Chapter 29, I lost my heart
I was in a hurry, put down the book in my hand, forgot that this was the library, and shouted Feng Wei, Feng Wei, and everyone looked at me.
I was not afraid that they would laugh at me, so I trotted through the various books to look for it, and after looking for it, I was so anxious that tears flowed down, and as soon as I got to the door, I asked the little girl who was charging for it, did you see the man who came in with me just now.
The little girl said she didn't pay attention!
I know, if I don't leave, Feng Wei must still be in the library, I have a bag in my hand, and once again I turned around and trotted in the bookstore to look for it, shouting while looking, walking forward for a while, walking backwards for a while, standing for a while, looking left and right, looking forward and looking back.
I was even more nervous when I found the various trails. Rushing to the door again, gasping for air, he told the little girl that my husband was not in there and that he had something wrong with his brain.
But the little girl said calmly, "There is no bookstore, so it must be out." ”
When I left the bookstore, I turned around again, stood on tiptoe and scanned the inside of the bookstore, and saw strange customers who were still looking at me in amazement.
As soon as I went out, I didn't know which direction to go, and when I saw a place with a lot of people, I went over to look, and it turned out that I was fooling others to touch the prize. finally squeezed into the crowd, and there was no Feng Wei.
The cat bent on his waist again, pushed left and right, and drilled out of the crowd. I was nervous and didn't know what to do, I just saw the traffic police at the intersection, I seemed to see a savior, trotted over, and asked him if he saw a thirty-year-old man wearing a white shirt and a small head.
The traffic police saw that I was in a hurry, but they were quite enthusiastic, saying that at this intersection, there were waves of people passing by, and I didn't pay attention.
I lost hope all of a sudden, it was the headlights, but when I crossed the road, the angry driver honked his horn. The traffic police comrade ran over and grabbed me and said that he was going to die.
I cried out loud, my man was gone, and I didn't want to live anymore.
"Your man is lost!" The traffic policeman asked with a look of disbelief.
I knew that the police were the saviors, and I told what had happened.
When the policeman heard this, he asked me how long it would have been since this happened!
I said it would only be about twenty minutes.
He shouldn't have gone far, it's around here, hurry up and find it.
As soon as I heard the words that I didn't go far, I suddenly had confidence, and when I crossed the street, I was in front of and behind the square, and I couldn't see Feng Wei's shadow left and right.
I went to the intersection of the bookstore again, and there was no shadow of Feng Wei at the end of the two streets, I was desperate, I half-squatted down and called Ren Peng, I lost Feng Wei. After saying that, I cried and asked Ren Peng what should I do?
Ren Peng asked me where I was, and comforted me not to move, they would be there soon.
After hanging up the phone, I looked around anxiously, and suddenly saw a figure in front of me, dressed and walking like Feng Wei, shouting Feng Wei while chasing after him. As soon as I approached, I pulled a hand, but it wasn't. The guy was not happy, glared at me, and scolded me for being mentally ill.
I was afraid that Ren Peng and his gang would not find me when they came back, so I went to the same place again. Waiting for them, I was so anxious that I looked at the south junction, the west junction, and the east junction. I couldn't see Feng Wei's figure, I felt as if I was about to fall, holding on to the tree on the side of the road, and the hand holding the tree trembled.
"Xu Yan! Xu Yan! ”
When I heard someone call my name, I thought it was Feng Wei, and I saw Ren Peng, Feng Mei and Ren Haowei running over with nervous faces.
Before they got closer, I burst into tears, saying that Feng Wei was lost by me, what should I do? What to do?
Ren Peng was also anxious and asked me what was going on.
I cried and told what happened, and after I told it, I complained to myself, it all depended on me, it all depended on me.
Feng Mei hugged me in her arms and comforted me, her brother would not be lost, and he would definitely be able to find it.
I cried in Feng Mei's arms, I can't find your brother, I don't want to live anymore.
"Nonsense, is there a woman or child who has been abducted and trafficked, a man with dementia, where can he go, find!"
For fear that something would happen to me, Ren Peng asked Feng Mei to accompany me on the North Fourth Road, and he and Ren Haowei took the West Road, one west and one east acted separately. And ordered to call at any time.
