If my mood when watching the performance was one of worry and horror, then this moment is nothing but worship.

In the past, his father was gentle and simple, but standing on the stage, he was shining. Everyone in the audience was watched, and the main thing was that he created a magical miracle.

The old man who was enjoying the applause had a smile on his face, but his eyes were looking at me, and someone followed his gaze. I lifted my chin and had a proud expression on my face, because the person who had just wowed you on stage was my father.

I was still excited when I came out of the performance venue, and I pulled Zhou Yu's sleeve and said, "Did you see my dad walking on that wooden box?" It's sideways, there's no rope tied to it, how do you think my dad did it? Is my dad really magical? How else can you fly the eaves and walk the wall? ”

I didn't get a response, I turned my eyes and found that Zhou Yu frowned and was not as emotional as I was.

He looked at me and said solemnly, "Jia Xiaoru, your father's acrobatic performance is too dangerous. ”

I can't say that I was poured a basin of cold water, but my original excitement was suppressed, thinking back to the scene just now, I hesitated and said: "Maybe it's dangerous, my dad should be sure on stage." ”

"It's not looking at the danger, it's gambling with your life. If there is a slight mistake in the middle, your dad will fall from above. Let's go back and persuade your dad not to do this kind of show, not to mention the danger of his life to grandstand. ”

I pulled down my face as soon as I could: "Who do you say is grandstanding?" ”

Zhou Yu also realized that he had said the wrong thing, and hurriedly explained to me: "I didn't mean that, I just think your father's business is too dangerous." "I'm not happy anymore, and I'm not happy that my dad is said like this.

After that, I didn't have the heart to continue playing in the playground, and when I was walking all the way, Zhou Yu didn't pay attention to talking to me several times, and he also sulked silently. When I got out of the playground, Zhou Yu stopped me with a long face: "When are you going to make trouble?" Didn't you just say something by mistake to your father, and I apologized to you. ”

Is his attitude called an apology? I glared at him, "Get out of the way." ”

"Don't let me say it first."

I took a deep breath and said, "My dad's performance is called magic, not acrobatics." Zhou Gongjin, even if you don't look down on it, don't say that my dad is grandstanding. After saying that, he pushed him away, found the car, and rode away.

And after riding out for a while, he found that Zhou Yu did not catch up.

I made a mistake in the high school entrance examination, and my grades did not reach the score line of a key high school, so I fell to my second choice and entered an ordinary high school.

Originally, the summer vacation was the same as every year, but this year I had a particularly bad time. In addition to the loss of unsatisfactory results in the high school entrance examination, there is also the astringency that the family has become thin after the separation of parents and parents.

My dad went to the field with the circus to do a show, and my mother had to work during the day, so I was the only one at home.

When I heard someone knocking on the door outside the house, I thought it was a neighbor, but when I opened the door, I saw Zhou Yu standing outside the door. Since the playground broke up unhappily, the two of them ignored each other, and he didn't come to me on the weekend, and then I didn't see him when I was sad when I failed the high school entrance examination.

He was a little uncomfortable with me, scratched his head and asked, "Why are you keeping a straight face?" ”

I pouted, turned to go back into the house, and heard footsteps coming in behind me.

"You're home alone." He didn't have anything to say, so I answered sullenly and went into the kitchen. Zhou Yu, who followed up, sniffed hard and asked in surprise, "What are you cooking to eat, so fragrant?" ”

"See for yourself." Throw him three words, and I went into the stove to add fire.

Zhou Yu lifted the lid of the cauldron, "Instant noodles? ”

waited for him to comment that it was not nutritious, but I heard him say: "My favorite, how many packets have you burned?" Just a pack? That's not enough, do you have anything at home? Then put the next package in, beat two eggs, add two ham sausages, and the world is delicious! ”

Seeing that I was sitting in the stove and not moving, he directly took his hands and turned out the instant noodles and eggs in the cupboard, and there was no ham sausage at home. After a while, two bowls of instant noodles are in the pot, one egg per person.

In the quiet space, I heard the sound of the two of them "snorting" and sucking noodles, and the hot soup rolled through my throat, sweating all over.

When they put down the bowl, the two looked at each other and couldn't help laughing.

At this time, I was still ignorant of feelings, and I really realized that it was in the first semester of high school, Zhou Yu's third year of high school.

Zhou Yu is going to take the college entrance examination this semester, and there is very little time to come out, but it was not a weekend, but he came to my school. It was on behalf of their school's basketball team to compete against our school's junior boys, and it was said to be a relaxation before the college entrance examination.

