In a blink of an eye, the fifth grade passed, and the small promotion in full swing began. With the help of Cao'er, Li Yunfeng's grades have gone from the middle and lower reaches of the original class to the top of the class, and Zheng Xingxing and Cao'er's grades are still the vanguard in the class as always.

"Li Yunfeng, where do you want to take the test?"

"What about you?"

For the first time, Li Yunfeng did not answer Cao'er's question directly and honestly, but asked Cao'er instead.

"I should go to County No. 1 Middle School. My aunt used to go to school there, and said that it was very good, and it was also a county key middle school. ”

"Hmm."

Li Yunfeng knew that Cao'er must be going to the county key middle school. There are two key schools in the county, and it is also very good to go to the first middle school, I heard that there are more rural students there, and the school spirit is better. He was glad at Cao'er's choice.

"Where the hell do you want to go?"

Cao'er couldn't help but be a little anxious. She doesn't have to have Li Yunfeng and her own school, if he wants to go to another county, she will be happy for him.

"I might go to the township middle school across the street."

Li Yunfeng lowered his head and said. He knew that Cao'er would definitely not follow, but he had his plans. He couldn't bear to brush Cao'er's mind, but he couldn't leave his grandmother and younger siblings at home.

"Why?"

In fact, as soon as Li Yunfeng said that he was going to the township middle school, Cao'er knew the reason, but he still couldn't help but question him.

You know, the township middle school is just opposite their central primary school, where the school spirit is extremely poor, and the students who go are basically just mixing, fighting and making trouble, everything, the teacher can't manage it at all, let alone what to learn, and don't talk about any future way out, either to work or go home to plow the fields, only a very small number of classmates are in a better situation, can go to the suburbs of the county for three more years, come out to find a small shop in the county to work, in addition, there is really no other way to go.

"I thought about it, my grandmother is old, Yunhe and Yunqin are still young, they have to take care of me, I go to school in the township middle school, and I can go home every day. When I graduated from junior high school, Yunhe happened to be in junior high school, he had good grades, he could be admitted to the county's key middle school, Yunqin would also go to primary school, and her grandmother only took care of her, and she could do it. ”

Li Yunfeng didn't know whether he was afraid of Cao'er's dissuasion or if he had really thought about it a long time ago, trying to speak clearly, and his tone was full of unquestionable meaning.

"When did the middle school across the street get into high school? Not to mention being admitted to the county key high school! Why don't you talk to your village chief? Your village chief will ask the village committee to help you! Have you forgotten what the village chief told you back then? Let you take your younger siblings to college! You forgot what we said in the peanut field at that time, you said that you were going to the best agricultural university, and after learning well, you came back to teach the people in the village to farm better, and our Yunjia Village is also waiting for your help! Why did you forget?! ”

Cao'er's face was flushed with excitement, and she couldn't help yelling at Li Yunfeng. She knows very well that once she doesn't go to a similar junior high school, in the countryside, she doesn't want to enter the county key high school at all, and if she can't enter the key high school, she doesn't need to talk about any university.

Facing Cao'er, who was so excited that he was almost shouting, Li Yunfeng silently lowered his head.

He can't say anything, he also wants to go to the county key junior high school, then go to the key high school, and then be admitted to the agricultural university of his dreams to realize his ideals. However, the children of the poor are in charge of the family at an early age. At this time, Li Yunfeng has already matured beyond his age.

He knows that his ideal is to help the family and help the village, but if the conditions do not allow, he cannot selfishly ignore the grandmother and younger siblings in the family for his ideals, he is the eldest son in the family, the eldest brother is like a father, and he must take on the responsibility of the family.

Helping the family and the village is not to help after realizing the ideal, but to take care of the family while realizing the ideal, otherwise, everything is meaningless for him. In his heart, he pretended that his father had entrusted him when he died of illness, and his father asked him to take care of his mother, grandmother, and younger siblings, but his mother did not keep them, and the remaining younger siblings and grandmothers who depended on each other, how could he let go and go to the city to study by himself?

He believes that all roads lead to Rome, and as long as he is determined, takes care of his family and realizes his ideals, he will be able to do both.

Because Cao'er is a girl, the elders in the family actually take good care of her.

Although Cao'er's mother and Cao'er's father are a little harsh on her, for ordinary rural families, I don't know how many times better.

The stepmother of Cao'er's little friend next door is very fierce, and she slaps her at every turn, scolding me so badly that she doesn't care what others think of her.

At this point, Cao'er is definitely lucky. Cao'er Niang will never happen to Cao'er. Cao'er is also very grateful to her mother in her heart, and feels that her mother is the second mother that God gave her. It's just that she is a natural perfectionist, and she has never experienced the real mother-daughter relationship, but she is blindly spoiled by her grandmother, so she thinks that her mother should be as warm as in the TV series, so she often has a lot of dislike for her parents in daily life because she blindly borrows into her imagination and does not understand reality.

It is true that Cao'er's parents are parents for the first time after all, and they actually don't know much about this daughter, and they don't know how to educate the little girl at this stage and in this situation.

But in any case, Cao'er has never really supported a family like Li Yunfeng, and the care of her younger brother Junsheng is only the companionship of an older sister to her younger brother, which is not a kind of family boss who takes care of the old and young, and naturally, it is difficult to appreciate Li Yunfeng's sense of responsibility for the family.

Cao'er even felt that Li Yunfeng didn't want to leave this small township at all, and his hard work was in vain. She pouted aggrievedly, tears rolling in her eyes.

Li Yunfeng could completely sense Cao'er's emotions, but he didn't dare to look up at the girl in front of him who was thinking about herself wholeheartedly. He didn't know how to comfort her, worried that he would be clumsy, and that the more he talked, the more angry she became. However, she is afraid that he will not be able to accept it this time. He has always made up his mind carefully and will not change easily.

He and her, after all, are different. She is an idealist who flies in the sky with wings, but he is a real realist. He had no choice but to stay in the countryside, and he didn't want to have any more options.

April is in full bloom. In the place where the moon was planted on the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival last year, the grass really grew exactly the same as on the ridge of Cao'er's vegetable garden, and the green land climbed the ground, and there were also a few long leaves, standing tall and erected in the sun. On the hibiscus tree, there are some thumb-sized flower bones, swaying in the wind. Under the flowers and trees, the pair of young men and girls standing next to the green grass are holding their heads high angrily, and the other is deeply buried in their hearts.

Winter goes to spring, and it is not only the heaven and earth that grows, but also the unsolvable hearts of all things in the world. Not far from them, there was also a long figure, quietly looking at the two figures in the sun. He was also full of worries, but finally let out a long breath, turned around and silently went back to the dormitory.

That's right, the one standing far away is Zheng Xingxing.

For the upcoming parting, Zheng Xingxing's heart really can't let go of the grass in his heart. Although they have ignored each other for a long time, he believes that there is grass in his heart, and he also has him in the grass.

The difference is that there is only grass in his heart, and in Cao'er's heart, in addition to him, there is also a Li Yunfeng. He can understand and accept it, but Cao'er blindly thinks that he is stingy, can't tolerate people, and can't understand her closeness and help to Li Yunfeng. Moreover, she thinks that a lucky person like Zheng Xingxing, who has both parents and a good family background, can't help Li Yunfeng's family like herself? Zheng Xingxing couldn't give any explanation for this, and he could only be silent.

And at this moment, under the sun, the most helpless person is probably him.