been harmed by me. Especially the third master, uncle, uncle, third uncle, Uncle Man, Brother Guangqiang, Brother Guangwu, Black Dog and Yinsheng...... There are too many people, please forgive me for not being able to write them all down, thank you loyally (heartily), if it weren't for your help, Yu's marriage and posthumous affairs would not be able to be resolved at all, so thank you very much, and at the same time make amends to you again, because I want to trouble you all again, from now on, please also take care of my mother, Guanghai will definitely repay you as a cow and a horse in the next life. ”
"And my father-in-law and mother-in-law, although you have never agreed with me, but this time, please allow me to call you like this for the first time and for the last time, I'm sorry, I hurt your daughter, I don't ask for your forgiveness, I just want to ask you to stop embarrassing my mother and everyone after I die, Yuting was killed by me, and it has nothing to do with each of them, please don't embarrass them again."
"Finally, I want to ask you to agree to bury me and Jade together, I heard that in this way, I can still be with Jade in the next life, if there is really a next life, I will treat her well, and I will never be like this in this life again. So, please agree to my last request, and if you really don't want to, please agree to bury me next to the jade stop, so that I can protect her forever......"
"Although I still have a lot to say, but now my stomach hurts and I can't support it anymore, so let's stop here, and once again I sincerely (heartily) say sorry to everyone, and at the same time say thank you."
"Finally, under the pillow I slept on, there was a card with 60,000 yuan in it, and the password was Yuzhu's birthday 970325, please help take it out and transfer it to my mother. This money was borrowed from the Internet after I decided to take this road, and I didn't plan to pay it back, and I can't pay it back at all, please don't tell her where the money came from, just say that I secretly saved it, and this money will be left for my mother to recuperate and take medicine in the future, and don't spend it on me again. ”
"As for the family members who have helped me a lot again and again, I already owe you too much anyway, and I can't pay it back, so I just owe a little more, and I will repay you for your kindness as a cow and a horse in the next life. You don't need to do a funeral for me, and you don't need a coffin and tombstone, just bury me with Yuzhu today, if her parents agree, use a mat to bury me next to her coffin, if not, just bury me next to me not too far. ”
"Okay, let's write here, my stomach is already very painful, I can't hold the pen anymore, and I'm worried that the more I write, the more reluctant I become, so let's stop here. Farewell, Mom, farewell, family ......"
"Pan Guanghai, the last pen."
At the end of the writing, the strokes have been extremely crooked, and it is difficult to form a word in many places, which shows that at that time, this man who committed suicide had been completely poisoned and in great pain, relying entirely on what may be the strongest willpower that burst out in his life, supporting himself to finish the suicide note.
As the so-called people are about to die, their words are also good, although they deeply despise Pan Guanghai's previous actions, but at this moment, all kinds of bad impressions of him as a person also began to disappear with his death.
Since he let himself go to a dead end because of this, it is enough to show that he has a clear understanding of what he has done, far from the kind of pervert whose three views have been distorted, no matter what he has done, he can always find a reason to excuse himself, feel that he has not done anything wrong, and even feel that he is quite righteous and severely accuses others of perverts.
Although whether from the moral or legal level, he has done a great mistake and cannot be washed away in any case, but in this world, how many people have not done it, how many things violate conscience and morality, dare to say that he has a clear conscience?
Therefore, in the final analysis, Pan Guanghai is not much different from us sentient beings, the difference is only that what we have done because of selfishness can be reversed, or it has not been noticed, but what he has done is an irreparable thing.
Since he used his death to pay for his mistakes, it is not impossible to forgive him.