But I haven't seen her these days, I don't know how much I miss her in my heart, in fact, I have thought about calling her.

But in the end, I still resisted my inner impulse and my own thoughts. At that time, if I rashly called her, I didn't know what the consequences would be, and whether it would backfire.

Thinking of this, I am still a little worried in my heart, afraid that I will cause her trouble by doing this, in fact, in the end, what I am most worried about is still afraid, and the result will make myself worse and worse, so at this time, even if I really have such thoughts, I still have to weigh it again.

I am afraid that I will make things worse on an impulse, and what kind of consequences will be caused by what I have done, and I must think about this matter clearly.

He Yuhe stood in front of the window, looking below, the neon lights had already lit up, but his heart was pitch black.

Without her, without her by your side, nothing will feel bleak. It seems that she is used to it, and there are fewer days with her by her side, and she always feels that the world will change.

I really can't imagine what my world will be like without her by my side in the future. She is really very important to herself. The more I care about her in my heart, the more I will think too much at this time.

I was in a daze in front of the window for a while, thinking that my previous self had also sat in front of the window with her, looking outside and talking about some personal thoughts. Thinking about that time, it was really beautiful, and there was talk and laughter with her.

Now, it's still the same position, but I'm alone, and I feel so lonely, if she is still by my side at this moment, how nice it would be.

Yes, it would be nice if he was still by his side at this time, and he wouldn't feel lonely or lonely by himself.

It's a pity that she is alone now, and she doesn't know what she is doing at this moment.

I sat down for a while, felt that it was really not interesting to be alone, and finally left.

Walking and walking, I finally went back to the study, because there was her breath there. For a long time, I would stay in the study with her every night to study together, even if she was not by my side at this time, I wanted to reminisce about the days when she was by my side.

I have a very simple idea like this, and I don't know what it means, I just want to remember that feeling and her being by my side, and that feeling is really beautiful.

He Yuhe was sitting alone in the study in a daze, and suddenly heard the doorbell ringing. It can't be her, who else would it be?

He Yuhe suddenly thought of such a thought in his mind, and felt that it should be her, so he immediately jumped up for the first time.

Hurriedly left the study, walked to the door, walked to the door, and hesitated in his heart, if he would open the door, it was not her, what would he do.

But they have already walked to the door, not to mention that the other party has been ringing the doorbell, so they can't say that they haven't opened the door all the time, pretending not to be at home. He Yuhe thought about it for a while, but in the end he didn't do it, no matter who it was, he should have opened the door to take a look, and finally looked through the crack in the door, and sure enough, it was the one he was thinking about, and he thought it wasn't, so he almost gave up, but fortunately, he didn't give up.

In other words, I finally waited for her, God still favored me, and I was able to give myself the opportunity to see her again, and the moment I saw her, I couldn't tell how happy I was in my heart.

Shu Yixin rang the doorbell for a long time, but no one came out to open the door, and just as he was about to give up, the door suddenly opened.

"I thought you weren't home, and I was about to leave." When Shu Yixin saw him, he was actually quite conflicted, because he didn't know what to say, and finally came up with such a sentence.

After all, he took the initiative to find him, so he naturally had to take the initiative to speak at this time. If you say that when you face him at this time, you don't say anything, just look stupidly, isn't it a bad situation?

So no matter what, you should take the initiative to speak, in fact, what you should tell him is why you are suddenly here.

"No, I'm at home, it's just in the study, it will take some time to come." After He Yuhe listened to her words, he also explained that he had been hesitating to open the door at the beginning, so he was a little slower.

At the beginning, I felt like this, but I was afraid that this was just an illusion of my own, for fear that it would not be her after we met, so I kept slowing down.

"Oh, I see, I thought you weren't home." Who let himself ring the doorbell for so long and no one opened the door, at that time he really had such a delusion, and thought he was not at home.

It seems that he thinks too much, not what he thinks, he doesn't stay in the study and it takes some time to come, so he lets himself have such an illusion.