I saw him at a glance from the stands, not because he was tall, but because of the crowd of boys with pimples on their faces, he was the most eye-catching. Zhuang Li, who was at the same table, also knew him, and when he came to me on the weekend, he introduced Zhuang Li to him - the neighbor's child, who was called "the brother next door" by Zhuang Li.

At the beginning of the game, Zhuang Li pushed me and said, "Your brother next door looks amazing." ”

Although it wasn't me, I felt a light on my face.

There is no doubt that Zhou Yu is very powerful, he is the core of their team, almost all the balls are thrown at him, and then he scores the most, and the cheers in the stands are getting louder and louder. When I was about to enter the intermission, Zhuang Li came to push me again: "Eh, why don't you send a bottle of water to your brother next door." "I bought water when I came, but I didn't expect this time, I was reminded by Zhuang Li to look at Zhou Yu, who was sweating profusely, and I was a little eager to try.

When the whistle blew, I was about to take the water and run down, but as soon as I stepped out, I saw a slender figure running out of the front row, with long hair and a shawl, a white shirt and a blue skirt and stockings.

In her ear, Zhuang Li was asking, "Eh, Xiao Ruzi, who is that girl?" How do you get so close to your brother next door? ”

Her name is Wei Lai.

I replied silently in my heart.

I didn't watch the whole basketball game that day, and one person quit the basketball hall early, it is said that Zhou Yu and their team won, and it is said that a long-haired girl hung it up for him when the medal was awarded, it is said that ......

These "supposedly" were all told to me by Zhuang Li when she came back, and when she was done, she patted me on the shoulder and comforted: Xiao Ruzi, don't be sad.

I was thinking to myself - what am I so sad about?

In the evening, Zhou Yu called and asked: Why didn't I see you during the game?

I was silent and replied: I have to write my homework, so I don't have time to read it.

Is homework more important than me?

He angrily shook off a sentence and hung up the phone.

I had insomnia that night, and my mind kept circling the scenes on the basketball court. From Zhou Yu's high-spirited goal, to the cheers of the audience, to the scene where the girls stepped forward to wipe his sweat.

When I closed my eyes at dawn, a voice whispered in my heart - you like him.

A few days later, as soon as I returned to the dormitory after evening self-study, Zhuang Li told me that the "brother next door" had called, and my heart skipped a beat. His face was still tightened and he pretended not to care, but his eyes couldn't help but wander to the phone on the table.

I didn't hear the phone ring again for a long time, and I was very anxious.

When I touched the table several times and made a strange sound, Zhuang Li couldn't help but speak: Xiao Ruzi, if you want to call your brother next door back, be smart, why keep making noise.

I replied in embarrassment: Who's going to call him back?

As soon as I finished speaking, I heard a loud ringing, and I stared at the phone.

Zhuang Li smiled and teased: Cao Cao Cao is here, this time you will take it yourself.

I was a little embarrassed, I wanted to pick up but didn't want to answer, and finally the bell rang seven or eight times and suddenly it was quiet. I couldn't help but feel lost, but only two or three seconds later, the bell rang again, and this time I took it.

"Hello? Has Jia Ru come back? ”

Zhou Yu's tone sounded rushed, and I replied lightly: "I'm back." ”

"Ha, Jia Xiaoru." He screamed in a weird way, and then asked, "Why didn't you call me back?" ”

casually found a reason: "I just came back from self-study in the evening." ”

"I'll rest tomorrow, won't you come out?"

"What?"

He was annoyed again: "What are you doing? It's rare that I can take a day off and ask you to come out and shirk it. ”

"Where did I shirk it? It's just to ask you what arrangements you have when you go out. ”

"Of course, it's up to me, tomorrow at ten o'clock in the morning, I'll be waiting for you at the back gate of your school, don't forget."

I didn't expect Zhou Yu to take me to his class reunion the next day.

In a self-service tea bar, in the name of the dinner party before the college entrance examination, the organizer is Wei Lai.

This is Zhou Yu's circle of classmates, except for Qian Xiaobao and Wu Mi, I don't know the rest. And Zhou Yu is a merry person in their class, as soon as he sat down, he was pulled away by a few boys, leaving me alone to sit in the position awkwardly drinking milk tea.

When the milk tea bottomed out, he heard a strange movement behind him, and subconsciously turned his head and couldn't help but be stunned.

I saw Zhou Yu standing in the empty place with a guitar on his shoulder.

