Chapter 434: Willing
"You said you liked me and didn't want to be my brother."
After Jin Xuan's words were finished, Lu Zhewu's eyes widened, he stared at Jin Xuan, and he couldn't speak for a long time.
At this time, his heart was in turmoil, because he didn't expect that he would say such a thing when he was in a daze.
If it was usual, I might be able to make a haha to get around, but now it'......
Jin Xuan is very smart, he wants to get around easily, I'm afraid he can't do it, but what else can he do? Is it really true that everything is confessed?
What if you confess? Will it be that from now on, even brothers will not be able to do it?
For a while, Lu Zhewu's heart gave birth to a lot of ideas.
"What do you want to say?" Seeing that his face changed for a while, Jin Xuan sat down again, holding his hands in front of his chest.
"I ......" he came back to his senses, looking at Jin Xuan's appearance, and didn't know what to say.
"I don't know what to say." After a long while, he finally spoke again, "I wanted to deny it, but what I said in a daze obviously wouldn't be false. ”
"So, you admit that you like me and don't want to be my brother?" Jin Xuan asked again, and Lu Zhewu nodded.
"When did it start?"
"I don't remember, but one day, I had this idea."
"If I don't ask, you'll never say, right?"
"Not necessarily, in fact, there were several times, I still wanted to say it, but then I ......"
Indeed, on several occasions, he was in a tentative tone, but apparently, the temptation failed.
There was silence in the room for a while, and after a while, Lu Zhewu hesitated to speak, "You...... Why do you suddenly ask? Do you think I'm disgusting? ”
At first, he felt disgusted when he realized that he might like Jinxuan.
Because he is a man, so is Jin Xuan, but everyone else is a man and a woman together.
But as time passed, he actually got to know better, and it seems that there are other people like him.
Once, he pretended to be casual and chatted with Su Jinyu, and talked about it, not about himself, but about seeing it in the book and feeling surprised.
After listening to it, Su Jinyu smiled and said a lot to him, but I can't remember the specifics, because it was relatively long, so I remembered that in what she said, there was a sentence 'feelings should not be distinguished according to gender'.
I have never dared to tell Jinxuan, in addition to being afraid that the two will never be brothers again, I also have sorry for Su Jinyu.
He has always grown up in the Su family, Sister A is so good to him, Jin Xuan is Sister A's younger brother, but he likes Jin Xuan.
"No, didn't Sister say that 'feelings should not be differentiated according to gender'?"
Su Jinyu is a modern person, and she has always been very open-minded in her teaching to children, including when she speaks, it is inevitable that there will be some words.
Jin Xuan and Lu Zhewu grew up beside her, so they are naturally used to it.
"That'...... What do you think? After listening to Jinxuan, Lu Zhewu hesitated for a moment and continued to ask.
"Will you ignore me in the future because of this? Don't worry, I'...... I do like you, but I won't bother you. ”
"Let's ...... We can still get along like we used to, and you should not know anything, if...... If you want to marry and have children, I will bless you! ”
I wanted to wait for Jin Xuan to answer, but suddenly thought of some words, he said them quickly, and then don't look around, not daring to look at Jin Xuan again.
Lu Zhewu is like this, it is quite rare, Jin Xuan stared at him a few times, and suddenly laughed.
Hearing Jin Xuan's laughter, Lu Zhewu turned his head to look at him, as if he was a little puzzled, and seemed to want to know, what was he laughing at?
"I know everything, why should I assume I don't know?" Lu Zhewu blinked, not too understanding.
"I should ...... I won't find a girl to be my own child. Lu Zhewu continued to blink, still not quite understanding.
"That's it, wait a minute, on the side of my sister and brother-in-law, you can deal with it yourself, and your brother and sister-in-law will handle it with me."
"As for the rest...... Just like Jin An said, if you want to have a child in the future, find those who don't have parents to take care of, like Sister A, adopt a few children, so that they can choose a good path like ordinary children, how about it? ”
"You...... What do you mean? Thinking carefully about Jin Xuan's words, suddenly, Lu Zhewu reacted and stammered a little.
"That's probably what you think, of course, if it's not right, then I didn't say it."
In fact, I guessed before that Lu Zhewu might have this reaction, and when I really saw it, I thought it was a little funny.
Jin Xuan laughed and teased him, and Lu Zhewu suddenly reached out and grabbed his wrist.
"You...... Are you willing to be with me? Obviously, Jin Xuan said those words, it was impossible to say them for no reason.
Leave him behind and talk about a bunch of things, and he must have thought it all through.
"Why not?" Before they were trapped, he didn't really think much about emotional matters.
Although many people have told him before, and he has responded, in fact, he has not thought about it at all.
Even if Lu Zhewu asked, it was the same.
When he was trapped and Lu Zhewu was confused, he said what he thought in his heart, and because of this, he knew Lu Zhewu's mind.
To say that he is not surprised at all, it is impossible, how can he not be surprised at all when he suddenly knows that he does not want to be a brother with him for so many years?
After being surprised, he also thought about it, but the situation at that time, before he had time to think clearly, he also fell ill.
But he knew that he had thought that he was more inclined to be with Lu Zhewu than to find a girl to marry.
After being rescued, until he woke up and saw Lu Zhewu, he continued to think about the previous problems, from the two of them to the beginning, to the present, and then to some future imaginations.
It is certain that he is still more inclined to Lu Zhewu.
If one day, Lu Zhewu finds a girl to become his own son...... He seemed to be a little awkward in his heart.
In the past few days, Lu Zhewu has always been here with him, always looking for something to say to him, think about it carefully, such days seem to be good.
So today, he left him behind and decided to have a good talk.
Seeing his nervous look, and listening to his awkward words, he made a complete decision.
On Sister's side, he is actually not worried, as for Lu Zhewen's side......
If he is really embarrassed by the time, although he said that he will solve it, he estimates that Lu Zhewu will definitely stop in front.
In fact, he thought of a countermeasure, that is, to send someone to deliver a letter and send back the news of their distress so that the family would know.
After this loss, some things are naturally accepted, after all, there is more noble existence than loss.
But that method, once it is not done well, the trouble will be greater, so forget it, and when you see it, you can see the trick.