I was really scared just now, afraid that I would think too much, afraid that I would come for nothing, in short, I had all kinds of worries in my heart.

"Actually, I'm at home at this time of night every night, come in and sit." When He Yuhe faced her, he still felt a little timid.

I was still a little worried in my heart, after all, I hadn't talked to her these days, and now I suddenly saw her, and I was still a little worried in my heart.

"I didn't bother you, do you still have work to do in the study?" Shu Yixin was also a little worried about whether his reckless visit would bring some trouble to his life.

"No, you're thinking too much." He Yuhe didn't understand why she would say such a thing, in fact, what she did would not affect her life at all.

What she doesn't know is that she doesn't know how happy her heart is, and the moment she knows it's hers, her whole heart is about to fly.

This feeling is like a dream, I really didn't expect that she would take the initiative to come to him, and when he opened the door for himself, he saw her.

"Oh, it's good if you don't have it, it's good if you don't have it." Shu Yixin was too worried that his impulsive behavior would bring him trouble.

Hearing him say this at this moment, he is much more relieved, otherwise, his heart will definitely be very relieved. I always feel that it will cause him trouble.

What worries me most in my life is that I am afraid of causing trouble to them, so many times I don't want to trouble others about the things I can handle.

"Are you sure we're going to keep standing in the doorway and talking, and not come in and sit?" He Yuhe felt that this way of meeting was still a bit strange, if there was anything to say, the two of them could sit down and talk slowly, there was no need to stand at the door and talk like this.

I always felt a little strange like this, as if I had become strangers to him. It wasn't like this before, how did you suddenly become a stranger again.

I don't like this feeling at all, yes, I don't want the relationship between myself and her to become so strange.

I didn't want my relationship with her to be like this from beginning to end, but I don't know why, in the end, the relationship between myself and her still became like this.

"I'm sorry." Shu Yixin also reacted at this time, just now he was just talking to him, and he forgot what kind of scene it was.

"Nothing, come in and sit." No matter what the reason for him to come, since he has already come to his door, he is also his guest, and if there is anything to come in and sit down, he will talk slowly, there is no need to stand at the door and say this.

In fact, it is really strange for two people to stand at the door and talk like this. Anyway, I don't like this mode of getting along, and I always feel that the gap between me and her is getting bigger and bigger.

"Okay." Shu Yixin followed him or walked inside, he did feel that two people were standing at the door talking, it was really a little strange, and he was even a little worried that he would be bumped into by other people.

After all, this is the doorway, and if you accidentally see someone, wouldn't that kind of picture be quite embarrassing? It's better to sit down and make it clear after the two of you go in.

Originally, I came to him by myself, just to make it clear to him thoroughly, I had already thought it through, and I didn't want to continue to drag this matter on, because dragging it out was completely physical and mental torture for me.

Originally, I had him in my heart, and I loved him, so why don't I be brave and work hard for love. No matter what the final result will be, you will feel no regrets, as long as you have worked hard, you will not regret it, and you will not leave regrets.

If you say that you didn't do anything at the beginning, you will definitely regret it in the end. If you regret it in the future, you might as well work hard now.

I don't want this relationship to be the same as the previous relationship, and in the end, it ends without a problem, and it ends inexplicably, leaving me with only a lifetime of pain.

I've already experienced something like this once, so I really don't want to go through it a second time at this time. No matter what the result is, I feel that I have no regrets, at least I have worked hard, although I can't change these things, at least I have worked hard, and I won't have any regrets.

"Sit down for a while, and I'll pour you a glass of water." After He Yuhe saw her come in and sit down, don't think about pouring her a glass of water.

Shu Yixin hurriedly stopped him, and said to him in a somewhat panicked tone, "That, that doesn't have to be so troublesome, I'll leave after I only have a few words." "I came to him by myself simply because I had something to say to him, and I would leave after I finished speaking. The latest chapter of "No First Love, There is a Crush Claw Book House" is free to read for the first time.