We walked the streets and alleys of the city, but we didn't find Feng Wei's shadow, looking at the sunset, my mouth was dry with anxiety. And Ren Peng, who was half-squatting on the side of the road and smoking, wrinkled his face and took a hard breath, and the smoke came out of his nostrils.
I said, Feng Wei won't be hit by a car again, right? Why can't I find it?
Ren Peng listened, took a puff of cigarette, and pressed the cigarette butt on the asphalt road, no, he is in the city, we will first go to the police station where the bookstore is located to report the case, hoping that they will report to the police station in other communities, if there is a crowd to call the police, find Feng Wei, and reward him.
Xin Chong rushed to the police station and reported the case to others, saying that it would not take 24 hours and not file a case, but they could send a letter to other police stations about this matter.
Leave the contact number, thank the police for going out and go back to the house.
I'm not worried, after two hours of chanting, this Feng Wei can't find it, where does he sleep? He didn't have a penny on him, and he didn't eat lunch or dinner.
Feng Mei comforted me that I would meet good Samaritans!
My mother-in-law called and asked me if I had found Feng Wei. I said no, and she scolded her. Say what kind of heart I Xu Yan'an, if I feel that Feng Wei is a burden to tell her, I can't take it to the city and lose it.
These words were like stabbing me in the heart with a knife, and I told my mother-in-law that I didn't dislike Feng Wei as a burden, let alone want to throw him away.
My mother-in-law didn't listen, and argued angrily, saying what I said, and she didn't believe me anymore. I also said that I have a purpose today, what to buy books, look at houses, and buy clothes for Feng Wei is purely a pretense, this busy day is to go and leave Feng Wei in the city, get on the train, get on the bus, throw away far away, and have nothing to worry about.
As soon as I heard this, my heart was like hollowing out, I forgot that this was on the city street, shouting, he won't get on the train, he won't get on the bus, he won't, Feng Wei, where are you, I really don't want to lose him, I knelt on the ground, and cried with my hands on the ground.
Ren Peng pulled me up, hugged me in his arms, snatched the mobile phone in my hand and shouted: "Auntie, listen well, if Feng Wei can't find it, my Ren Peng's building, yard, and market are all your Feng family." With that, he hung up the phone.
I was crying in Ren Peng's arms, Feng Mei grabbed my hand and comforted me with tears, telling me not to cry, her brother would definitely be able to find it.
I cried and asked, but where was he? Where is it?
"Let's go find it! Let's go find it! ”
But when I left Ren Peng's arms, I saw a large group of people around me, each behaving. But I still tried my best to scan the crowd, hoping that Feng Wei would be here.
Ren Peng's mobile phone rang, it was from the police station, saying that someone called the police, and Feng Wei was in the corridor of a building in a certain community.
Ren Peng happily replied that it was my home.
When we arrived, as soon as I appeared, Feng Wei, who was leaning against the door, stood up, pounced, hugged me and cried, crying like a child, and said, "This is home!" It's home! ”
Tears flowed into my mouth, and I realized that I had just brought Feng Wei to this new home, but Feng Wei was deeply seared in my mind. He understands everything, but his intellect can't express it for him.
On the way back, Feng Wei and I sat side by side, my hand was always held tightly by him, as long as my hand moved, Feng Wei always looked at me and smiled stupidly.
When the tears slipped from the corners of her eyes, she hugged Feng Wei and cried, saying: Son, you are going to lose it, and your mother is not alive.
Feng Wei shook his head, but pulled me to the side and muttered: "Xu Yan! ”
My mother-in-law may have regretted the hard training I just had, she grabbed my hand and said that she was angry just now, and she felt that if this Feng Wei got on the train and got on the bus, he would not be thrown away, if he met a kind person, he could still live, if he didn't eat, then he would ...... As he spoke, he raised his hand and burst into tears.
Ren Peng felt that he was an outsider and was leaving, and as soon as he turned around, he was stopped by his mother-in-law.
The mother-in-law was naturally polite to Ren Peng.
Ren Peng only shook the sentence: "Auntie, I am an outsider, I hope you treat Xu Yan better!" ”
The mother-in-law said that she was really frightened just now, and it was not easy to be a mother.
Ren Peng smiled and only said that he would watch the market leave tonight.