Inferiority.

From the beginning he had low self-esteem.

He doesn't know his parents, he doesn't know his origin, he has been a beggar since he was sensible, and the world is so big that he can't make a home. In order to fill the stomach, I have seen more than a few white eyes, and it is even more common for dogs to grab food in their mouths.

If he hadn't met the teacher, he wouldn't have known that he could live without being like this, and that he could live the life of a human being.

To the teacher, he is grateful. is gifted with a pair of yin and yang eyes, which gives him the opportunity to get ahead, to be able to enter the yin and yang division, and to be called the proud protégé of the great master of Chu. Those dogs' mouths seem to be far away from him, however, it is not.

His origin is not a secret, a beggar, rescued by the Great Heavenly Master, and finally rose to prominence. Whether in front of him or behind his back, there are always people who talk about his past, talk about it with relish, and look at him with envy.

It's just that such envious eyes remind him again and again that he is just a beggar, a beggar who has been picked up.

If it weren't for the teacher, he would still be just a beggar. The feeling of inferiority gradually grows and gradually turns into obsession.

Obsession, a thought becomes a demon.

He seems to have fallen into darkness, so he desperately wants the light, what he wants to prove his inferiority, to completely shake off the past.

Light, it's easy to find, and in the field of vision, there is a person who shines as brightly as the sun. Born as the eldest lady of the Zhang family, her talent is a natural bone that is rare to see in hundreds of years, and she is very intelligent. There seems to be no haze on her body, and the teacher regards her as a treasure. Although she has left Beijing since she was a child, the magnates in Chang'an City who have their eyes on the sky have a lot of news about her.

She's so nice and everyone loves it. If he can marry her, won't he be inferior? Thoughts are often just a momentary thing, so he asked the teacher to marry her, and asked to marry the pearl of the teacher's palm.

His teacher, who had almost never refused him, refused, albeit on the grounds that the age difference was too great to be suitable. But he knew that the teacher felt that he was not worthy of her.

The difference between one thought and the difference between the worlds and the world from now on. Even if the teacher gave him the jade bead again, it was different. This fiancée, who looks enviable and beautiful to outsiders, is a humiliation for him.

He may have had a strange illness, and only by marrying Zhang Mingzhu can he prove that he is not inferior.

The death of a teacher is never a simple matter of a single person, but a victim of a failed game. And he is an opportunistic villain, in this game, he got his current position.

So going around and around, he is still a villain, a villain in his bones.

Li Xiuyuan was a little stunned, his expression was in a trance, and he was stuck in the memories of the past and couldn't extricate himself.

The girl looked over at this time, looked at him, and the look on her face did not show joy or anger, and her eyes fell on him and looked up and down.

The actions of these two people were not hidden, one was stunned, as if thinking about something, and the other looked at each other uncertainly.

A few little Heavenly Masters of the Yin and Yang Division who were standing on the second rank looked at them, and they didn't know why, they only felt that the surroundings seemed to be a lot colder in an instant.

Therefore, one is the great heavenly master of the Yin and Yang Division, and the other is a backward star who is deeply trusted by His Majesty and has made great contributions. Except for Li Xiuyuan's own close ministers, most of the little heavenly masters of the Yin and Yang Division were a little surprised, and even swayed from side to side.

Not speaking, silence, breeds countless imaginations. This is...... Ready to match?

In fact, to tell the truth, the Great Heavenly Master Li Xiuyuan was born very handsome, and he was already a great heavenly master of the Yin and Yang Division at a young age.

But right now, this woman, staring at him, is not out of the girl's love for the good-looking Langjun, but looks a little cloudy, which makes people inexplicably feel cold.

The people who were watching were stunned, but it made others so frightened that they didn't dare to come out.

They didn't know what would happen after seven days, but they knew that the girl was not a good one.

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"Your letter!" A letter was thrown on the table, sealed with wax, with no sign of scratching.

Mr. Huang Shi squatted to the side boredly, looking at the man driving an ox cart from unknown whereters, bare and without even a roof, holding a bamboo pole in his hand, taking off his shoes, and crossing his legs on the ox cart.

A simple short fight, a few bundles of wild vegetables stained with mud on the side, if it weren't for that face being too special, I really don't know where the mountain idlers came from.

"Didn't you say to go on a tour?" Mr. Yellowstone circled him twice, "Such a play?" ”

"In the next life, it's not bad to be a farmer." Pei Zongzhi got off the ox cart, "I've had a great time these days." ”

"You're happy, you're the happiest." Mr. Huang Shi rolled his eyes and knocked on the table, "I am not in the habit of reading people's letters for your letters. Pei Xianzhi, who read your letter last time, was almost strangled to death by you. ”

"You...... I won't. Clinker Pei Zongzhi actually came to such a sentence.

Mr. Huang Shi was a little surprised, and after being excited, he directly asked, "Why not?" Is it because you and I have a relationship? ”

"You are not as good as Pei Xianzhi, Pei Xianzhi practices martial arts to strengthen his body, you will ...... if you are not careful"

Mr. Huang Shi was silent, Pei Zongzhi also knew that sometimes it was enough to talk halfway, but he was becoming more and more like an ordinary person, but the disgust on his face could not be hidden.

Forget it, he didn't have the same knowledge as the juniors, he went aside.

Cut the wax on the seal, took out the letter paper, the handwriting on the letter was very sloppy, and it was unusual red, Pei Zongzhi reached out and touched it: It's cinnabar! It seems to have been written in a hurry.

The letter didn't write anything, just said that the encounters with their attacks in the past few days, the killers came intensively, but the waves were not as good as the waves, as if the dogs had jumped over the wall in a hurry. And the kung fu of those killers is also a little strange, as if they came from stealing the kung fu of the dragon guard.

The content of the letter is sentence by sentence, as if what I think of and what I write, it is all what I have seen and heard on the road, but I don't say why. Just put these things in front of him, tell him, let him guess.

It's like having a problem and letting him solve it himself.

It's interesting.

Stealing the kung fu of the dragon guard, does it mean that the person who kills is related to the clan? Even a worm will turn? Who would jump over the wall in a hurry because of such three old and weak, sick and disabled people entering Chang'an? Everything seems to be pointing to a person who is the Empress Dowager.

But what did she do when she told him the news? Do you just want to tell him? Of course not. Although the relationship between the two has improved along the way, it has obviously not reached the point where it is so good and everything is explained.

She wanted him to check the Empress Dowager Yanli, and she felt that there must be a lot of news about the Empress Dowager Yanli that others didn't know.

Pei Zongzhi folded the letter neatly, and the people who could show up in this chess game had some secrets.

Everyone has secrets, so he is no exception.

He thought that the last secret of the Empress Dowager Yanli should be that secret, and there was an actual temple in this secret. 2k reading web