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Wang Ke changed into formal clothes again, which must be done.

The white coat in a normal hospital may have started out to pursue the need for neatness and cleanliness, but over time, it has formed a bond of dependence between the doctor and the patient, and the patient can often feel a sense of peace of mind when he sees the doctor in the white coat.

Otherwise, when you go to the doctor, you see the doctor who treated you perm Matt's yellow hair, ripped jeans, and earrings, can you still rest assured that he will see you?

Psychologists need to pay more attention to these details, and their treatment of their clients often begins from the first meeting with the client.

Half of his face sat in the position where Fu Jun had sat before, with his legs crossed, playing with the pen that Wang Ke had placed on the desk.

After Wang Ke sat down, he reached out to support his frame and said:

"Let's get started, can you tell us about the problems you've been having lately?"

"I'm a little lost."

Hehe, there are a lot of people who have been confused recently......

"Can you tell me more about the confusion?"

"I just don't know what I'm supposed to do, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, what should I do at that time, I don't feel it at all here."

"Are you lonely?"

"I think I'm used to being alone."

"A lot of people feel that, in fact, it's just self-hypnosis that they're giving themselves."

"Really?"

"For the most part, that's the case, and it's more common with some inmates.

Because it has been confined to a small area, both the scope of activities in physical space and the scope of activities in external information have been greatly compressed;

This is a feeling of depression that is difficult for normal people to bear, but reason tells them that in a short period of time, they will not be able to get out of this situation, so emotionally, they begin to carry out self-hypnosis.

This is actually a kind of physical and mental self-protection measures for oneself, you know, people, in fact, are the most adaptable species in the world. ”

"Prisoners? Can you tell that I've been locked up for a long time? ”

Half of the face asked with interest.

"I've been in contact with a lot of inmates and people who have been released from prison, and I've gotten similar feedback on some of their characteristics."

"Are they all in the same situation as mine?"

"In the inmates, they often show a strong sense of maladaptation, and their emotions often become extremely sensitive, and the people who have completed their sentences, after they have spent a long time finally forming a model and self-protection mechanism to be able to live in prison, suddenly leave that environment, which will naturally cause a great uncertainty in their own hearts in social life, that is, what you call confusion."

"Oh."

"Have you seen "The Shawshank Redemption", in which Lao Bu chose to commit suicide in a small hotel after being released from prison, which is an extreme expression of extreme unaccustomed and rejection of the outside world's 'pond'.

Of course, you don't have to worry about this problem, after all, Lao Bu has been in prison for 50 years, so it can be said that prison life is already the vast majority of his life.

He doesn't think that he has been living in prison, on the contrary, getting out of prison is a real kind of prison for him. ”

Wang Ke subconsciously went to find his fountain pen, but found that in the hand of half of his face, Wang Ke could only pick up a ballpoint pen on the table and asked:

"Excuse me, how long did your imprisonment last?"

"Specifically, I can't remember too clearly, one or two thousand years."

"........." Wang Ke.

"What's wrong?"

"Not really, it's a bit long."

"Okay, as you said before, maybe once I'm used to it, I don't think it was painful for a while."

Wang Ke took out a tissue and gently wiped the sweat from the corner of his forehead.

"Sorry, I'll turn on the air conditioner, it's still too hot in the summer."

Wang Ke got up and turned on the air conditioner, then walked out again, poured two cups of tea and came in, and handed one to half of his face.

"So, you're trying to solve this state of confusion now, aren't you?"

Half of his face shook his head, "Confused or not, I really don't care very much, or rather, in fact, I don't have anything to be nervous about how to live next." ”

"Huh?"

"For thousands of years, I've been thinking about why I exist."

"It's more of a philosophical question."

"No, some people think about this, it's a disease-free moan, but I'm different, I really feel it."

"I'm listening."

"How were you born?" Half of his face asked Wang Ke.

"You were born to your parents, right, your parents will always be with you............"

"I'm an orphan."

"Oh, as a polite word, shouldn't I say sorry to you now?"

"Yes."

"You're welcome."

"Thank you."

"Most people, in this life, only live according to one line, but there are some exceptions, such as me, I am two lines, and the latter is much heavier than the former.

