Recently, Jiang Tianche often looks through his previous diaries. From childhood to adulthood, unless he was seriously injured, he did not fall in the habit of writing a diary for a day.

He left a dozen pages blank about that trip, one page representing the day he spent there.

In the end, he was personally sent back by his grandfather.

At that time, his physique was getting stronger little by little, and he once returned to the starting point.

He was in ruins and withered.

He complained about the heavens and the earth, the sea and the cruise ship, the relevant departments that mistakenly hung the green flag on the shore and allowed him to go to sea, and the rescuers who participated in the rescue but did not bring him back......

He complained about Wang Ye, Wen Yan, and even Shen Sihuan......

He knew that it was his brain on the verge of collapse seeking to save itself, and he had to find an object of resentment in order to use it as a fulcrum to live......

But he knew in his heart that he was most to blame.

He often asked himself why he was lying that day.

In the middle of the night, he was unaccustomed to the water and soil, vomiting and diarrhea, and Shen Siyue took care of him for a night. The next day, he actually got better, and there was no problem at all in continuing his original trip.

But when Shen Siyue said, "If you're still uncomfortable, it's okay, I'll stay and take care of you", he made a big mistake with a thought.

Is it his dependence on this meticulous care? Is it because his parents announced that he was going to accompany his sister to move to the imperial capital, and he urgently needed comfort and care? Or is it the child who lives in his heart, belatedly showing weakness and coquettishness, in order to crave more attention and companionship from "adults"?

He didn't know.

He only knows that if there is really "something missing" in life, fate will compensate you in another form", then most of that compensation comes from Shen Siyue.

He is a close friend, a brother, and even, like a father and a mother......

……

In 2016.

On that day, Jiang Tianche was on a mission in a certain country in the southern hemisphere, directly smashing an armed stronghold and rescuing civilian hostages.

He is known as the "Eye of God" by the local government and is a sniper who never misses.

At that time, he was crawling and hiding on the top of Chiluo's mountain, and quickly locked on the other party's three piggyback points. His task is to take them off in a single breath and clear the way for his colleagues lurking at the foot of the mountain, so that they can quietly attack and kill the other party by surprise.

Closing his eyes, feeling the wind speed, humidity, and temperature with his body, adjusting his breathing and heartbeat, he opened his eyes, his eyes lit up, and he decisively pulled the trigger.

One, two...... Third ......

The man looked up and it was a young boy who seemed to be chewing gum. I saw that his mouth was crooked, as if he was laughing.

He really ...... It looks like Ah Yue......

Therefore, he pointed his fingers, although it was only a second, but it still gave the other party enough time to react. The third shot missed, and at the same time, the alarm sounded.

Two seconds later, a bomb flew over and landed a hundred meters behind him......

He lay down for a year, and then rehabilitated on and off for another year.

As a result, hearing damage, irreversible damage to the facial nerve, and fragments of the back of the head.

He will never be able to hold a gun again, and he will fall forever at any moment......

……

But fortunately, he participated in Wen Yan and Huanhuan's wedding for Ah Yue. On that day, several of them were laughing happily.

He thought, he had no regrets.

Although he couldn't give it to him in person, at least, he personally put Ah Yue's ashes into the grid, and the camera was also next to him, and he would accompany him in the future.

After the wedding, he went home and opened his diary, and wrote in those dozen blank pages:

Ah Yue, you must be watching us today and laughing with us.

Rest assured, Huanhuan and Ah Yan will be very happy.

Anyway, I watched a movie the other day, and a boy said this line:

"I'm not going to say goodbye to you, just a pause before the next time I speak......"

In an instant, it dawned on me.

Did you know, Ah Yue? On the day we saw you off, I came home and found that the hands of the watch on my wrist would not move. I asked several masters, and they all said that they couldn't repair it.

It wasn't until that line that I realized that time was just paused, just waiting for us to meet again on the other side.

I'm looking forward to that day.

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