Next to him was Wu Mi, who was debugging the electronic piano, and in the middle was Wei Lai, who was holding the microphone in her hand.

She said: For the college entrance examination, I will present you with a song "Our Love".

I hadn't heard this song at that time, but I just thought that Wei Lai was particularly dazzling when she stood in the middle of Zhou Yu and Wu Mi, especially when she looked back and smiled at Zhou Yu, her eyebrows and eyes were full of spring breeze.

After the song was sung, many people were whistling, shouting "together", "together", "together".

I suddenly felt like I was sitting here with a lot of redundancy, why did I come along?

Zhou Yu snatched the microphone from Wei Lai's hand and raised his hands, "Quiet, listen to me." ”

When the commotion stopped, his eyes suddenly turned to me, and suddenly his heart suddenly beat restlessly, and he vaguely felt that what he was about to say was related to me.

"Next I want to quietly sing a song for one person, called 'The First Time'."

There was an uproar again: "Isn't it singing to Wei Lai?" ”

Wei Lai, who was still standing next to him, had a shyness on his face, but he heard Zhou Yu deny: "It's not Wei Lai." ”

Suddenly, I heard Qian Xiaobao's loud voice behind me: "I know, it's for Jia Xiaoru." ”

My face turned red all the way to the base of my ears.

And this time, Zhou Yu did not deny it.

The guitar sounded, and the warm voice fluttered in the tea bar—

The first time I said I love you

The breath is sad, and the heart is shaking

The first time I took your hands

Lost his bearings and didn't know where to go

That's the reason to love each other together

That's together

……

At this party, Zhou Yu sang a lot of songs, from "Jiangnan" to "Who Do You Think of When You Are Lonely", from "June Rain" to "That Night", and finally I only remembered one song - "The First Time".

On the way back, the two of them walked side by side, but suddenly Zhou Yu took my hand and found that his palms were also wet with sweat like mine. "Did I hear the song just now?"

I snorted.

"See what I mean?"

Seeing that I was silent, he stopped and turned around, and put his other hand around my shoulder so that I could face him, and his gaze fixed on my face, "Do you understand what I mean?" ”

I twinkled away from his gaze and nodded.

Suddenly, my eyes were dark, my cheeks were softly scratched, and when I reacted, Zhou Yu was already dancing with a wicked smile on the corner of his mouth, like a cat that had stolen fish. At that time, my whole body was numb, and my face was hot until I went back to school.

After that, the two of them seemed to be the same as before, they didn't see each other much, they would talk on the phone often, and I knew everything about him except about my father. But it feels different, I will be very happy when I receive a call from him, and I can't help but call him if I haven't talked on the phone for a long time. Zhuang Li joked that this is the magic of love.

The night before the college entrance examination, Zhou Yu came to the school to look for me.

It was almost nine o'clock at that time, and when I came to the school gate, I was dragged by him to the street lamp some way away from the school gate, and it seemed that he was brewing before he spoke: "I will take the college entrance examination tomorrow." ”

"Then you don't review more at home, why did you come to me for something?"

He frowned, "What?" Don't like me coming? ”

"Nope."

He laughed again: "You like me, huh?" ”

Hearing that he deliberately missed a word in the middle, he didn't blush shyly anymore, but looked away a little embarrassedly.

He suddenly leaned his face closer, his forehead almost touched me, and his voice was very soft: "I'm going to take the college entrance examination tomorrow, won't you refuel for me?" I didn't understand what he meant, I thought it was strange, but I still agreed with him and said, "I wish you all the best in the college entrance examination." ”

He shook his head: "It's too official, there is no real action." ”

"So how?"

"Kiss me."

“……”

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Why did you marry Zhou Yu?

The answer to this question, I might be able to deceive myself, is due to impulse.

But you can't fool your own heart.

Because of love.

In the summer of '07, the day before Zhou Yu's college entrance examination, he kissed me.

At that time, I was forced by him to have no choice, looked left and right to see that there was no one, stood on tiptoe and kissed him on the face. I was about to take a step back, but unexpectedly, he suddenly grabbed my waist, and his lips fell without warning.

My brain turned blank in an instant, and I felt that Zhou Yu was eating into my lips little by little, covering the jerky tossing and turning, and his front teeth were hit by him, and I felt that my heartbeat was not my own, and I couldn't even breathe.

Later, the only vague impression remained-

Sweet.

If love is pure, I am willing to give, day after day, year after year.

The fragrance of spring, the heat of summer, the fallen leaves of autumn, and the snow of winter can all bear witness to me.