Chapter 61
No one is born cold-blooded and ruthless, most of them just experience too much disappointment and despair, and finally choose to give up.
Gave up communicating with other people and became a solitary person. A person's loneliness is much stronger than intrigue.
"Well, if you choose to be with me in order to survive, you don't have to, I can't even protect myself, let alone you." Yaoguang stood silently in place and looked at the person in front of him for a long time.
She can't protect herself from anyone, not even her own life.
Shangshu's son didn't expect the prince to say such a thing. The crown prince's status in the hearts of everyone is second only to the emperor. Now he would show it directly, he had no way to protect himself.
The sadness and loneliness in his eyes made people feel a little heartache.
After dinner, Yaoguang and Mo Xuan walked along the stream, the moonlight shattered the entire surface of the stream, and with the water waves, it spread outward one by one, and finally hid in a dark corner.
Originally, the two of them were walking side by side like this, but Yaoguang seemed to suddenly remember something, and walked to Mo Xuan with a quick pace and stopped Mo Xuan at once. The corners of his mouth hooked up with an inexplicable smile, as if he had some unspeakable calculation in his heart.
Yaoguang asked like a curious baby: "I'm a little curious, what happened to you and Shaolian?" How could it be so wrong? ”
Mo Xuan was a little happy when he heard this question, he didn't understand whether the quirky girl in front of him really didn't understand, or pretended not to understand.
That girl didn't hide her thoughts at all, whether it was in her behavior or language, she had already shown her love for Yaoguang.
If you hadn't known a long time ago how slow the person in front of you was to understand the feelings, you would have really thought he was joking. I just want to listen to what others say about how popular she is.
"What happened? Don't you know that little rivals are very red when they see each other, this is a matter of course. Mo Xuan said helplessly.
Yaoguang heard Mo Xuan's answer, opened his mouth wide in surprise, and covered his cheeks with both hands: "When did you and him become rivals in love?" It won't be what I thought it would be......"
Yaoguang guessed that something was wrong when she was only halfway through her words, although she had been pretending to be a boy in the past, she was still a real girl inside, and she never thought she would be with the same sex.
Although it is said that the hobby of breaking sleeves is popular among some nobles, it does not mean that she has to ......
Yaoguang quickly shook his head in some panic, but quickly returned to calm.
After Mo Xuan's little name, he seemed to understand the previous situation and was a little unmoved. Shaolian, you really showed your feelings very obviously many times, but he didn't think about it so much, so he didn't find out.
"Some people don't even know how attractive they are, and when I was a child, I stayed with you, but there was a group of worshippers around me, if it weren't for the fact that I was your earliest partner. I don't know how much vinegar to eat. Mo Xuan spoke, and his tone began to become a little complaining.
Before the fall of the Canglan Kingdom, Yaoguang was the crown prince, and the people who befriended him on weekdays could be seen everywhere.
At the beginning, it was not so obvious, after all, among the many princes at that time, it was divided into two major factions to support.
One faction is the prince's side, which is appointed by the emperor, and the next monarch. Not only in terms of morality, but also in terms of upbringing, they are superior to others.
Even this gang can't guarantee 100% that he will become the next emperor. Because An Guiren was in the stage of favor at that time, the emperor turned over nine times out of ten times to go to An Guiren's residence.
An Guiren is not only favored by the emperor, but also has already become a prince. Mothers are more expensive than children, as long as they can give birth to a prince, the days to come will be much better.
The other faction supported the Five Princes, although the Five Princes were arrogant and not as good as the crown prince in terms of knowledge. However, the victory is that the mother concubine is being favored, and one day the emperor does things on a whim, abolishes the crown prince, and instead establishes the five princes, everyone will not be too surprised.
After all, everything in this harem is decided by the emperor alone.
Although there are many princes in this palace, but the others are not famous at all, the mother concubine has not been favored, and she is not the emperor's most favored prince, they are at most peaceful, just to be able to get the title of a prince.
Later, An Guiren was caught fornicating with other people, I don't know if this thing is true or not, but it will be difficult for An Guiren to gain favor again in the future.
An Guiren was in front of the imperial study in order to prove his innocence at that time. The fifth prince also couldn't stand the departure of his mother, and he also killed himself in front of his mother.
Those factions who supported the Five Princes did not expect that there would be earth-shaking changes.
Those who originally supported the faction of the Five Princes turned to the crown prince after the death of the Five Princes. The crown prince has become everyone's default candidate, after all, after the death of An Guiren. The emperor rarely came to the harem, and rested in the palace of nourishing the heart every day, and the other princes were not as good as the prince in terms of taking.
Even if he does not have the protection of the concubine, it is a candidate approved by the queen mother, as long as the queen mother is in a day, no one dares to touch the prince.
Yaoguang actually went to the Queen Mother every day to say goodbye, since the death of his mother, he was rarely able to speak, sometimes his father was too busy, even if he stayed in the imperial study for a long time, there was no chance to interject.
Finally, when he could talk, the emperor asked about today's homework, and over time, Yaoguang would stop talking about the changes in his feelings, but it would be different from the queen mother, maybe he was already in a high position, and there was nothing to fight for, and when he treated her, he always showed an amiable smile on his face.
Although the mother concubine taught her since she was a child that she should not trust anyone, every time she goes to the Queen Mother, she can chat about some family things very calmly, and she doesn't have to worry about saying the wrong thing, and someone will care about her. It's a really good feeling.
Thinking back to the present, Yaoguang looked at the person in front of him and quipped, "If I'm not mistaken, what you just said means is that you have been ...... to me since I was a child."
"Have you ever noticed that if it weren't for me, you wouldn't have been able to escape the disaster." Mo Xuan said with a wry smile.
Mo Xuan's sudden words made the expression on Yaoguang's face condense.