As I grew stronger, I realized more and more that, in fact, my existence was just a puppet.

Do you understand the feeling? ”

Wang Ke closed his eyes, thought for a while, and said:

"Split personality?"

Half of his face smiled, and said, "You are indeed a good doctor." ”

Wang Ke smiled.

The two customers I received today are extremely noble, but unfortunately I can't use them for publicity and promotion, otherwise I will be forced to see a psychiatrist.

"My existence is very much like a dog, the owner is sleeping in the house, and I, just crawling on the steps behind the gate, when someone comes, I will yell a few times, and at night a thief comes in over the wall to steal something, and I have to come forward.

Probably

That's what it means. ”

"Hmm."

"But I'm really disgusted with that kind of life, very much disgusted with that existential state.

I really want to live for myself, I really want to live a true self. ”

"You succeeded?"

"Sort of, succeeded, not only did I leave that house, but I also swept away all the wealth that the sleeping master had accumulated over thousands of years."

"Congratulations."

"Thank you."

Then there was a long silence.

Wang Ke took a sip of tea, and at the same time felt that he could contact a few peers after dawn and go to chat with them.

Half Face continued:

"But when I left the house and breathed in the fresh air, I was a little dazed.

I feel that the outside world, although it is big, is more like a bigger house, a bigger cage. ”

"You haven't gotten used to it yet, in fact, you just need to be alone for a while, or communicate with people more, and try to integrate into a kind of public life, and this mentality can be effectively alleviated."

"It's a pity that you weren't born yet."

"I'm sorry."

"It's okay."

"You continue."

"Next, I had to find something to do, and I was always living in the shadow of that person, so I thought about proving myself.

I went and named his enemies and the remnants of the heavens and the earth. ”

"Actually, you want to consolidate the value of your own existence through this comparison, because you were originally dependent on him, and now, you can only reflect your sense of value by proving that you are stronger than him."

"It sounds tongue-in-cheek, but that's probably what it's all about."

"And then?"

"Then, I named a lot of names, and also destroyed a lot of old things, at that time, it was not like now, there were only two or three kittens left in the fairy slaves, at that time, in fact, there were still hidden immortals."

"............" Wang Ke.

"It's just that later, I became too confident, to be exact, I never understood the word 'fear', as if I was born with this link.

We were besieged by their design, and although I killed many of them, and the rest were also greatly damaged by me, I was still suppressed and sealed by them.

It's like this............"

Half of his face was holding a pen, facing his own face, and cut it off.

"Click!"

The originally intact face, which was cut in half, and the lips that were divided into two halves continued to speak.

"............" Wang Ke.

"I don't have a name, but I know that the salted fish has always called me half a face, and the reason is that I have existed for thousands of years in the sealed place in the way that only half of my face remains."

"It's, it's painful, isn't it?"

"It's okay to get used to it, it's just during that time that I learned to talk to myself."

"Hmm."

"Actually, I have lived enough, because after that person, he raised a lot of dogs, and I am the most dazzling one in the dog village in the past generations, because I did it, so that they can look up to it."

"Congratulations."

"Thank you."

"Actually, you have achieved self-realization, although, a little bumpy."

"I know what you mean, in that environment and under that conditions, I've lived my life, really not a loss, really not a loss.

I've always thought so, I've always felt that my life is very exciting, it's quite inspirational, and it's quite enjoyable to look back on it occasionally.

But until, when I came back from this resurrection, I suddenly thought of a detail that I hadn't noticed before.

This detail made me fall into ............ again Deep confusion. ”

"What details?"

"Your child, will you run away from home?"

Wang Ke raised his head, looked at the ceiling above, and said:

"Occasionally."

"When she runs away from home, will she take all your possessions?"

"How is this possible, at most, she will take away the pocket money she has saved."

Half of his face grabbing his face with both hands,

"Click",

I pinched the face that had just been cut back again.

"............" Wang Ke.

Followed by

Half a face gets up,

Walk to the desk,

Dropped the pen on the table,

Road:

"Things are as they are;

That night,

When I want to run away from home,

And suddenly I saw,

The key to the treasury,

Thrown in front of me. ”