When she got home, Xin Yue silently returned to her room without saying a word, took out her computer woodenly, and continued to write her thesis, the time was actually very late, but she was not sleepy at all, she just swinged decadently, let's make up for it now.

Time passed before you knew it. When it was almost four o'clock, the paper was finally written, and Xin Yue couldn't bear it, although she had always been used to staying up late, she rarely stayed up so late.

As soon as I stood up, I felt dizzy, tired, and walked to the clouds.

Oh no, the cold wind has been blowing for so long, it seems to have caught a cold.

No, I have to go to work tomorrow, so I have to drink two tablets of vitamin C to suppress it.

I opened the door, and in the opposite room, the door was not closed, and it was dark inside, and I didn't know if I had slept.

Tonight he broke his schedule to look for her, he had just been thrown out of the swing, if it weren't for him, she would have to be a big cake with a collapsed nose if he fell down.

When she got home, she only cared about herself, but forgot about him.

Xin Yue blinked, slightly hesitating.

Forget it, he should be asleep, don't bother him.

Hold on to the staircase wall and walk down slowly.

Suddenly, I remembered the picture just now.

Fu Hongchen's expression was serious, and although she hid her worries in her eyes, she still caught some traces.

With a suddenness in her mind, the face of the harsh winter flashed, and in that hazy moment, the last time she saw the harsh winter, both in her eyes and expression, was exactly the same as when Fu Hongchen was desperate to save her.

It turned out that Fu Chaoyang's resentment was right, how could she live her life so peacefully, just because of a few words from her family, she completely forgot about this big brother who cared for her.

She's damned......

"Let's chirp"

Not accustomed to the darkness, Xin Yue stepped on the empty steps, fell heavily on the ground, knelt on the ground, her hands were deeply buckled into the soil, and she slowly clenched them, together with the fragments in the dirt, and held them into her palms, the sharp porcelain pieces pierced into the flesh, and slowly bleed from her hands.

One drop, two drops, three drops of tears......

Falling in the dirt.

The soft whimper was especially sad in the silence of the night.

"Why are you crying?"

Xin Yue was startled with tears in her eyes, and exclaimed in surprise, and was stunned again when she saw the person who asked her.

Hurriedly wiped away tears, got up and went upstairs into the room.

Fu Hongchen stretched out his hand to turn on the light, and the snow-bright incandescent lamp illuminated the room, like the darkness suddenly being destroyed by the light, and everything became warm and comfortable.

Xin Yue sat on the bed, covering her eyes with one hand, the white skin of her palm had several cracks, and the blood dripping from her hand made Fu Hongchen's eyes tighten.

"Let it go!"

Fu Hongchen said in a deep voice, and the look on his face was even more anxious.

Xin Yue didn't react and ignored him.

"Let it go!"

Xin Yue was roared back by his low roar, and threw away the glass shard in his hand with a bang, and a piece of blood red immediately entered the eyes of the two.

Fu Hongchen took the medicine box from the bookshelf, half-squatted on the side of the bed, dipped a cotton ball in alcohol, and helped her clean her wounds.

"It hurts, it hurts!" Xin Yue, who realized it later, cried out again and again.

As soon as the bright light shone, the blood in the palm of her hand continued to bleed, lining her skin more and more white.

The wound from the glass shards was stained with mud, and he frowned, silent, and his expression was focused, and he glanced at the woman with tears in pain, and his movements were more gentle.

Xin Yue let him clean his wounds and apply medicine, which stirred up a layer of turmoil in his heart.

"Have you forgotten anyone?"

Fu Hongchen paused slightly, and replied lightly: "Never!" ”

"You have such a good memory, I thought I had a good memory, but I didn't know until today that my memory was so bad."

The bright incandescent light shone on her face, and Ying Ying smiled.

This woman who said that happiness is a stunt that human beings should and must have, but between her eyebrows and eyes is a sentimentality that he has never seen.

Seeing her like this, her brows furrowed tighter, and the movements in her hands became lighter and softer, for fear of hurting her a little.

"It's not that you don't remember, it's just that time has deceived you."

Fu Hongchen took care of the wound, picked up the gauze and bandaged it carefully and carefully, and comforted him calmly: "Everyone will always encounter things in their lives that they can't control, maybe it's life and death, maybe it's the separation of flesh and blood, or the loss of a loved one. After a long time, you seem to have forgotten all this, but in fact, this feeling of heartache does not go away no matter how long it takes, it is just hidden, covered up. ”

Xin Yue looked at him as if he was ignorant, and his deep black eyes were full of sadness again.

"Some people say that time can dilute everything, and it can forget everything, but I never believe that a person's night, when life and death, when there are companions and sacrifices, every birthday, New Year's Day, all the days that can remind people of them will know how tormenting it is to care."

On weekdays, he is silent, and never responds too much to her chatter and joyful topics, and sometimes when she says hi, he also responds to two sentences without being salty.

It was really unexpected to chat with her patiently like today, and to say so many comforting words.

For some reason, she felt that when he said this, it was very different from before, as if he had re-opened his inner wounds, sprinkled them with salt, and let herself feel the heart-wrenching pain again.

Did he think of his loved ones, did he ever watch them leave before his eyes?

Fu Hongchen, who didn't know what she was thinking, put the medicine box back in place, calm as if nothing had happened just now.

"If someone who is very important to you forgets you, you don't say goodbye, she doesn't care, she doesn't even think about you, will you hate her?"

"No, he must have a special distress when he doesn't say goodbye, even if he doesn't recognize me as a person again, I won't hold a grudge against him, as long as I always remember him! You don't have to ask anyone else to do the same. ”

After Fu Hongchen finished answering, he looked at her quietly.

"You're in a fever!"

Xin Yue touched his forehead, it was indeed a little hot.

Smiled weakly: "It seems to be a little, it's okay!" I take two tablets of vitamin C and get some sleep! ”

After taking care of Xin Yue and taking medicine to sleep, Fu Hongchen turned off the lights, and the lights outside the house broke in and swayed on her quilt, looking particularly uncomfortable.

His eyes were slightly gloomy, and he gently closed the door.

Going downstairs, standing at the top of the stairs, looking at the mess all over the ground, he seemed to be thinking about something.

He has changed the traps in the living room where he often walks around, unless it is deliberately triggered, it will not be accidentally injured under normal circumstances, but the lack of lighting in the room is a trouble for Xin Yue, who is not used to walking in the dark.

Not only did he fall, but his hand was scratched by the debris buried on the ground, but fortunately, the wound was not large and there was not much bleeding.

Otherwise......

In the early morning of winter, the sky is gray and cold, and the huge community is extraordinarily quiet in this gray.

For Fu Hongchen, this kind of quietness is more suitable for him, running back from outside the community at a steady pace and even speed.

Passing by the fitness park, he stopped and looked over at the swing frame.