Chapter 490: I'm Sorry (Second Update)

Su Yan thought about this hug for three years, even if he deliberately wanted to forget and start a new life, subconsciously, he had dreamed of such a scene countless times, but he didn't expect that this day would really come.

"I'm sorry-" Listening to the crying in his ears that had been suppressed for three years, Su Yan hugged Xiao Xia tightly, his heart hurt so badly, he didn't know what to say to comfort her, and after a long time, he could only say this apology that had been delayed for three years.

Midsummer howled and cried, like a child, clutching Su Yan's clothes tightly, she was afraid to let go, just like three years ago, she cooked a meal for him at home, sat on the sofa alone, kept counting the time, stared at the door, listened to the sound of him opening the door, and then ate together.

However, the door was never opened by him again, only a phone call from the hospital......

She bit Su Yan's shoulder hard, and even blood oozed out, but Su Yan didn't feel any pain at all, because the most painful thing at the moment was his heart.

"You owe me, you owe me ......" Xiao Xia kept saying this, whimpering in a low voice until her voice became smaller and quieter, and she fainted.

Su Yan gently let go of Xiao Xia, looked at her sleeping appearance, and did not use her soul power to wake her up for the first time, in the past three years, she was too tired, even if she pretended to laugh every day, she still couldn't beat the tiredness in her heart.

Su Yan gently picked up Xiao Xia, glanced at Xiong Da and them, who seemed to understand a little, and hugged her towards the small home of the two......

He Suye looked at it in a daze, and finally sighed bitterly, looked at the kindergarten again, turned around and left, Xiong Da glanced at them, and followed Su Yan, step by step.

Looking at the home that was not stained with a trace of dust, Su Yan gently put Xiao Xia on the bed, wiped away her tears with his hands, gently brushed away the hair sticking to his face, looked at her sweet appearance, leaned down and kissed her forehead.

"I'm sorryβ€”"

Su Yan just lay in front of the bed and looked at her quietly, and suddenly laughed after a long time, if he hadn't been electrocuted, everything would have been like usual, how beautiful this scene was, he should be the happiest person in the world.

It's just that after going through so many events, the older he grows up and matures, the more he learns to take responsibility and responsibility, he has been relived for two lifetimes.

The room is very clean, I remember the last time I came back, all the supplies in the room were covered with white cloths, and this time, the furniture is readily available, not far from the table, and toiletries, it can be seen that Xiao Xia seems to come back often to live here.

The portrait of himself on the living room table is gone, and the lily he once liked is placed on it, which is like the home he once had.

Su Yan turned his head, looked at Xiao Xia's teardrop-stained eyelashes, and spoke for the second time.

"I'm sorryβ€”"

The Xiong brothers also came, and did not come in to disturb Su Yan, but sat at the staircase outside, guessing the relationship between Su Yan and this girl, and finally took out a smartphone that Su Yan bought for each of them for research.

After a long time, Xiao Xia trembled his eyelashes and opened his eyes gently, looked at the familiar roof, and then turned his head slightly, looked at Su Yan, who was holding his hand tightly and squatting on the side, and suddenly got up and hugged Su Yan firmly.

"Where have you been, where have you been?" Xiao Xia kept beating Su Yan's back with his fist and shouting.

Su Yan coughed dryly: "If you continue to fight like this, I will be disabled by you, just like the joke you made before, I am afraid that you will have to be responsible for me for a lifetime." ”

"It's good to cripple you, then you won't be able to go anywhere, I'll raise you, and I'll be willing to raise you for the rest of my life," Xiao Xia whimpered in a low voice, and stopped beating after a few hits, for fear that he would really break him, so he just hugged him and didn't say a word again.

In the room, quietly, there were only two men and women hugging each other, and everything was silent......

"Okay, if I hold it like this again, my legs will be numb," after a long time, Su Yan gently patted Xiao Xia's back and quipped.

Xiao Xia sneered, then let go of Su Yan with a pout, and watched Su Yan pound his sore legs and sit on the edge of the bed.

That face, he thought that he couldn't see it in his life, he could only live in a dream, his body was also cremated with his own eyes, and then buried in the cemetery, the first year, in addition to coming back every half a month to clean the room, he went to the cemetery to sweep the tomb, talking to him, and the last person left quietly.

Xiao Xia stretched out his hand and touched Su Yan's face, feeling the temperature.

"Am I really not dreaming?"

"No, I'm really back, Xiao Xia, I'm sorry-" Su Yan's eyes were red, and he grabbed the show hand on his face with one hand, put it to his mouth and kissed it softly.

Xiao Xia nodded quickly: "Mmmm, I knew it wasn't a dream, it wasn't a dream, you would definitely come back." ”

"You came back a year ago, didn't you?" Xiao Xia said suddenly.

Su Yan's body trembled, and he nodded bitterly: "Well, I've been back." ”

"And this time, if I don't call you, aren't you going to see me and avoid me?" Xiao Xia asked again in a trembling voice.

Su Yan bit his lip lightly, not knowing how to answer, and finally nodded: "Yes!" ”

"You bastard!" Xiao Xia suddenly shouted hoarsely.

"I, I'm afraid to disturb your new life, I, I'm afraid-" Su Yan didn't know what to say.

"A new life? Is it good for me to stuff me with someone I don't like at all? Just to start a new life? Su Yan, why have you become so selfish, have you ever cared, do I like this new life or not? Xiao Xia cried as she spoke.

Su Yan stretched out her hand to wipe her tears, and quickly reacted: "Is that Jiang Jingyu not good to you?" I'll go to him. ”

Su Yan was about to get up, Xiao Xia grabbed his arm: "I'm not married, after you left that day, I returned the engagement ring to him, I've been waiting for you for the past two years, and I know you'll come back one day." ”

Su Yan listened to Xiao Xia's words, her body trembled and turned around, looked at her with tears in disbelief, and slowly sat down and pulled her against her chest.

"Why are you doing this, I don't know if I can come back, it's not worth it, I'm not worth it." Su Yan stroking Midsummer's hair sourly, kissing her lightly in the hair on top of her head.

"It's worth it or not, it's up to me, Su Yan, what happened, you are obviously ......" Midsummer also remembered this unusual thing after a long absence, and raised his head to look at Su Yan.

Su Yan looked at Xiao Xia, decided not to hide it anymore, gritted his teeth, and told all the things that happened after his death......